crazy earth

people are becoming crasy. hacking strangers in the streets when you are in a bad mood... or hack your boss when he gave you a hard time.. scary man!

natural disasters everywhere. phoenix is dangerous and powerful. huh.
first in taiwan den Fujian.

I kinda have doubts that olympics can carry on in peace....

luckily its still safe at home.

but earthlings gotta save the earth, somehow. if we are going to extinct like the dinosaurs...

millions years ago becos of volcanic eruption, large amount of carbon are released into the atmosphere, den the dinosaurs cant live and so they died. den they became fossil fuels!

and we found the gold! energy for free!! now we are busy digging up all the fuels and using them and releasing all the carbon back to the atmosphere. HUR.

acutally earth can pretty well take care of herself when she's warming up... like what she did to the dinosaurs! haha...

oh well... SAVE THE EARTH!
recycle papers.
conserve energy.
switch off when not in use.
go public.
increase the air con temperature.
don't take plastic bags when you have your own bag.

every little ways help :)
let's go green

beeeeen a longggggggggg time...

hello. my blog was so dead for 2 months as i was busy trng and trng for the 2 months!

and its all over now. the days just ZOOoooM and everything is history already.
firstly, I'VE GRADUATED FROM PHOENIX!
i can't believe it... 4 years and i'm done with NTU.. *sob*

events of the last ju ne ra ce still fresh in my head. even thou its over but they just keep replaying whenever i'm stoning. honestly, there is still a tiny ache in my heart. we didnt get our hands on that damn cup. jq was telling me... this feeling will never truely go away until you see your team win it back. becos that was how he felt, the defeat they had last year disappeared as they crossed the flags. congrats to the guys team!!!!

never give up.. never give in...
i was watching the P M video just now and it just refresh everything at this hour again.
BUT it was a good fight. being with the gers for this sem was memorable. from that M R till this ra ce... everyone worked hard! i'm so proud of some seniors who come out of their own shadows and in the end gaining and learning more. towards the final show down, i could feel the whole team walked in the same pace. i have to give the year ones credits to this too, becos their attitude made a difference to the whole team. they are very cheery and positive bunch! and their feat in the final is WOW. they really showed me ONE HEART.

way to go gers! you promised to win it back next year. hurhur. yea some did told me that. haa. i should have filmed it down. (like wat i stupigly promised to join alumni in one of the video! hur)

ah hee was right, he said, you dont win everytime so most importantly, you have to enjoy it.
I truely enjoyed that journey esp that last 2 months. even thou we had problems here and there but everyone come together to solve it right on time.

and meiyan asked me if i'll miss all of these before the ra ce. I told her my task is not over yet until ra ce end and i know i have to move on from here.

now i really have to move on as the time never waits. i will be starting work soon on the 14th. and will be training with them before i start work! ahha so it is still back to sd ba... and i can still see the gers! heh

anddddddddddddd i will join the alumni as promised... years back!!

but not so soon lah... i gotta figure out my plans on the work first and take a little break from the sun and i'll be BACK!!!!!

these few days, i've been sleeping and sleeping cos i'm feeling so tired and restless...
and i seriously cannot stand the sun. hahaha
and my voice just came back and i dun feel like talking much... hur.

maybe its all part of pms too!!!!
boo.

alrite back to my nora roberts. and its the last book of the trilogy. i'm getting withdrawal syndrome again......

I LOVE PHOENIX!!!!!

mannnnnnnnnnn...

can i stop sweating in the nite!!!
its so so so so freaking warm!

okie i shall go hide in my air con room now.



SO MANY THINGS TO DO EVEN WHEN ITS THE HOLIDAY!!!!
so weird!!

where did my time go???

I AM BACK!!!!!!

with a once in a lifetime EARTHQUAKE experience.
OMG~

okie i will not go into the details but just to share what i felt.

