do you know our bones need a certain amount of stress to grow?
need to be pressured and stretched and strained!
Hence,
stress make us grow.
because its in our bones!
lalala
i see it coming!
noooooooooo timmmmmmmmmeeeeeeee
dammmmmmmnnn.
goodnites
Thursday, October 26
Tuesday, October 24
retarded or wat.
sometimes just so stoney.
missed the moment
that i should live in.
got stuck.
i think i gotta work on it.
unspoken
sometimes bcos unsure.
sometimes it takes some courage.
gotta bear the consequences of wat said.
oh well, silence speaks a melody of its own too.
hmm.. yet to listen..
watever it is.
to balance is the key.
its really is..
everything.
so let's see.
Tuesday, October 10
this haven happen for a long time!
haven throw my face out in the public for quite some time, but heres one.
was out with jiaqi on sat, den we were walking ard after our carls junior. still holding on the the lemon tea we had (cos it was free flow.. eh jiaqi's idea. ha) den we went into a CD shop looking for sister act 2. was asking the counter if they have it.. den i din know danger was lurking behind me. (ha!) there was a step up behind and i dint know, and i wanted to take a step back. so wat do u think happen next???
i lost my balance and i sat down on the floor and while i landed on my butt... the lemon tea burst. lemon flew out, the straw flew out, the ice jumped, the tea splashed..... OVER ME! ROAR~ and jiaqi just stunned and stare.
luckily i dint pull the whole shelf of CDs with me, haha.
oh well den i quickly siam out of the shop lah.. one kind auntie gave me a piece of tissue thou~ hee
if i'm with the gers, i think they will all burst out laughing rite????!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway i was laughing at myself too~ lalala
and i got a big 'orr chean' on my calf.
but mummy rubbed for me. hee.
was out with jiaqi on sat, den we were walking ard after our carls junior. still holding on the the lemon tea we had (cos it was free flow.. eh jiaqi's idea. ha) den we went into a CD shop looking for sister act 2. was asking the counter if they have it.. den i din know danger was lurking behind me. (ha!) there was a step up behind and i dint know, and i wanted to take a step back. so wat do u think happen next???
i lost my balance and i sat down on the floor and while i landed on my butt... the lemon tea burst. lemon flew out, the straw flew out, the ice jumped, the tea splashed..... OVER ME! ROAR~ and jiaqi just stunned and stare.
luckily i dint pull the whole shelf of CDs with me, haha.
oh well den i quickly siam out of the shop lah.. one kind auntie gave me a piece of tissue thou~ hee
if i'm with the gers, i think they will all burst out laughing rite????!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway i was laughing at myself too~ lalala
and i got a big 'orr chean' on my calf.
but mummy rubbed for me. hee.
CAUGHT
UP!
eh how many days to exams ah??
damn damn damn!!!
got freaking lots of projects to do...
i dun want to be some useless ppl when doing group project..
but den sometimes i just dun have much time to spare for them.
aiyah.
wTH.
mei you ren hui ke lian wo de..
i just gotta run faster and get AHEAD!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMNIT! BLOODY HELL!
i'm going to pick up speed.
dun talk to me!
Friday, October 6
did u forget to smell the flowers on the way?
sometimes we move too fast,
we missed out the beautiful little things along the way...
sometimes we can slow down,
and smell the flowers on the way,
take a moment to breathe in deep...
but pang...
i think you are practically smelling every flower on the way!!!
get moving man!
ROAR~
-----
there are some ppl who i really love.
some ppl who i seldom have time for.
they love me too.
thanks for loving me for who i am. =)
-----
am i missing out?
i'm was very sure i did not.
2 years later, i ask myself again...
the ans,
still no.
because i believe in fate.
if its meant to be, somewhere somehow
it will.
and so i din bother to take the step and stretch out my hand.
for i won't want whatever that we have started to end.
until the very day...
we missed out the beautiful little things along the way...
sometimes we can slow down,
and smell the flowers on the way,
take a moment to breathe in deep...
but pang...
i think you are practically smelling every flower on the way!!!
get moving man!
ROAR~
-----
there are some ppl who i really love.
some ppl who i seldom have time for.
they love me too.
thanks for loving me for who i am. =)
-----
am i missing out?
i'm was very sure i did not.
2 years later, i ask myself again...
the ans,
still no.
because i believe in fate.
if its meant to be, somewhere somehow
it will.
and so i din bother to take the step and stretch out my hand.
for i won't want whatever that we have started to end.
until the very day...
Monday, September 18
my sci-fi dream
these days my dreams are getting interesting and exciting! let me tell you abt this dream i had few days back.
it started in a car park and i'm with db gers on a bus squeezing thru the spiral stairs. we are going to take part in a games event. many team were there, from all over the world, this game is like a virtual badminton game. each team has many players and 1 hit can throw the ball far far away! okie den we are at registration level, its super crowded and the rooms are not v big and chaotic and quite run down. haa i'm in charge of the regi but i don seems to find the gers! roar! (ha no lah, i'm not angry in my dream) so i went ard looking for them. so a few of us went down a flight of stairs and we came to this level that totally different from the one upstairs. this floor is clean with marble floorings and its all white and gold. there's only a few ppl walking ard and seems like not everyone can enter. since nobody is there to stop us, we went in. but we were sneaking ard, and we found out a big secret. the organiser is actually a syndicate! they are looking for evolved beings. thru evolution, we are going back to animals. we higher survival skills. the ppl there all hold a torch, and once they shine it on you, ur shadow will reflect wat you are. and these ppl catching those ppl whose shadow show animals. and one of us is a dog!! and we start our escape! haha and the end.
i wake up liao.
of cos i dun feel rested!
but its quite a fun dream. ha
okie i wanna go sleep already.
