it just popped into my head yesterday and it seriously got thinking deep..
That's to spend the next phase of life with somebody else.. to include this man into every decision and thought you're going have.
to build a family with someone you love.. what does it have to take?
firstly there's must be love, of cos.
Next, the added responsibility to be somebody's Mrs. not forgeting the connection of both the extended families. Being the daughter-in-law, grandaughter-in-law.
Finanical committment to fund the assets to be owned together. currently i'm not invloved in the things in the household, mum and dad did everything.
personal living habits. this is gonna be a huge challenge to me. I'm a SleepyHEAD! I have problems waking up everyday... goodness :/ I cant expect him to wake me up every morning right... even god will get pissed, i tell you.
Not forgetting the being last min attitude.. rushing here to there and be on the dot, phew~. it actually has improved a little since younger days but there's still rooms for improvement.
He's sweet, he says he'll still propose to me despite all these. :)
But that's not what I imagine me to be after marriage.
How can you ever be ready?
Yes, Love is like the wonderful thing that can resolve many issues after you understand it but daily problems still need practicial solutions
I can think of kiddy fuiki has to take a step back... Grow up!
Bottom line is I can't be non chalant about many things anymore.
shall leave the thought of being a parent till much later....
