booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooored

bored to the max.
first 3 days at home was peaceful and nice.
4th day i start to feel cranky and i needed some AIR.
went to town to walk around for awhile, it actually feel quite good, so i decided to walk more the next day. den went coxing, not too bad at least there is something to do and people to talk to.
5th day i went to town to walk walk shop shop. i like it when its not crowded with people. even thou it was raining like mad, i still took my umbrella and went out! heh. bought sandals, skirt, shirt, slippers for jq. (oh the things i bought all start with S. haa. ok bo liao)

friday nite was a disaster with the pouring rain. hais. i dont want....

and one week passed with no news abt my IA. ROAR~!!
=(

sat trng was not too bad, better than staying at home. i realised it is olways better to be occupied. too much free time, the mind gets crasy.at trng quite a few of them realised i'm not right. haha thanks for the concern! =)

i think i have been living quite an inbalance life for quite some time already. and when the used to be focus is removed, everything went out of place. it sort of topple and is all over the place.
DISEQUILIBRIUM!
its okie. human learn to adapt pretty well. yup soon they will find the place they belong and i can move on!
so the break now that i'm having is actually not a bad thing! i'm having an extended holiday, without june race, meaning not trng every other day.

*convincing myself...

dont worry, i'm not losing it!! i wont.
just a little more time and some sorting, she will be back.

new on my list.

-------------All American Rejects - It ends tonight
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight, Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.