Saturday, August 27

I WANT my SLEEP!!

been sleeping at 3am these days..
bad!

shall put a stop to it.
shall not park myself on msn evryday.
shall not waste my time doing duno wat...
-i really dunno leh-

i wanna catch up wif my tutorials!!
*whose the cat!! whose the cat!!*

my shoulders are peeling........ so weird!
my shoulders' skin retarded~
my face peeled long ago..

am going to pack my stuff and go to bed!
trng tmr! den going to collect my specs..
sunday will have to go down raffles marina.
am going to be the drummer with a bikini babe standing behind me
haha i'm not going to save her if she falls!
praying that i wont fall in the first place!!
ade says the drum is really small.. (toy drum??)
must use my legs to "kiap" tight! haha

countdown to my birthday!!! hoho i haven even call the caterer to book the buffet..
haven order my cake!! haven pack my hse!! haven invite all my guests!!
ROAR!!!!!!!!!
get it done man.... get it done!!

OH and HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY 白圆圆!!!!! hahaha
that night was really funny.. i had great fun =)
hope to see our 100 photos soon!!

got many pics to show but wait till i got time lah..
tata for now!

goodnite babes.


Friday, August 19

绝对Superstar!! 有你没有他...

my superstars are gone......
xinhui!!!
i like her! i like underdogs... she has the charm on stage.
有感动到我。 haa
love her rendition of 心痛。。。

i think junyang looks like ekin cheng! but he's stupig lah
at this crucial time he dare to tell the whole world he likes that huiping!!!!!!
slapping himself lah~
too bad for him...

tmr is tutorial day, am going to park myself in the lib to do work!!
yea yea am super lagging...
and i'm sLLLOooowwww...
in evrything!
why am i so slow huh??
whywhywhy???

september is starting! and ppl starts to ask wat am i going to do for my bday..
and i olways say, 还久 leh~
eh but hor.... looking at the calendar~
hMmmm
2 weeks left!!!
eRRrrr alrite i'm planning i'm planning it now!!!!
turning 21 and evrything haf to DIY one..... hmpf



Eagles
I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you've given me the will to survive
When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

its nice to listen to this song at this hour..
thankx for the morning call.. din expect that at all!

0830 lect only tmr~
going?
going not?
going?
going not???

dunno la...
go koon for now!

goodnite



Wednesday, August 17

my right elbow feels weird.. its so distracting!!

stupig lab report...
progressing on it at nail-growing rate!!

this is bad..

eh going off to sch for forensic sci..
hope my 3hrs will b interesting..

tata

gym today

haven got so burnt for a long time.. am peeling now~ so ugly laH!

sorry abt the tone just now, i'm directing it at them for not informing you.
but i din watch my tone that moment when i'm talking to you.
am sorry...

freshies coming in, abit chaotic... but i'm all the way behind you!!
JIAYOU kapitan!
show them wat you've got!

am missing the few of them already....
those days make my heart fonders~

did that bicep curl jus now
at 3rd set
am shaking
wobbling
ade said,"one for u and u and u and u and u......."
it really gave me strength..

then i realise..
i miss your already.....

~*stinkies still roxz*~

goodnite


Monday, August 15

this love

people who loves you dont say 'I love You' evryday.
if you think abt it, they actions actually says it all.
of cos, some days you are lost,
cos some words that are unsaid will olways stay unknown,
leaves you hanging and frustrated.
but you can make it short-lived.

one day you will realised that their effort are more than words.

daddy loves me.
just like when i'm his little ger..
felt like daddy's little qiqi all over again...
he olways put us in the first over anything else.
thanks daddy.

i love you too.



that weekend!

DRAGONBOAT XPERIENCE 2005 was a good one! everything went smoothly cos everyone knows what they need to do and help out one another here and there. THANKS THANKS =)
think all of us are sun kissed till burnt! haha i've got all the pics!! wHee~

hope the gers will join us for tmr's trng!
shall try to be as friendly as possible... hoho

caught the last fireworks yesterday nite with jq. its nicer than the one we had at national day countdown. there were some thats really spectacular!! it doesnt die into a cloud of smoke but was like golden raindrops raining down.. *nice*

was quite an adventure actually.. climbing over railings.. crossing the expressway.. walking along the expressway.. got scratched.. jumping over drain.. walking upslopes.. hahaa majiam playing amazing race but den we caught the fireworks on the dot. so it was still good =) was fun in its own way!


Tuesday, August 9

happy national day!

saw the fireworks last nite!! wHheee~
*happy*
it would be better if.. i were nearer, if the fireworks' jus above my head, if i could hear the loud bOom for every shot!, if theres no tall people infront of me!!
but still... its good already~
thankx for going with me!

then supper at geylang! dou jiang you tiao... yummy~
orh and its so qiao we saw the tp gers with lele and pingping.
haa they went to watch the maid.
shall we too??

kailee's so funny, we were all sitting in the car and driving thru the lanes of lorong dunno wat. and she's saw some trans ah... ah pehs ah... chicks ah... den she got so scared!! haha
xx was driving and she's so embaressed cos we are all laughing like mad behind..

argh... lab report haven do!!
sianz..

this weekend is going to be great!!
DRAGONBOAT XPERIENCE 05~! wO0 hope all will go smooothly.
ci'er need any help jus call me alrite..
sunday am going to see the last fireworks =)

hungry now!!


look at the crowd behind us

this is beautiful~

the whole sky lit up

all the fireworks watcherS

the ever so nice xx drove us aLL home! thankx =)

bbQ at east coast!!


aug babes! super windy and we cant light the candle..
den wat are they doing??!! haha

yummy~! but i missed the chicken wings and hotdogs!!

bbq-ers!