I FELT NOTHING!

seriously. when the earth shook at 2.30pm on the 12th, i dint feel anything, my whole bus did not feel anything either! we just had our lunch and were about to head to the next destination. (maoxian, which is 70% destroyed, 100% damaged now) and there were like few thousands aftershocks. i dint feel it either!!! when there are ppl who felt it. i guess tahts becos of trng, you know we are olways rocking on the boat that i get so used to slight shaking. hur.

we did not know how serious this quake was until we watch the news and met ppl who witness the ordeal. what they told us reallly scare the hell out of me, and i can only say that we are lucky. we are so so so blessed. you know at this point, against a natural disaster, i can only pray to god. pray to keep us all safe...

earthquake is so far from me and all of us from spore. i guess we dont know how to react to this. thank god our sichuan tour guides are smart and quick! i'm really full of praise to xiao jing!!
this quake is a shock to sichuan ppl too cos the last quake was in 1933, 75 years ago. the ppl of this generation has never thought of that danger. you know it is so ironic, we are supposed to visit the remnants of the quake that hit wenchuan 75 years ago! faintssss to the max.

i met some beijing tourists at the jiu zhai gou airport, when we are all rushing to fly to chengdu or chongqing and to return home. they shared with us their experience and it is SO FREAKING SCARY! when the quake happens, the buses and cars in front of their bus were crushed by rocks rolling down the mountains!! they literary saw the bus being squashed and 39 passengers were inside, 37 dead....... they only managed to save 2 of them. so scary and the rocks and rolling down in front of them and behind them~!!! but their bus survived.

i told dad, they are more lucky than us bcos they are in such a dangerous situation and they were unharmed! but dad says we are more lucky bcos they faced the quake, they seen death, they suffered fear and emotional trauma. comparatively, we are save from all these. and i have to agree.....

vesak day is coming and i am going for my annual 三步一跪, to thank god for keeping me and my family safe.

i hope sichuan can get more help and save more people under the rabbles... and rebuild the province again.

四川加油！！！

i am flying off again

yooooo. i thought i was jus back from BKK...
and now i am flying to CHINA tmr!

FAMILY trip sia.
FIRST time in 24 years, seriously.
that we are going to somewhere other than msia

and the packing is a crasy. everyone is going to carry one luggage
cos we will be gone for 10days.
and packing is really madness.
with mum nagging...
with bro crasy-stupig ideas
with the living room in a total mess!

but oh well, we are done with packing
and OFF WE GO TMR!
i guess it will be fun :)

just hope my period wont come to disturb me.
i dun mind it coming but dun gimme too much trouble yea.

and so gonna miss darling.......
i still remember my 1st china trip with him and grandparents!
hee

okie. i gonna slp.
everyone have fun in spore.
enjoy training camp!

i'll be back in a while.
tata

I'M GRADUATING

IN A PAPER'S TIME!

oh my god. my last exam paper in NTU!
it does have a weight in my heart...
cos suddenly, i tot i felt a tiny jolt when it is going to be my last paper...

hur.
i'm am so going to regret why am i blogging when i should be spending every min of my time studying for my last paper!

heh. OPEN book thou but it's not gonna be easy. the prof is very tricky you know!

anyway.
I am flying to BKK with 10 other teammates. but in 3 flights.
haha really majiam Amazing RACE!

the last team will NOT be eliminated cos this is not an eliminating round.
and its becos i say that. haha

ehhhh but got another stone weighing on me now.
Thats's the honours issue.......
i dun think i will get good honours.....

that is so freakingggggggggggggg sad.
BOO.
okie i'm done.

i'll be back on friday!

unblock my nose!

its very late now, or it can be very early now.
anyway i nap from 10pm to 3am. haha

suddenly having slpy spells!
eh super restless these 2 daysss
like super. so fast its nearing 28th~ my 2nd last exams paper in ntu lo.
super restless bcos my nostrils are giving me problem. they dun seems to be working as normal.

as i just realised last year that every time only 1 of the nostrils is working.
i conclude that my right nostril is the master nostril just like
right arm is my master arm...
right eye is my master eye~ haa
nowsdays or nowanights.. my left nostril is doing the work while i sleep and its not doing a good job, seriously!

cos i only remember me closing my eyes den after awhile i hear my parents wake up in the morning. and shit man, i haven sleepppppp.... RAR
it has been for 4 nites i think.. damm
but a little fong you do help. heh
but its really disturbing to have blocked nose.....
makes me restless and cannot concentrate.

okie i think i better go sleep for now. since i dun feel like studying and at this time i shld be sleeping....

piece of shit, me.

nu

i am preparing for my open book exams and at the how stu ff wor ks we bsite.
then something caught my eye.

