Monday, May 15

stay on the path.

i respect you damn alot.
i listen to evrything you say, and you olways make sense to me.
given me lots of encouragement along the way.
gave me strength most importantly.
a big influence to me.
but things i hear now.. make me dunno wat to say..
dun really agree but i dun like to force my way on others.
den again... we create our own lives rite.
sometimes i guess we just forgot wat made us choose that path.
back then.

trng.. so far so good.. at least i can see them putting in effort. althought on weekdays we can only fill 1 boat. but i can feel that all hearts are in the boat. thats wat i need. i dun need alot of ppl with some of them just coming here but left their mind somewhere. helping each other to achieve wat we want. thats the focus.

some ppl left the team after wat i said to them after trng. hmm for me, i think family still comes first, when ur family needs you to be there. i can understand. din mean to chase anyone away. like i've said, i wont leave anyone behind, unless u dun wish to move. attitude matters alot. with that big cup ahead, with the time left, with wat we have lost, we can't afford to stop evryone and hoax or pacify anyone. we have to all move along. hope they understand.

okie i realy seems to have thousand and one things to do!!
delivery 5 doppys to my sch
sell my other doppys!!! desperately... okie how abt a MOTHER'S DAY SPECIAL!!! 80 bucks for members only!
I"M SERIOUS!!!!! okie shall go send an email later
look for celine to ask abt attire
collect penang forms
transter moneysSs
go for class
go gym
stay home (think ah hee sees me more than my mama!!)
relac
think and think and think...
sleep
i love to sleep!

okie great tmr i have GE~ interesting class abt relationships.
its creative relations for life.
okie soon i'll be v creative haha! (or thats wat jq thinks~)
but fel and i are missing every tue lessons..

eh FEL wheree is my 15,000 happiness????
no wonder i'm not as happy as i should be cos they are STILL with you since xmas can!
haha keeping for the coming xmas izzit?!

okie i'm looking forward to thurs!!
cos we are gg to kuishin-bo!!
dong dong dong!
feasting.
the tot of it makes me hungry now.
shall go to bed.

that i'm so sick of love song
so sad and slow
so why cant i turn off the radio
-neyo

haa yeling sent me many songs!
sometimes when theres no music, the air just feel as still. need the beat to stir up the air!
do you think so?
=)


2 comments:

Anonymous said...

sometimes circumstances force people to act the way they do. we can be upset, no doubt. but ultimately we must understand. that certain hard decisions made have been thought through, and that person was in a worse off position, having to consider all repercussions that her actions may cause. just be glad that your paths merged:)

Anonymous said...

yah i know its hard on her too. back to back its not easy.. thats why i dunno wat to say. dun wish to make things difficult. hope she take care and no injuries..