my theory...

there are good and bad days
this is life, not evryday is YOUR day
evryone has their shit
me included
but i dun usually talk abt it
that's me
not that i dun share at all
not that i dun trust
i know there are ppl who will olways be there for me
talking abt it will keep it alive
talking abt it will bring that sucky feeling all over again
i dun like ppl's mood to be affected by me
especially adversely
seeing my frens olways perks me up
by alot
i dun like to put up a face when i'm with them
i dun like to vent my anger or frustration
on innocent ppl
see them and see the sorrow away
den njoy the time
i like it this way~
i dun like to hate
cos hating needs energy
so why the wastage?
i choose to leave it out of my world
even if its only for a short moment
thou we live together
but how much do they know abt me?
u know we all have more than 1 role
as a daughter
as a sister
as a elder sister
as a friend
as a close friend
as a student
as a blah blah..
wats yours?
there's many sides to a person
i believe that communication is the panacea
i believe in talking things out
but the art of communication is not easy to master
the tone
the words
the expressions
the emotion
how to handle so many at a time?
i can only try
anger is a feeling
but it can be a devil
feeling angry is natural
but wat comes out in the fit of anger
may be hurtful
so shut ur mouth and count to 10 before u spurt it out
(if u can successfully count to 10, u'll know the difference)
once again, we ain't no saints
and i dun like tears of anger
that day at race site, i told my love
"we only cry for victory"
i like this better

aHHh somedays i dun wan to explain
somedays i dun wan to think
somedays i dun wan to do
somedays...

dun worry after reading this
jus some thoughts
=)

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOVELY BER AND BEN~!!

hahaha
muz wear the t-shirt okie!