damn the person that stole ben's handphone and can's calculator!
think that person will lau sai for all his/her papers!
its not good to steal okie.. and u are in a uni!
where is your moral?!

lib safe no more!!

argHhhhh...today was productive for half a day only..
sian
sianZ..

okie let's play something!
FIND THE MAN IN THE PICTURE IN 3 SECS!!!!!~
your time starts now!!
HURRY!!!~



Find the Man's Head within 3 seconds - You're a genius!


According to medical experiments:

If you can find the Man's Head within 3 seconds, your right brain is developed better than normal people.

If you can find the Man's Head within 1 minute, your right brain is developed normally.

If you can find the Man's Head within 1-3 mintues, your right brain is slow in reacting, you should eat more meat protein.

If you find the Man's Head in 3 minutes or more, your right brain is a disaster... extremely slow in reacting, the only suggestion is, please watch more cartoons to help normally develop your right brain.

hahah i'm one of those that need to watch more cartoons!!
damn~

hoho wats yours??!!

11am this morning, an sms came.

xw MY Love: you awake?

pang: haha how you know i woke up late??!! i just woke up at 10am..

xw MY Love: was wondering where are you, they are taking attendence at lib.

pang: haha oh i'm late for lib class liao..

haha so funny... xuexian is taking our attendence at ah nam's. the sociables (at the big table) and anti socials (at the cubicles)..

dont like to stay at the cubicles, its v dark there, i'll fall asleep..
lesser people at the big table is pretty conducive too!
but den i'm still sLLLOOOoowwww lah
wth~

alrite soon, i'll disappear...
gonna bury myself in some hole..
and 发神经

10 days to examz
-great...-

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oh had lunch with doris today. our last lunch together in ntu is like god knows when.. haven had a talk like this for a long time ya.. great to know how u are coping.. i'm sure you will walk out of this soon. watever it is, life often throw us something and caught us unaware. and getting thru it, is growth. walk on alrite, life have much more to offer! i'm looking forward till the day that when you look back at this very moment in time, and you find how silly you were and laugh at it. till den, tell me abt it ya~ I loVE yOu geR!

bOo!!

save me pls~!~!!!!!!!!

its that stupig examz period again!! am i stresS? okie lets check...
- i'm becoming v forgetful.
for eg. I forgot to brush my teeth in the morning. I'm holding my handphone in my right hand and i'm digging for my hp with my left hand..

-i'm laughing at anything.
mud yoyo can testify for this... she hates it when i laugh non stop at little things.

-my appetite is like grRReat!
when i wanna eat i can eat aLOT!!

plus constant sighing and hair pulling and fierce staring at my notes..
coffee has become part of the staple diet.
and coffee sweets for in-betweens.

aRRrrggghhhhh... damn slow lah... no time man! my brain cant work 24/7 leh...

orh that day was packing the examz goodie bag for the team. den i stayed over at cuimei's room.
i din tell that i'm coming. so by the time ci can i went back, cuimei and xuexian were already asleep. and they only left a space in between them for ci!! (they joined the 2 beds) den both of us were to squeeze in!! hahaha

lucky that nite's not warm. we all have to lie straight and sleep. but cuimei was like so ke lian that nite!!! cos that nite i was sleeping with both my arms and pillow over her. hahahha she woke up in the nite thinking why yunci is so big size and to her horror its pangsteR!! hahaaaha i think i stayed in that position for a pretty long time! den i know i elbowed yunci too but lucky she din noe... haha sharing a bed with me is quite dangerous!

eh this week is hell for me cos i got 4 quizzes~!!! wonderful! brilliant! fantastic! oh watever~!
last quiz tmr.. forensic sic.. 在家靠父母，出外靠朋友！！！
haha you know wat it means....