see anymore weird deeaams....
it started in a car park and i'm with db gers on a bus squeezing thru the spiral stairs. we are going to take part in a games event. many team were there, from all over the world, this game is like a virtual badminton game. each team has many players and 1 hit can throw the ball far far away! okie den we are at registration level, its super crowded and the rooms are not v big and chaotic and quite run down. haa i'm in charge of the regi but i don seems to find the gers! roar! (ha no lah, i'm not angry in my dream) so i went ard looking for them. so a few of us went down a flight of stairs and we came to this level that totally different from the one upstairs. this floor is clean with marble floorings and its all white and gold. there's only a few ppl walking ard and seems like not everyone can enter. since nobody is there to stop us, we went in. but we were sneaking ard, and we found out a big secret. the organiser is actually a syndicate! they are looking for evolved beings. thru evolution, we are going back to animals. we higher survival skills. the ppl there all hold a torch, and once they shine it on you, ur shadow will reflect wat you are. and these ppl catching those ppl whose shadow show animals. and one of us is a dog!! and we start our escape! haha and the end.
i wake up liao.
of cos i dun feel rested!
but its quite a fun dream. ha
okie i wanna go sleep already.
see anymore weird deeaams....
Wednesday, September 13
WOOAH it has been a longggg time!
heLLOOOOOOOOooo
no lah i'm not dead yet. just v busy.
busy with the usual stuff and busy celebrating my birthday! hurhur.
birthday's GREAT!! seems to come faster huh.. i tot i was just 21. ohhh getting olddddd.
thanks for all the smses, its so nice to know that ppl actually remember.
thanks for spending time with me.
thanks for choosing/making a present for me. cos i know for that moment, i'm the only one that fill your thoughts! *grins*
thanks for all the treats!!
thanks for making me so happy! =)
birthday week over. back to hectic work.
my design project is super duper demanding can! to design a visualiser that can read document, play mp3, take pictures and it has to look like a normal pair of glasses that have lens which will switch to different functions at the touch of ur romote control watch with GPS and images will start to appear on ur transmissive LCD lens. FAINTS. my prof seems to be the one who's most excited abt this.
quiz coming up and i know nuts. ha ha ha.
tianjin no more. same old shit man... same old shit that make me sick...
YOU KNOW WAT!! hmm.. blah blah blah.
shall not eleborate here. was super duper mega ultra boiling.
aiyah wtf lah...forget it.
well wo kan kai le.
serious.
timing is not right lah, or not riped? (u know, in chinese..)
nvm, since we are stuck in spore, we shall make the best out of it.
its not a lost.
we have our own objectives.
it may just be a blessing in disguise.
you never know.
hah!
okie going back up to level 4 to study my microelectroniccssss.
booooo.
no lah i'm not dead yet. just v busy.
busy with the usual stuff and busy celebrating my birthday! hurhur.
birthday's GREAT!! seems to come faster huh.. i tot i was just 21. ohhh getting olddddd.
thanks for all the smses, its so nice to know that ppl actually remember.
thanks for spending time with me.
thanks for choosing/making a present for me. cos i know for that moment, i'm the only one that fill your thoughts! *grins*
thanks for all the treats!!
thanks for making me so happy! =)
birthday week over. back to hectic work.
my design project is super duper demanding can! to design a visualiser that can read document, play mp3, take pictures and it has to look like a normal pair of glasses that have lens which will switch to different functions at the touch of ur romote control watch with GPS and images will start to appear on ur transmissive LCD lens. FAINTS. my prof seems to be the one who's most excited abt this.
quiz coming up and i know nuts. ha ha ha.
tianjin no more. same old shit man... same old shit that make me sick...
YOU KNOW WAT!! hmm.. blah blah blah.
shall not eleborate here. was super duper mega ultra boiling.
aiyah wtf lah...forget it.
well wo kan kai le.
serious.
timing is not right lah, or not riped? (u know, in chinese..)
nvm, since we are stuck in spore, we shall make the best out of it.
its not a lost.
we have our own objectives.
it may just be a blessing in disguise.
you never know.
hah!
okie going back up to level 4 to study my microelectroniccssss.
booooo.
Tuesday, August 15
Monday, August 14
boo
okie sch starts and things start sinking in...
so many ppl gone
and i dun see familiar faces in the canteen anymore..
no more,' hey pang lunch?'
my usual hanging kakis are at japan, norway, chartered, Tech, EY, sec sch..
=(
Monday, August 7
sch starts NOW!
sem break for 3 months
going back to sch now
i'm year 3 already.
thats really fast...
yah really fast..
i'm year 3 now.
and sch starts tmr
it has been a long 3 months break.
in her mind:
dont just hear, listen.
dont just talk, speak.
dont just exist, live.
i have questions thats hard to answer.
i olways have things on my mind.
i'm fighting myself, sometimes.
where the foot steps get messy.
something went wrong, somewhere
somehow.
i try to figure out but den issit still impt now?
another life's lesson, to get thru.
i know.
and so
i prayed for wisdom, peace and strength...
going back to sch now
i'm year 3 already.
thats really fast...
yah really fast..
i'm year 3 now.
and sch starts tmr
it has been a long 3 months break.
in her mind:
dont just hear, listen.
dont just talk, speak.
dont just exist, live.
i have questions thats hard to answer.
i olways have things on my mind.
i'm fighting myself, sometimes.
where the foot steps get messy.
something went wrong, somewhere
somehow.
i try to figure out but den issit still impt now?
another life's lesson, to get thru.
i know.
and so
i prayed for wisdom, peace and strength...
Saturday, August 5
Sunday, July 30
some of the many many pics from mount k trip!
at senai airport.. 7am flight and i din sleep the nite after race can!!
