back to then

alrite first thing, HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVRYONE!
mine has been great =) with a delicious log cake *yum

okie now i'm going to back track.
its has been a mad rush from after examz till now.

regatta ~*
not totally prepared for race. think my rowing sucks. went down with the juniors. supposed to guide them. but why do i feel like a yr 1 myself. lousy can. oh well at least after that race they woke up and wanted to work harder. den team bonding. i saw and know things have to done. yet a part of me wants to mingle with those i like. boo. i did not do the latter. drummed for them. saw their screwed face. i feel for them. but it was a god damn feel good set i heard. so it was still good rite. so remember this. next year this time again. lets see.
den i stepped up. den how i feel is written all over my face. i so touched by those who sensed it or read it off my face and reassured me. =) i just hope i wont let anyone down

penang~*
carried that feeling all the way to penang. sucks can. din really have fun there. last yr's better. when we were freshie stinkies. argHHhhh i dun like to be ... .... .... (nvm shall not say things that's not constructive and negative)
rowed 4 sets.
screwed that woman's final. i can only say. out of control and i sucksSSs. but no 1 race is a wasted race. theres something to learn of cos.
that mixed finals. i row till i wanna die. cos its the last race anyway.
post race is not happening at all. i offered my room. start drinking beer before they force me to cos i'm too bored. started pillow fight with ham n ci while the juniors watch and luff. den keep kenna complains den i dieded lah! koonz... while they continue part 2 at ben's.

i feel we gotta slow down sometimes. thats to make sure we can go longer. slow and steady win the race. we need to spend that amount of time to slow down and build again before all of us can fly that boat like the seniors do. wats the point if we are good and theres no one to carry that on. we are all part of these. now and even when we are history.

eHhh think i'm old liao... i get tired easily can. i need to go sleep now.
goodnite babes.

after a long time

hey!! i did not abandon blog okie! too busy lah...

cos i'm catching up with all my frens and not just having fun with somebody can~

okie not gg to write much cos tmr got trng and i gg to bed soon! got lots to blog but dunno where to start lah!

nvm... got a new song. james blunt again! i love this...

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

y heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.I'd be the father of your child.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bare my soul in time,When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby,

I'm so hollow.I'm so,

I'm so, I'm so hollow.

- goodbye my lover-