RRRarrrr ah nam at 830am!! haven witness the crowd outside lib yet... looking at the time now, dun tink i can make it there at 830....

alrite go sleep den!
less than 12 days to examz
haaha
hahahahha

5.25pm

the sky outside is turning grey
its rumbling
hope it dont rain
today is our last gym trng.

so sad =(
so sian...
din do much today.
busy with that presentation and finally its over.

sun yanzi been singing xiang xin to me for many many times.
corrine may songs are nice.. i like her voice. got character.

ci is beside me.. looking at sydney dragonboat events.. so nice man!!!
i want to go!!!!!
and i want to with your... before your graduate okie... =(
but we got no money.... need ard 2K each??
ci says plan it for next next yr lor... =(

okie talk abt something nice.. ytd went to see celine asking her abt penang. ham and i asked if the guys are going. den she laughed, saying the guys v cute. cos she spoke to the guys team abt penang and they know that ah hee cannot be with us. den xinzhi said they will be going penang to take care of the gers...
ham and i were like "waHHhhh.... so nice!!"
hahaha its really nice to hear that, quite shocking too..
thanks man!

think my italian tutor is quite nice in the end.... know why??
cos he smile to me.. haha
okie ppl who smile to me are nice ppl lah..

there are many sweet ppl ard too!!
sweet ppl buy me chocolates!
sweet ppl help me keep my notes into my bag when i left them lying ard at race site.
sweet ppl help me keep my mp3 player into my bag. at the right compartment somemore! haha

alrite going to src now!!! tonite i want to do my lab report!!!!

i'm glad that you've decided to move on. this is the ger i know!! you are strong. and you still am.

he's not worth your tears.
cos the only man that's worth your tears will never hurt you so and make you cry.

that day when we went your house, i saw you. i'm so 心痛.
you've lost your glow... and this is so not you.
bullies will olways be there for you. no matter wat.
we all have our ups and downs, joy and sorrow, laughter and tears.
you know we can share them all.

i want to see the pretty you, standing tall again.
做回自己.

love has no reason, love is unconditional.
but dont fall in love with love.
love the ones who truely worth your love.
and love you for you are.

to phoenix, with love...

sava is one race that's so memorable, one that is so filled with emotions. for me.

this time i feel phoenix. not that i dun last time. i remembered i did at MR500 too. maybe along the way as we move on. we lost the basic. we lost the fundamental, we lost the simplicity, we lost ourselves.

i wont cry for that fall. no matter wat, i'm at fault. cos this is not the first time already. but this time it really caught me, i've got no clue wHY?

i cried because i'm so very touched by the back packers. the ones who witnessed it.
ade, "dun worry, i rowed doubly hard for you jus now." <--- this made me cry.
to candice, ade, kailee, ham, sheena, sylvia and yufen. thanks for rowing that last charge for me.

thanks for embracing me. thanks for letting me cry on your shoulders. thanks for the hugs. thanks for encouagements. thanks for supporting me. thanks for crying with me.

sunday i tell myself, i will row it for them. for those who have rowed for me. for phoenix to fly the boat.

that fall did bring me down. ah hee still place me at my seat but i'm scared.
damn stressed for that 500m semi. it was good, i did wat i'm supposed to do.
500m finals. still stress but i gave it all. we came in first!! freaking happy~
1000m Supercup. I feel i'm in control. came in first again!!
-I know I've got it back-
that set was the best feeling race ever.
and ya, i cried again.

me, "I've got it back.."
angie, "good, keep it.."

all these words are still locked in me. i will keep them. thinking back the feeling is still as strong. think i haven cried so much for a long time.

feelings never lie. i'm truely touched. thanks for making me feel that i'm never alone.
to the team I belong,
to the team that rowed with their hearts,
to Phoenix, with love.

haven been eating dinner at home for a long time
ma jiam i'm like staying in hall too...
so today i decided to give myself a break..
give that ost a miss and head home for dinner..
den i called home...
nobody's home.. =(
mummy n daddy went out
bro studying in school
sis is working

boo...
shall settle my own dinner den..
feeel like eating that tuna roll from liberty's bakery
went down.
sold out.
=\
so anyhow grab a mushroom cheeze la..

oh well, people dont olways wait for you rite..
wait till u are free
they may not b free anymore...


Oooo let see i'll be hooked to this korean song for how long..
i think i... ....

its coming!!

