to phoenix, with love...

sava is one race that's so memorable, one that is so filled with emotions. for me.

this time i feel phoenix. not that i dun last time. i remembered i did at MR500 too. maybe along the way as we move on. we lost the basic. we lost the fundamental, we lost the simplicity, we lost ourselves.

i wont cry for that fall. no matter wat, i'm at fault. cos this is not the first time already. but this time it really caught me, i've got no clue wHY?

i cried because i'm so very touched by the back packers. the ones who witnessed it.
ade, "dun worry, i rowed doubly hard for you jus now." <--- this made me cry.
to candice, ade, kailee, ham, sheena, sylvia and yufen. thanks for rowing that last charge for me.

thanks for embracing me. thanks for letting me cry on your shoulders. thanks for the hugs. thanks for encouagements. thanks for supporting me. thanks for crying with me.

sunday i tell myself, i will row it for them. for those who have rowed for me. for phoenix to fly the boat.

that fall did bring me down. ah hee still place me at my seat but i'm scared.
damn stressed for that 500m semi. it was good, i did wat i'm supposed to do.
500m finals. still stress but i gave it all. we came in first!! freaking happy~
1000m Supercup. I feel i'm in control. came in first again!!
-I know I've got it back-
that set was the best feeling race ever.
and ya, i cried again.

me, "I've got it back.."
angie, "good, keep it.."

all these words are still locked in me. i will keep them. thinking back the feeling is still as strong. think i haven cried so much for a long time.

feelings never lie. i'm truely touched. thanks for making me feel that i'm never alone.
to the team I belong,
to the team that rowed with their hearts,
to Phoenix, with love.