once again...

i miss tutu..

somebody to love tutu?

i miss tutu very much...

staring at the cam, what you doing?


staring even more, why you keep taking pics of me!



tutu asleep~

tutu's fav carrots! and i don't allow snatching, must eat from my hand. heh

tutu on the litter pan, shitting.

tutu drinking!
check out the tiny paws.. hee


boo.

he will come home one fine day!

:(

boo....

i miss tutu...

):

ytd was sitting around the dining table having breakfast mum.
den daddy was standing beside me...
daddy has fatty liver bcos of too much alcohol in the younger days.
so he just went to see tcm for some chinese medicine to "nourish" the liver.
den i saw the spots on daddy's arm... the kind of brown spots that old ppl will have.
i asked daddy, "aA~ ah pa why u have these spots???"
daddy replied, " old liao lor... you are not the little qiqi anymore also rite.. so i'm growing old too.."
me: boo, i feel like crying...
i dun want daddy to be old.....
i dun want mum to be old too..
(-_-)

BOO i DON'T WANTTTTTT!!!!
i don't want them to grow old.
and i still feel like a little ger with mum and dad...
hais and i still so feeding on them for like 24 yearssss....

i better start earning money!

Well I was there on the day

They sold the cause for the queen,

And when the lights all went out

We watched our lives on the screen.

I hate the ending myself,

But it started with an alright scene.

Because the drugs never work

They're gonna give you a smirk

Cause they got methods of keeping you clean

They're gonna rip off your heads

Your aspirations to shreds

Another cog in the murder machine

secrets and lies

return me my freedom.

its cryin' out loud.

the rebel's asleep.

the inner child's sad.

the human is not doing a good job.

my peace.

life has been disturbed for some time.

makes me doubt if i was right.

i hate the way it makes me feel.

it makes me hate me.

l long for the peace and

the pure happiness that was once with me.

i have to save me.

for i created this poison.

for that single day,

it starts today.

i wish....

to see the WORLD!
to churn out that fyp report ASAP!
to start studying for my last exams.


i wish to sleeeeeeeep.

argh`

dam the ants crawling out of my lap top!!!!

i hate antsssssssssssss

hmmm

there are many points of view to a single issue.

the ache.

dehydrated in the nite

i think my lips are cracking at the sides.

i fight it with all my might

to realise it is me from inside.

watever that i demand

may be something i cant delivery.

why are they hardly on the same line

so that i can cease the fight.

when will it be fine?

teachings.

看破

放下

。自在

be glad someone hurt you.

be glad someone anger you.

be glad someone lie to you.

because they give you a chance to forgive and forget.

as dad explained it...

but seems hard to me. it will be great if i can thou. :D

seems like i dun have a proper post on my blog for a long time..
ok got 1 lastest discovery thou.

TUTU IS A GER GER! ahha
all along i tot its a boyboy leh.. thats wat the ex owner told me.. heh

tutu is dam cute now cos the groomer cut 90% of her long fur away! she shrank by 2 times her size.. was so 心痛 when i saw her after the fur cut. heh like so pitiful to become soooo small~ but when she start scratching me again..

i woke up.
this is still the bad tempered TUTU!
but still i bought her biscuits treats.. (cheap cheap 5 bucks thats why..) haaa
and i'm got a membership with the pets lo ver ce ntre~ yeah

check her out!

ok i'm getting boring.. other than my rabbit there;s nothing else
except FYYYYYYYYYYYYYP
its qutie amazing okay. it can keep nagging in my mind and keeping me stressssss for weeeks!
dam.
blah blah blah.. lots of shit regarding fyp but not interested to recall abt them now.
:)

hmm seriously.. i dun have much thoughts alrady.. haha
i cant think of things to write here!
my poor mind inundated by freaking fyppp.

亲爱的那并不是爱情 - 张韶涵

教室里那台风琴
叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的声音
动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影
喜欢你字跡清秀的关心
那温热的 牛奶瓶
在我手中握紧
有你在的地方
我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明.

nice song. such a sweet start with a sad ending.... you listen to it and you will know who wrote it.

词:方文山 曲:周杰伦

haha from wailai...

ARGHHHHHHHHH.

end my misery

QUICK!

so DEEEEEEAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDD

and the days are flying awayyyyyyy


and i still freaking fallll sickkkkkk


booo


i just wanna whine and sulk.


no day no night


i cannot


bad healthhhhh


fug.

my tutu is a TORTE SWISS FOX!

so coool huh.

its rare leh...
heh

i actually miss him... wanna go home and play with him :)

my fyp SUCKS
and i so dun feel like doing it....
PLS START
PLS START!!!!!!



KILL ME.

MY FREAKING POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR FEET

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hmmm... yea they cost 380 buckssss!!!

my ang bao money is flying away.

this is sooooo cute!

so sweeeet rite~ hee but this is not my rabbit..





Rabbit on leash!!!! i wish i could walk the rabbit toooo :)

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitchy!

RAR

self doubts killls the team.

i dunno how to make u strong.

but you gotta start making urself strong.

time is running out.

things on my table

darling's photo frame :)

darling's sports man of the year award :)

sally's absolut pears mini

my vichy sunblocks

music that filled the air is Disenchanted by MCR (i love the start man)

mickey mouse calendar from cousin from japan

another calendar from dad :)

nin jiom pei pa koa (my fav)

evening primrose oil from mama :)

guylian choc from angel who flew away

bro's alarm clock

vit c effervescent from the doc

a radio from dad's company

fyp samplesss (freak)

goggles! (i'm into swimming lately ok)

darling's random issue of Reader's Digest

a banana for breakfast (my fav fruit ok)

many notes but on the top is advance biomaterials (i like ok, cos is singaporean lecturer!)

ok back to tutorial.

whee ITS FRIDAY!!!! (cos its the weekend)

boo ITS FRIDAY!!!! (cos one week closer to dead line of fyp)