my say on MyRace500...

the feeling is different when the people sitting inside are pretty much still the same.
why?
are we divided or concerted?
where has the connection gone?
i'm not blaming anyone...
if someone has to be answerable.
i think i'm the one to answer for it.

can i describe this as a phase where many of us lose focus..
lost ourselves..
stuck in moments that we cant get out of..
trying to move forward but our feet just seems to be grounded..

yufen is right. its really time for us to grow up and fend for ourselves.
what will happen when the whole bunch of lao rens graduate?
when they hand over the team to us..
when we have to become the pillar of phoenix..
when we take over their job of nurturing and guiding..
are we, ourselves, stinkies, mature enuff to take it on?

from the day we made up our mind to stay in this team.
each of us are not jus..
Hui Qi, materials engin, yr2.. blah~
there is something else we are carrying with us.
-dragonboat ladies-
we have a name to uphold
a name that we are associated to.
how others recognised you as.
there are things we jus cant do as i like... say as i feel... heck as i wish...
bcos it concerns a team.
we are interlinked
and each of us has that bigger responsibilty already.

what is a good set?
at trngs we have mixture of good and bad.
we try to lock the feeling of good sets.
there is one perfect pace when you feel that your boat just keep surging forward.
the wind blowing against your face.
when you can execute all your point, press, pull, twist and power.
and evryone feels good pulling water.
we had it before and of cos its not evry single set is like this.
but that is wat we will want to achieve.
make it happen more...
so the chances of it happening in a race is higher rite?
the confidence level will be there too...
if out of 10 tries, 2 are good...
wat is the probability of hitting the jackpot when the time comes?
and if in a big boat, you need the whole 18 rowers to lock in that feeling...
tell me how many times do we need to make it happen to have it in each of our memory?
thats the reason we train rite..
and we dont just train, just row...
guess we have to train with a purpose in mind..
we can take comments with open minds
but not just hang around with an empty mind.

we all made mistakes. the 2 days at seletar... lots of errors.
only until the last set of all.
women's open finals.
i really have to give the credit to marlau.
she sat on the drummer seat and made things so simple and clear.
she really has the ability to command the whole boat.
that was the only set that we had all our starts, maintainence and charge done nicely.
you only need 10 strokes, imagine this race only need your best 10 strokes.
all eyes in the boat, all hearts in the boat.
all ears to only listen to 2 voices,
her's and winsten.

wow.

MR500 over. more to come.
we know who to aim already.

for the ger in sweden!

hey i haven got the pics for race yet...
now nobody to send me alrady! haha
nvm i'll hunt them down for it...
show u next time okie. =)

these were my uniquely singapore race pics.
quite long ago liao but latest pics i haf leh~
hhaa

i lUURRRVvvEEe your pics at sweden lah..
you sld be the one sending me!!!
haha

take care babe...

durian at geylang! yum~

posed for xx!! she's at the pit stop..

all of us on the first nite of USR.. (erM minus beN!!!) she's visiting only ahah

told to pose with the lime mag! haha

free entrance!!

at the ending point!!!

at zouk! we had tigers and the little juniors got i-dragons!!

racing...

2 sets only.. one of the least no of sets i went down for a race.
graduated from mixed school~!! ha
seeing them go down..
den sort of nostalgic again..
it was actually quite fun..
haha
(yah its olways fun when its gone wat)

seen ntuc, seen nus..
hmmm tsk tsk...
strong opponents yea
but dun forget we are all fighters!
no matter wat we will give them a tough time against us too.

theres has been many shits going on since the start of this year
but i still believe if we keep our faith, THAT desire and hunger
and believe in our front pack, mid pack and back packers.
we can do it jus like before.
but dont ever separate the 3 packs...
we need to feel and row as one to be a boat.
she alone is not enuff.
thats why we are a team.
phoenix.
where i belong.
where our heart and soul lies
still.

PHOENIX SA!

