him.

this year's pm cup


the first left on the boat. M R500



see~ when there is a chance, when he is in the pic,
they will do the bg

memories...

boonsan is really someone you love and hate... the things that he says together with his crudeness olways tickled all of us.

and we olways just love to make fun of him, if there is any chance.

a very strong pacer. he has the calibre to yaya papaya..

last sem was his final sem and he had a new camera as a present from his gf,

den he went around taking pictures of sdba, the guys team,the gers team

and he will say.. "for memories!"

that day at the dinner i told him, "boonsan, take picture leh.. MEMORIES!"



for now, he really lives on in my memory forever.

its all so unreal.. this weekend..

the d b community is devastated..


dear friend, I wish that you find peace and comfort in a better faraway land.

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

i will never forget you.




02 07 2007. phoenix hotel.


penang 06.




Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.

Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.

It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.

Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.

For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.


greenday - Time of Your Life

dear god...

just sitting in front of my laptop and staring at all the msn nicks and all the news updates.
trying to study for my 2 papers coming tmr and wed.
i prayed that they be fine.
i cannot imagine, he's my fren.
i was hopeful, they can be found, they are strong swimmers.
but the current was stronger.
as minutes and hours passed, i wish the villagers caught them or they were being wash up the shore..
want to know the importance of 1 minute or 1 hour?
maybe now you'll see how big a difference it make or how torturous it is to friends and families..
40 hours already.
they found 2 bodies.
the captain is going to identify his dear teammates.
we anxiously waiting for news here.
but i know we all will not believe anything.
unless it is confirmed.
its slim but there may be a chance.
dear god,
i pray for a miracle.
please. =..(

oh my god

pray to god.

don't take them away...

patriotic

i never like history in secondary school. and i cant understand why my bro loves it so much.
i guess i've misssed out!
history is really quite fun.
too bad i only know how to appreciate at this me.
studying for E & S. and its really something different from all the theories, formulaes, concepts of science.
its just purely about my nation.
i enjoyed studying for it even thou i only attended the last lecture. hurhur..
reading about the history of spore again and i really admire L K Y.
-salute-
the courage, the visionary, the determination to bring spore from a land that somebody dont want to a country we are today.
from 1965, 42 years down the road, from 3rd world to 1st world and having what we have today is really incredible. its really effort and hard work of many.
i think they are desperately trying to convey a message that Spore is a small nation, this is olways our main insecurity. i can understand that worry. in alot of things, size really does matter.
we should be too complacent abt life here. this comfort zone was built by the earlier generations and we are lucky to be enjoying it.

our home is not just where ur family and u stay in.
look at the bigger picture,
it is your country.
stand even further and see,
it is this planet.

protect the environment people!
every bit goes a long way~

hmmm.

"Even if she did the right thing, did she do it in the right way? One of the important things that young professionals should learn as quickly as possible is that how one does something is sometimes as important--or almost as important--as what one does."


so true!

GO WATCH

STARDUST!

because its a very sweet fairytale. and its freaking funny.

fantasy~

beautiful witch~

gay pirates~

funny ghosts~

star~

human loves to gaze at the stars,

but do know if the stars ever gaze at us?

i've found my star :)

ITCHY LEH

RAR.
something is wrong with me.
i have itchy hands
now it is itchy everywhere.
boo
whats wrong???!
i was suspecting its my rabbit.
i may b alllergic to its protein in the saliva
OR
the dust from my "almost black" fan!!!
you know like dust are being propelled down from the fan to my body!
and i feel itchy when the wind blows.
my guess its the dust!!!

i'm going to buy dettol tmr and clean up the rooom.
damm

these few days

hais
these few days supposed to be mugging.
but i'm kinda doing it half heartedly.
-oh well like wats new abt it-
i guess i can NEVER fully absorb the whole of one sem's work.
even if i absorb it, my memory will still fail me.
my brain has low ultimate tensile strength.
constant studying leads to cyclic loading, which is bad too.
low cycle fatigue will lead to plastic deformation.
plastic deformation cause dislocations to move and intersect and decrease crystallinity.
cracks start to nucleate, propagate and grow.
and as they grow bigger, they are more susceptible to further stress and they start to nucleate, propagate and grow again.... blah blah...
GOld is good.
becos it is inert!
good to be stuff in the middle to prevent eating up of one another.
however, the 2 cant gel well too becos GOLD, being in the middle, doesnt really stick to anyone!
bad adhesion.
susceptible to delamination!
hur

this is the kind of thing i'm studying ppl~
and i kinda olways forget the whatever stress.. whatever strain.. modulus..
RAR.
jiayou!!

4 days to exams.

last weekend

was really happening.
i was excited over this race cos we were more prepared for it.
and for me coxing for this race is kinda bad. :(
especially for tertiary... sorry gers.
all along i knew coxing for reg atta is not easy cos you have choppy waters and the damm string to hold and the narrow race course.
boo.
everything can be better after its over...
but at that moment i did gave my all.

but if you think u can do a better job.
den come ba.

i'm planning to go back to rowing. :)
i wanna try, that is...
start slow first to see if my shoulders are fine..
coxing and drumming for the snr boat really makes me wanna join them back in rowing!
alot.
they really really improved.
its so so so heartening!
when i recall the "bath tub" trng session back before last jun race.
wow!
really different.
i did notice individuals who improve too.
strength wise
and rowing as a boat wise.

it is the best when everyone in the boat pointing their paddle at the same precise angle and pulling the water and recover at the same angle again.
i see that from the back.
the highest level of synchronisation.
to get one boat one stroke.

LONGER
HARDER
DEEPER
YES YES YES!!!

NICE~

another thing that make me feel heartened is the new appointment holders!
woo.
goddess
ash
jane.

i feel the 3 of them will compliment and support each other.
a good mix!

a pretty good end to my last reg atta.
:)
now every race is kinda the last.
oh no.

and dammm 10 days to exams
god bless pang.

and i am VOICELESS AGAIN!
hais
3rd time le
boo hoo hoo
seriously i feel better being a cox den a drum.
i feel i contribute more and have more awareness of what is happening around.
cos the cox sees the best.
can judge the situation better than when i drum,
cos everythings seems so opposite you know.
i'm like going backwards!
haha
and i olways scream my throat out...
boo.
i'm scared that i spoil it...

okay no talking for this weeeeeeek ppl.
dun be surprise if i dont talk to you.
pls be understanding okay!!!!!!!

alrite peace out to study.
BIOMATERIALS here i come.

我怀念的

想问为什么　 我不再是你的快乐

可是为什么　 却苦笑说我都懂了

自尊常常将人拖着 把爱都走曲折

假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸

狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的　是无话不说　

我怀念的　是一起作梦

我怀念的　是争吵以后　

还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日　

也记得那一首歌

记得那片星空　

最近的右手

最暖的胸口

谁忘了

我怀念的 是无言感动

我怀念的 是绝对炙热

我怀念的 是你很激动求我原谅

抱著我的痛 我记得你在背后　

我记得 我颤抖着

记得感觉汹涌

最美的烟火　

最沉的相拥

谁爱的太脆弱　

谁过头爱了

谁要走我的心

谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自古自里走

谁忘了看着我

谁让爱变执着

谁忘了要给你温柔

还是想要爱你的冲动