How Women Work.

Faints.

so women are categorised as stuff... hur
but after that i found that they have how men work too.
ok so fair enough..
if not the feminist in me is going to ROAR. haha

ok den i read the articles.
women tend to be angry for longer period than men.
and women are more likely to take revenge through subversive methods, in the form of gossips.
hurhur.

oh well~

i'm weird because

i love to stare at washing machines.

i love to look at how the clothes are being spin and twirl here and there. ha

i dun eat alot of things. before i even try them, i know i wont enjoy. heh

i love to look at the rain, the smell of rain.. especially thunderstorms! because i'm all excited to spot a lightning. heh

i love to sit in the car and zoom pass the roads that's flooding. because i like to see big splash!! i got splashed before thou. it was quite funny~ haha

i need to sleep in the dark. like totally darkkkkk...

music makes me feel good. i'm more of an audio person than visual.

i have imaginary frens!!

kidding.

*sob*sob*

boo hoo

i'm so sad.

i hateeeeeeeee maths and watever thats related!!

i.e. STATS

sobsobsob

anyway

very dead for QC on 16th.

unless a miracle happens....

FIGHT ON TILL THE END!!!!!

I MUST!

i'm a piece of shit man.. seriously...

just wan to get over it!!

some quotes that tickle me.

Some people find fault like there's a reward for it.
- Zig Ziglar

Not doing more than the average is what keeps the average down.

– William M. Winans

If everybody is thinking alike, then somebody isn't thinking.

-Mark Twain

Behind every great man is a woman rolling her eyes.

- Jim Carrey

pricesss going UP

yea prices of rice keep going up and up and it has been on the papers and news for many days..

and every thing that has to do with rice will go up too.

faints

they rise the prices by 20 cents.. 50 cents... blah

but the prices of 1kg of rice only increase by 30cents.

so did i eat 1kg of rice worth at one meal??

hmm i shall eat at home den..

dam the price hike.

yea

Happy Anniversary dear :D

thank you.

I Love You.

boo

tutu's gone again...

i'm having my cramps again...

my exams is coming again...

i dint prepare well for my quiz again...

found gems

God : Hello. Did you call me?

Me: Called you? No.. who is this?

God : This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

God : What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Me: Don't know. But I cant find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.

God : Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God : Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God : Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?

God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday.You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty. .

God : Pain is inevitable able, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why cant we be free from problems?

God : Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you! are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..

God : If you look outside you will not know where you are heading.Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

God : Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God : Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?

God : when they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me" Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I cant get the answer.

God : Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?

God : Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God : There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.

God : Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took our breath away!

i've seen this email quite some time ago. i find it very motivating. but after awhile i forgot abt it... but reading it again i found new things to understand.
dun really need to care who is the God who wrote this... but it does make great sense!

experience is really a hard teacher, i freaking failed her test everytime.

I GOT EXAMS next WEEK.
can you believe it~~

RAR.

a planned attack!!

i was spending my day at home as usual...
doing my work and den i heard noises in the kitchen..
i was in the living room, at first i tot it was just the wind that blew something down to the floor.
but it continued for quite long so i stood there to listen.
den i decided to check it out.... <--- (adds in the typical shark's coming music in JAWS)

i walked to the kitchen and i saw a black bird with yellow beak standing on top of my basket of fruits!!!!
it was happily poking the applessss!!
at first i tot it flew in by accident.. so i was afraid that it was chua sai if i try to shoo it away.
so i moved slowly towards the kitchen door and wanting to close it to prevent it from going crasy zooming around my whole house.
but to my surprise!
as i walked nearer, it flew to the window at the side and stood on the ledge and turned its head to look at me and flew out of the window to the tree outside!