MR500 day 2.
watch it~!

my mp3 player spoil!!!!!!!!!!

sorry bullies =(

eHHhh no more music to my ears...

cant block out the world when i'm travelling..

you know the 179 at evening time is damn noisy.

oh man... i'm starting to become a naggist and complainist liao

haha

aHh watever... i cant stand myself too! ha

no more tears yea... haven seen you happy for some time.

on a more serious note!

MR500 this weekend... going there with an open mind thou..

row row look look see see... and enjoy it (like wat ah hee olways say)

by now, we all know wat to do.. so just get down and do our thing!

our song

There's a hole in the world tonight.

There's a Cloud of fear and sorrow.

There's a hole in the world tonight.

Don't let there be a hole in the world tomorrow.

They say that anger is just love disappointed.

They say that love is just a state of mind,but all this fighting over who will be anointed.

Oh how can people be so blind

There's a hole in the world tonight.

There's a Cloud of fear and sorrow.

There's a hole in the world tonight.

Don't let there be a hole in the world tomorrow

Oh they tell me there's a place over yonder,

cool water running through the burning sand,

until we we learn to love one another

we never reach the promise land.

There's a hole in the world tonight.

There's a Cloud of fear and sorrow.

There's a hole in the world tonight.

Don't let there be a hole in the world tomorrow.

hole in the world - the eagles

back from trng

last gym today

quite chui eH..

dieded at 11kg clean n jerk

den no strength to do that biceps

'chui' seems to be poping out these days.

it all started with.....

cuimei lor

haha

funny juniors...

rARRrrr got project meeting tmr.

sians

the email said, i hope nobody comes empty handed.

and i just checked my mail at 1235am

well done!

tmr gotta go search for books before meeting den!

project in group of 10

to submit a 3000 words essay.

haha

pretty slack huh.

what should i do when evryone is counting down to exams?

the days passing by... the tutorials n notes stacking high...

slap me pls!!!

going for MR meeting on friday....

think will be quite bo liao lah...

see them draw lanes and stuff

bringing my little vice caps to see see thou

haha

MR500 are you ready?

after the gym today..

i feel abit weak.. :S

boo

getting stoney

koonssss

goodnite

bb (penguin style)

my wish: nobody falls sick! nobody backache!

the-monday-four-hours-break

waiting for the lesson that i like most this sem,
management with humour.
light-hearted
can laugh out loud
can catch up with hazel and ps

ps olways asks me this when i laugh at the lecturer's joke,
"you really enjoy the lesson hor"

haa yah guess i really do.. it really feels good to laugh at something..
other lessons, i may dont even speak a single word..
or maybe i dont feel like talking to anyone.

guess i dont really open myself to know more ppl from MSE.
been here for like 2 yrs, and i'm still at hi-bye level with many ppl.
get to know a few more ppl when we do projects.. copy ans for lab.. fren's fren..
haha usually it will be lisi's frens.. haa

sometimes the miss anti-social in me just dominates lah..
i realised this but i'm okie abt it thou..
i'm wont die if i'm alone la.
will lunch with whoever smsed me at lunch time
or i'll just meet up with monday's lunch ppl.. tuesday's lunch ppl.. haa
luckily i still have enuff friends from monday to friday..

this sem is like full of shit.. alot of happenings.. and to the ones close to me somemore.
some news just make your heart aches... :(

wish i could lock all these away..

some things are not within control.
we can only learn to cope.

love said this before, mayb we have to go thru something hard before you really take a step into another stage of life. adulthood.

i tot i already had mine! haa

its okie..
we all learn yea.
me too..
learning to be a better person.

i dunno when is this but i think its real cool~ haha

at the hotel. presentated with a certificate of participation.

the countdown

haven seen the babesSS for a freaking long time man...
kinda miss them.
heard some good news *wink*
been a long time i heard abt their lives...
surfed friendster and kop some pics
haha

i hope you gers are doing just fine!
=)