booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooored

bored to the max.
first 3 days at home was peaceful and nice.
4th day i start to feel cranky and i needed some AIR.
went to town to walk around for awhile, it actually feel quite good, so i decided to walk more the next day. den went coxing, not too bad at least there is something to do and people to talk to.
5th day i went to town to walk walk shop shop. i like it when its not crowded with people. even thou it was raining like mad, i still took my umbrella and went out! heh. bought sandals, skirt, shirt, slippers for jq. (oh the things i bought all start with S. haa. ok bo liao)

friday nite was a disaster with the pouring rain. hais. i dont want....

and one week passed with no news abt my IA. ROAR~!!
=(

sat trng was not too bad, better than staying at home. i realised it is olways better to be occupied. too much free time, the mind gets crasy.at trng quite a few of them realised i'm not right. haha thanks for the concern! =)

i think i have been living quite an inbalance life for quite some time already. and when the used to be focus is removed, everything went out of place. it sort of topple and is all over the place.
DISEQUILIBRIUM!
its okie. human learn to adapt pretty well. yup soon they will find the place they belong and i can move on!
so the break now that i'm having is actually not a bad thing! i'm having an extended holiday, without june race, meaning not trng every other day.

*convincing myself...

dont worry, i'm not losing it!! i wont.
just a little more time and some sorting, she will be back.

new on my list.

-------------All American Rejects - It ends tonight
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight, Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

coming true!

tv shows are becoming real!

the indonesia Adam air crash and nothing can be found!!

LOST!

healthy people these days dying of heart attack!!

DEATH NOTE!

haha

hullo everyone!

okie happy belated new year.

mine is not starting on a good note. my ia company withdrew, okay in other words, they dont want me. roar. was kinda sad but theres nothing much i can do thou.. SO, wherever it takes me man! probably be starting a week later, and ending a week later lor. no big deal i guess.. i get to relax now. not too bad you know. stayed at home the whole day! i like staying at home alone when i've been running around too much for the past month. slooooow doooooown.. thats wat i'm pretty good at. haa. do laundry.. listen to my jay chou's cd.. read the papers.. read a book. bumming around at home is good, mum and dad will be happier with me. heh.

and still suffering from marathon aftermath. at first was sprained and strained ankle, now i have bad knees. eh i think a few of us got inflamed knees too. the muscle on the other side of the knee feels like its bruised. hmm seen a sports doc regarding my ankle and actually our bodies can heal by itself provided we rest enough. he's quite funny, he asked me to tell him abt my systematic and gradual and planned and detailed training prior to my marathon. i said, nil. heh den he said, very good.. pls tell all your friends how u trained and give them my namecard.

okie next time, gotta train up for a marathon! den again, i doubt i'll do it again. heh once in a lifetime thing. but completing it really feels quite good. kinda make u feel u can run any distance..

hope the bad knees and shoulder get well soon.

oh yah! my thoughts after i step down. hmm i'll write it next time. gotta go to bed.

tmr will be cooking lunch with (for?) jiaqi. heh gotta get the ingredients in the morning.