goodbye tianjin

the picture was painted beautifully in my mind.
a big boat
25 gers going to experience something new together
the whole team gg and it will b sure damn fun
and tot ben can be my hotel roomie
seeing them get drunk
...

then it turn out only the guys are going.. only the guys are invited
why?
she said there's not why.. this is life
oh well.. i know its olways like this..
no wonder yufen and ben and even zee dont pint much hope on the trip in the first place.
its never fair, she said.
i was like wtf lah... i cant stand inequality.
was fighting back my tears.
i tot i can play it cool. i still haf a few more years.
but i cant hide that disappointment.
are we not good enough????!!
i doubt.

den again, shall not arrow it to anyone... (okie, maybe nus)
not the guys team cos they have no say either, they wanted to go just like us. but they are lucky.
not to celine cos she's oso gettting instructions from people up there.
she wanted the WHOLE ntu team to go too...

i can understand her point after that long talk. her job is not easy too...

SO!!!
we still got SAVA!!
big boat too...
i haven race in a womens big boat since penang!

GO PHOENIX!!
maybe 1 day we will make their heads turn...