2 more days and SAVA here we come!

today a little tot make me feel happy...

was parking myself at ah nam's the whole day (okie minus that long lunch with fel jiaqi ashley n zhanjing) with kailee and also cuimei, but she went for that forensic sci which i skip again.. =S
den was doing my work... until 4pm.. start to pack up and ready to go to src. den i suddenly tot, there are many ppl who start packing their stuff at 4pm too at wherever they are. like ade n love get out of their beds and walk down to src.. like cuimei leaving that lecture early.. like kailee logging off her computer terminal.. and many many that happen simultanously... *grinz* so nice rite.. dont u think so?? at that moment we all haf that same thought in mind! and thats dragonboat... how sweet that our lives are all so intertwined with db and this brought all of us together. and we ARE achieving something BIG out of it together!! i'm sure i'll never achieve anything close to this without phoenix..

keep our faith
when all of ur are together
i can feel the strength
i feel safe
and yes nobody is just sitting down and receiving it
its evryone giving that bit
making phoenix strong
i believe in you!
believe in me too..

our time and effort wont go to waste..
our trngs are not for nothing..
take good care
and this weekend is going to be interesting.

Phoenix saH!

bumped into bizhen in sch, no more long curls but still look v sweet. she said jiayou for our race!
thinking back, she's the one that i'll look at when i need strength, when i feel i'm going to die of that set.. haha a motivation definitely. oh well but she never know..
i have new motivation now, she's on the right! haha

alrite freakyfatpangster is looking for a left side. please approach my secretary(miss pang) if u think u are eligible.
haha angie says she will convert to left just for me!!whOoo~ angie leh... she's going to F me upside down lor! hahaa

oh yah ting is looking for a duet partner... haha ting are u sure u want me?? you haven hear me sing before man....

IVP DINNNER THIS FRIDAY!! so looking forward!~ all in black polo tees.. wahaha ben say we will look intimidating!~ wOO! i want to see how its gonna be...

and thankx dear sally for being so understanding! haha althought she olways talk to me in harsh tone, raising her voice.... she still loves me!! wahaha -oh yes u do...
sorry babe this week is really really packed~ =(

alrite brain dead nite!
tmr got damn lab again...
its a long thursday man

goodnite sweeties!

when the night is at its darkest,
it means the sun is going to rise soon...
Press on!
Dont give up~

-saw this at xx's room jus now

when u see the queue of the bus 30 is damn long
it means the bus is going to come soon
join in the queue!!
haha

counting down to sava

felt good at today's trng! think our seats are more or less fixed bah. will be the centre pack! whoo good~ today did sets of 500 and 200. thou the sets were not perfect and there are still much rooms for improvement, i can feel the effort. like we can communicate better on a big boat, when winsten call for back pack support, i can really feel it!! good job power packs~! i hope the mid pack maintained it well oso..

together we can make the boat fly!
Let's believe in one another.
dont let each others effort go to waste.
we are sharing that same goal..
at the end of it, we will enjoy the harvest together.
make it a good one and no regrets!

not much time already.
2 sea trainings left...
jiayou Phoenix!!!

oh saw jiayun at sdba this morning, she's leaving for uk tomorrow. she came down just to see the TP gers and some of us.. she even got gave us farewell gifts.. yufen wanted to send her off but she doesnt want. she din wan anybody to send her off cos it's gg to b v sad... yah actually quite true lah.. saying bye to all your loved ones and friends den you walk thru the gates alone.. all your frens gg home together, happily.. haha
no wonder when bingwen left for us, he doesnt want anybody to send him off too.

haiz okie.... gotta go do project liao! tmr meeting them at 10am at national lib, have to finish my part before going for training man...

BUSY WEEK ahead for many!!!!
JIAYOU GERS!!!!
press on like how we do it on boat.

and HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY =)
and HAPPY 21ST GRACIE~

ps: in our busy lives, when we dun haf much time to meet up and catch up. i'm glad that we are still keeping each other in our hearts. so touched when u say thou we not studying for examz together le but u still hope that i'm doing well.. =)
i miss you too siok~

暧昧

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进，何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气


只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣 想太多是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进，何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你 写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽 停在这里

只能陪你到这里
已经有些事不可以
超过了勇气 还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
-杨丞琳-

a nice sad song...
rite feL n haM..
haha

thankx ah sum for sending