ONLY THING ON MY MIND!

inefficient

i hate it.

thats why sometimes i hate myself.

seems to be losing touch

i hate it.

but i cant manage my time well, i guess.

dun like to rush. am a slow pace person.

taking things easy. take it as it comes.

that day hang out with siok and shes just irritated by me. haa

cos i jus tooooo slowwwWWw.

like slow when i walk into the mrt cabin and den seats are being taken up.

like slow when i walk.

like slow when i talk.

yea i dun deny that.

I AM SLOW.

sometimes u chiong. sometimes u take it slow mah.

balance!

scared.

i hate it.

mud knows why. cos i made her scared too. haa

feeling bad.

on fathers day. cos i missed out. boo.

disgusted.

by things people say.

by lies.

sorry cant help it.

ANYWAY.

all these are nitty gritty now.

cos theres only 1 thing on my mind.

theres only 1 week left.

i want to make it good. rowing haven been fantastic, sometimes it sucks.

but at least i'm feeling its better now.

working on it!

getting it back. that feeling.

the feeling of feeling strong.

and i dont give a damn.

okie get on with it. i got so many things to do!

rarr.

soooo tired. tmr got reg.

sleep.