3 pretty babes -min ling ting-

last min touch up!

the final product looks pretty good isn't it!

collage for mr hEe

hoho a surprise gift!

winsten! dun cry...

doRis' chalet!


doRis!! bday geR and hazeL =)

they mahjong the nite away

at the end of the party, this's wat left~

photo taking day!


pretty~ -kailee dawn feL-

i love them!

the man behind us~! and he likes to say.....

talk to my hand!!!

-fyi- i'm inside the bin!! wahaha

angie this is the number how many take liao!! hurry~ haha

nice~ i took it

angie and pang

:\

*yawnz*

who??

Monday, August 8

great weekend!

first of all~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARTNER HAMMIE! *hugs*

bbq was fun.. seeing them relaxing and laughing and playing makes me feel happy too =)
got a few fotos shall upload it when i got time la..

been preparing the gifts for winsten for a long time.. but its all worth it! still tot the boat was sub standard cos it look abit like san pan... den i painted it to make it more dragonboat-like~ haa
they said its nice!!! wHeee~ *grinz*

but seriously that saturday was really tiring.. rushing here and there.. got things to settle and stuff... and thankfully!! there are many good souls around! haha ppl like my love, ade, kailee, sheena, emily... helped me alot~ thankx thankx =)

celebrated the august babes days.. and dunno y!! i got dunk into the water and got cake smashed when i'm innocent!! den have to go down to doris' chalet wet.. mayb i'm an easy target but i think they are pretty good~ they know which pocket i kept my handphone! hahaha thanx huh~~ so clever lor...

den ham dad sent me to the chalet, thankx!! =) many ppl had left but its still nice to see the few of them.. jus love to talk nonsense and joke wif them! oRh and that poor superstar reject WEICHONG was there!!! missed out............ olways find him ordinary until that day he cried on tv... aHHhh so poor thing... and he look better when he's crying.. haha i feel~

and there's a new raspberry vodka.. it tastes so much better!! i like that =D
and recently got a pic of a v beautiful sunrise of changi aloha so planned to take it too but all i can see are trees........bOoo

sunday's stay home day! havent been spending quality time with them.. so today was pretty good~

there's a hell of bdays in august lah!!!
doris
ham
sister
weixin
bingwen
adi
xiao jas
yinyee

ha ha ha... jialet~

nvm.. september will be great and its coming!!

erm soon la~



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she made up her mind.
i respect it.
i did not say much.
and i also dunno how.
不 过 勉 强 是 不 会 快 乐 的。

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一直有话想说,可是在一霎那之间,它们都不见了。
所以就不说了。

我有点累了。

*yawns*
goodnite~
love my bed...







Friday, August 5

i dont like it...

havent been able to manage my time properly cos i couldnt complete the things i wanna do..
havent been efficicent, sorry ci, like dint help u much these days.. my mind like not working
raRRrr
havent sleep early for a long time! bad....
(look at the time now)
havent really studied
havent haf time for some ppl..

but on the other hand~


i have a gooOOod maths tutor!! i think he is really good.. cos i can understand him! aha i LOVE SINGAPORE LA!
i have gooOODD classmates lah!! so sweet of sihui n weiling... i'm really v v v v touched..
frankly speaking wasnt really close to them but they are so nice to me!! help me buy notes early in the morning.. help me buy textbook and WRAP THE PLASTIC COVER!!! olways save a seat for me during lecture.. thankx thankx i'm grateful =)
i enjoyed all the trngs...
orh soon will haf my face up there at src!! hohoho..

and ben is going to catch the fireworks wif me!! wHeee~ more more more pls.. lets go chill and relax together =)
*imagine* how nice~ fireworks at 2359
hor??



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i wish u wont say goodbye
dont tell me its over
dont tell me its a beautiful ending
when i know u dont want it to end now
u still feel for it...
u noe i noe
but then i just want to see u happy
i dont want to make use of watever
to waver ur decision
i dunno wat to say
i'm lost for words

its weighing inside me, jus wanna release it abit...
ignore it~

Questions:
what's worth and what's not??
can u tell me?

hows living life with expectationsS?

think it another way.. have we really reached the max to feel that expectations' too much?

theres many ways of looking at things.. so how?

have u ever think why are you thinking the way you think?
*reflections*

i'm tooOOOOoooooooo sleepy now
goodnite

later's going to be good.. poOL rowiNg~!
den bbq
den chalet

but sleep for now!
*v fat penguin/owl waving*