Tuesday, February 21

the good things

a paper rose from ting!
hear them echoing on the boat
very good...
seeing them rowing in sync.
she taking initiative, asking wat she can help rather than sitting there to wait.
she making an effort to come in the mist of projects, fyp.
she took personal leave from IA to come.
the "hey pangster!" evrytime she sees me.
she said she needed a day off and am glad she came back today, with a smile. =)
she bought watermelons for us all.
lunch at MS, 2 big tables.

actually there's olways good things happening rite.

hmm i miss that laughter.
the HAHAHA kind.





Wednesday, February 15

thru all tides.

so infectious
so detrimental
so depressing
and i hate it.

DO SOMETHING!!!
DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yes i will.

to stop it from bringing more down.

for those who stood to it.

we are going to make it good again rite?

for whatever that have slipped thru
and gone.
we've tried to make the circle round again.
we've reached out our hands but sadly, the other end is still empty.

life still goes on.
we are making the rest of the good ppl suffer.
not fair huh.

we stopped to wait
but nothing comes.
before the gap infront gets even bigger.
i guess we better catch up.
join back the pack.
and move together
once again.

we will still wait by the stairs and cheer you on
if we see a figure coming back
and opened up.

i hope to see happy faces again.
we have unfinished tasks
like some are counting down to their last race,
this is definitely not the way to end.
like bringing the juniors up.
like supporting each other and get over this step.

to those who will put her hand on mine when i stretched it out.
Phoenix saH!

spread the love.
get the positive spirit rekindled.
you and me.


Thursday, February 9

i'm still fine

been having headaches
am i thinking too much or
am i not thinking enuff
no matter how long i ponder
i'm still clueless
i've listened
but i cant fully comprehend
i dont force ppl
its just me.
just like i wont like to do things when i'm being force to.
i wont enjoy.

when something comes from the heart, it can be felt
as least for me, i can
i'll hold on to watever that i feel is true.
i've never given up on any of my friends.
becos friendship dont jus appear when you click your fingers.
and true friends wont go away.

sometimes there are moment when we are so caught up in life.
you have your own shit to juggle
you have dEADlines
you have 10 things to settle and all 10 things are impt
you have so many things and you can only do so much
you want to do this and yet you cant
you want to chill and relax and yet you cant
you want to say 2 words and yet you cant
when your mind is preoccupied with stuff
you tend to miss things here and there.

but you know what??
WE ARE ALL HUMAN!
HOMOSAPIENS
EARTHLINGS
MAN
or rather
woman~

emotional creatures huh.
go with feelings...
oh yes, i do.

i used to see it clear
but where did it go?

clouded

we keep each other going on.
i knew its true.
you will see it again when we are put to the test again

i'm with you
are you with me?

i dont wish to walk ahead
i want us to walk side by side.
till the end.





Wednesday, February 1

bored lah!

on my left..
blue sky
fat white chunky clouds
a short rainbow!
a helicopter
went by...

on my right..
nicole mok mui boon!
hahaha
she's been wondering around school every wed.
before trng.
like me.

erM i din wonder ard lah.. i just parked myself at ah nam's
try to do my work
fall asleep and
getting really restless
den when its olmost time for trng
go canteen grab a banana
and walk to src
if i get super nua in the lib i'll go to hall 9 and rot.
haa

like wasting time man.
but next week shall start lib mugging.
till now got the ham and nic.. haha

Oo the other bulkster's here!
haha she's just cut her hair and its pretty nice wat!!
a fresh look!

argh..... bored
go eat bananaa..........