the sun is so freaking hot today at trng

seems to drain alot of my energy away.

so tired

hard to even open my eyes

did standing, backbreaking

brokeback

den am feeling numbness when i row

and after trng.

=(

save MEeeeeeeee~!

oh but this morning i had a good breakfast! haha

french toast.. wHee~

ai xin breakfast! yum

=)

cooL~! back with us =)

hope i did not make her nan zuo ren..

more relieved after making the decision.

train hard train hard...

they are training real hard too...

teams to watch out for..

wOooo

its really different now.. with THAT cup ahead.

anyway i'll keep an eye on my gers.

jiayou yea~

leaving penang next thurs!! wooo

meeting him for first time this week..

finally~

stay on the path.

i respect you damn alot.
i listen to evrything you say, and you olways make sense to me.
given me lots of encouragement along the way.
gave me strength most importantly.
a big influence to me.
but things i hear now.. make me dunno wat to say..
dun really agree but i dun like to force my way on others.
den again... we create our own lives rite.
sometimes i guess we just forgot wat made us choose that path.
back then.

trng.. so far so good.. at least i can see them putting in effort. althought on weekdays we can only fill 1 boat. but i can feel that all hearts are in the boat. thats wat i need. i dun need alot of ppl with some of them just coming here but left their mind somewhere. helping each other to achieve wat we want. thats the focus.

some ppl left the team after wat i said to them after trng. hmm for me, i think family still comes first, when ur family needs you to be there. i can understand. din mean to chase anyone away. like i've said, i wont leave anyone behind, unless u dun wish to move. attitude matters alot. with that big cup ahead, with the time left, with wat we have lost, we can't afford to stop evryone and hoax or pacify anyone. we have to all move along. hope they understand.

okie i realy seems to have thousand and one things to do!!
delivery 5 doppys to my sch
sell my other doppys!!! desperately... okie how abt a MOTHER'S DAY SPECIAL!!! 80 bucks for members only!
I"M SERIOUS!!!!! okie shall go send an email later
look for celine to ask abt attire
collect penang forms
transter moneysSs
go for class
go gym
stay home (think ah hee sees me more than my mama!!)
relac
think and think and think...
sleep
i love to sleep!

okie great tmr i have GE~ interesting class abt relationships.
its creative relations for life.
okie soon i'll be v creative haha! (or thats wat jq thinks~)
but fel and i are missing every tue lessons..

eh FEL wheree is my 15,000 happiness????
no wonder i'm not as happy as i should be cos they are STILL with you since xmas can!
haha keeping for the coming xmas izzit?!

okie i'm looking forward to thurs!!
cos we are gg to kuishin-bo!!
dong dong dong!
feasting.
the tot of it makes me hungry now.
shall go to bed.

that i'm so sick of love song
so sad and slow
so why cant i turn off the radio
-neyo

haa yeling sent me many songs!
sometimes when theres no music, the air just feel as still. need the beat to stir up the air!
do you think so?
=)

i've got tonnnes of stuff to update you know..

like my after exams days..

my feelings back to kallang..

my creative relations for life ge..

my busy days preparing present..

my chilling out session with the jc gang..

interesting thing that carol told me abt abt her tarot card readings..

forrest gump is really really good show..

okie i'll update like sOOooon laH~

13th may

Happy bIRthDay dEaR!!

:)

glad you like the presents.

so full from the buffet jus now.

-burpSs- ha..

so full and so feel like sleeping..

goodnite