grandma left.

saddening.
when the very next time i visited her, she was lying there motionless.
heart-wrenching.
when she was living a minute ago and the next she lies in the coffin.
grievous.
when i remembered she used to play ball with me when i was young.
sorrowful.
as we prayed for her, wishing she will go to a better land.
painful.
when the flame has to burn everything down to ash.
its really the end.

when the spirit left the body.
its merely a shell to house our soul.
something that you cant bring with you,
something that will age, will fail, will rot.
something that has to turn to ash.
the soul is the life.
the soul that gave the body a purpose.

its time we take a look at what we are made up of inside.
did we spend too much time decorating the outside and ignore our deprived soul.


was so sad when i saw my mum cried so badly.
:(

hais but i think it frees the soul becos the body is too tired to carry on.
解脱。

bye grandma.

sians.
so many things to do and i just dont feel like doing it
i hate reading off the monitor.
it tires out my eyes!!
RARRRR