and then i knew that it was a PLANNED ATTACK!!!
it wasnt by chance that the bird flew in, it came in with an intention!
oh my god....
birds nowadays.....
tsk tsk

and that bird ah.. happily poked all the 3 apples in the basket. it cannot just poke 1 of the 3 meh???

roar.

uhuuuu~

met up with the stinkies just now and it was a great gathering! lots of gossips to share and updates. but most of the time its still work and fyp... haha final year students fav topics ok!

the coffee club is really a good place for gathering i think~ heh cosy and comfy!

pics i do not have wor.. next time ba.

and the carniv al is GREAT!

because i get to row!! :D
because it is only 250m! (meaning i can last 250m! hurhur)
because there are game booths for us to play!
because when we win the game, we get free gifts!!!
because we get free tattoos.
because the race tee is nice and every thing's free~
they are really willing to spend for their company's event..

this was my 2nd year there and it was much more enjoyable cos last yr i was all aloneeeee... i even eat lunch at one corner lor.. heh

sucky ankle is coming back!!
RARRR
please leh... dun like that...
:(

okay, some thoughts here.

people who are good seems to be good in everything.
things like, nobody is perfect... you have areas that you are strong at.. you haven found your niche.. blah
mayb are words to make the not as good people feel better.
OR they are excuses for the not as good people to not work so hard..

hmm but my world there isnt any super duper smartie all rounded talented shitass. haha
so i'm happy in my world :)
just that once in a while you will hear abt these people.
ignorance is bliss.... (does it count?)

BUT ignorance is the greatest error in the whole wide world! [1] <---- haha i got citation sia... result of fyp overdose.
if you think abt it.. its true..
the exams questions that you cant answer is becos of????
the times when you under prepare for something is becos of????
the times when you were caught unaware and you didnt react well is becos of?????
the times when you do something excessively and didnt know it will harm your body and result to injury is becos of????
the times when you have no idea and just follow whatever someone says and in the end do wrongly is becos of????

ignorance waste time.
knowledge is power.

do you think...
high tolerance links to negligence?
playfulness links to low seriousness?
unbiased links to indecisiveness?


you know there is olways this thin line..
that separates the yes and no, the black and white, the make it and break it.
travelling on that thin line is dangerous.
and pretty stressful.
why dont give yourself more space to move?

mayb becos if travelling on that thin line and in the end.. still makes it!
it will be magnificent.
well i say maybe..
on the other hand, if it tipped over the line abit and... just breaks it.
it will be a disastrous end.

remedy that comes after a big problem may make people feel that alot of work is done.
but..
prevention along the way to not let that big problem of sort to happen is hard work.
but people may not appreciate it, becos in their eyes there are only what they can see..

hais, foolishness and mediocrity of the mankind.

i admire great leaders.

end of 杞人忧天。

:) nite.

References

1. my QC lecturer.

do the ergo man.

seriously it is a good workout. but i hate the cold air that i need to breathe.

got non-aircon ergo??

i think this song is amazing

杨宗纬 - 洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气

大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现
你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我看到我的
全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你
有一秒专属的剧情

作词／作曲：阿信(五月天)

you know i never thought that an onion can be used to descibe something.. or anything~
this song did it so well~~~
i especially likes this part..
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪

i mean its damn true la but its for another reason..
只要你能 听到我看到我的
全心全意.

song writing is interesting!
oh well, i hope i can really fulfill my piano dream once i started earning my keep :)

2 things that i want to do after graduation!
PIANO & TENNIS!

i want to have a second chance to learn them again.

but sometimes, there isnt olways a second chance...
only when u lose it, you will start to miss it.

CHERISH YEAH!!!
i have to keep reminding myself that!!!
its so easy to take things or people for granted... :(

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FINALLY I AM DONE WITH MY FYP REPORT!!!!

UP NEXT: FYP PRESENTATION
AND MY VERY DEAD QC.

DAMN.

BUT STILL....
I'M AM GOING TO BE HAPPY FOR THIS WEEK!!

:D