crasy madness

pisssssed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hais, anywhere still have to get it done.

JIAYOU!!!!!!!

kick the ball out of your court, FAST!
bcos there's always thousand and one things to do.

and do it right, if not its just going to come round and round and round back at you~

ROAR!

some ppl are just (*$%#!%#%@

its okay.... deep breaths.....

no point holding it to heart.. just wasting energy...

okay get back to the stupig report...

still in the office~

need to be faster!!!

so as to do more stuff in the day!

efficiencyyyyyyy!!

jia you ME!

I WANNA ENJOY THE WEEKEND! :)

time is not CHEAP!

now i realised, time is super precious!
i just realised i shouldnt spend my time on stupig stuff or on not so impt ppl... (sorry to say that)
cos along with my 24+ years of life, i've accumulated quite a long list of impt ppl!!!
which i always wish i have more time with them...

other than time.. ENERGY!!!! even thou its not lost or created..
i've wasted so much of them!
age is catching up :/

gotta be more focus and smarter~!!
LEARN TO SAY 'NO'!!

hmmm, alrite time for bed...
zooooom pass OCT pls!!

laughter in the air!

okie i'm pretty happy that my old CRT blackout and now i'm having a new LCD monitor :D
so big and clear!

last nite had a bday celebration for qlei and jun and as usual i've enjoyed myself.
our gathering is olways filled with so much laughter! there's no quiet moment, think the waitress was pissed with us being so noisy..

after stressful day at work, nothing beats having a good laugh :)

there's so much things to talk about... and when u have siok siok around, she olways got something to talk, non-stop!! haha

alrite, today's is OCTober......

I WANT TO SKIP OCT!!

hais, anyway... like i've said, no matter how hard the day is, there's only 24 hrs and it will pass eventually....

NO REGRETS!!! do your best...

31 days to my holiday... yipppppppee :)

i miss the gym...

keep on movin'

no matter how hard the day is
no matter how long and busy the day is
no matter how sucky the day is
no matter how everything seems to go against you
no matter how much time you spent, you still can get it done
no matter how difficult is it...

everyday there's only 24 hrs,
and it will pass,
eventually.

keep on moving, keep on running.
keep your eyes on your goal and you wont see the obstacles.

hello its back :)

running round & round searching for something better, but actually i already have the best...

so hello, welcome back!

life's a whirlwind..hardly got time to think and reflect and listen to that inner voice...
i feel i'm being sucked to this whirlwind, when i'm just having my own fun, strolling in the park..
events after events... deadlines and deadlines.. sometimes the question came.. what am I doing? why am I doing it? but there's no time to come to an answer... all i can do is to clear mess after mess along the way... but as I clear it up.. I move deeper and deeper into this whirl pool.. when I finally find my answer will it be too late to come out? or it will be difficult to come out since its already so deep..

I dunno, but 1 sentence is true. If you don't plan for yourself, you'll fall into others' plan.

my body is getting crasy.. failing me so frequently..

I want to be there. my heart is there, but my body is incapable.

ermmmms

everyone says good goood eat.

FIGHT ON!! FIGHT ON!!!

I CAN.
I SURE CAN!

It's just if I want it or not.

phoenix spirit!

:/

i care hence i say
if i see and i kept quiet abt it, that's equal to i dont care
i've said my piece, the ball is in your court now.

i've many areas to improve on too, bibi, let's jiayou together.

4 FAT days of MC

First time in 3 months that i'm down with flu again. previously i got my vaccine jab, its pretty good! healthy for 3 months....

and now.. boo, started with sore throat and sneezing and running nose...
and then come the fever!!! oh god

so i really gotta go see the doc...
he says based on statistics, there's 90% chance of getting H1N1 *yikes*
so he awarded me with 4 days of MC!

the first thing i can imagine is the amount of work thats gonna stack infront of me!!! ROAR.

and the fever went on for 3 days and taking that medicine reallly reallly makes me feeel lighhhhhht... airy... giddy.. i have shaking hands and difficultity speaking..

so i went back to the doc, he says the cough syrup and tablet for fever will make me feel light-headed. (double whammy!)

so he gave any another prescription for cough and good old panadol for my fever...

i gotta stay away from my family so as not to spread any flu bug.. boo.

poor jq got the flu bug from me, and he gotta stay home for 4 days too!hur

alrite i better get well sooon! cos i have JI this weekend ( there's no reserve for right) and gotta meet the bullies!

YES I WILL GET WELL!!!!!!!

happy thingssss

havent been here for a long timE!

let me state some things that i've beeen happy about!

phoenix's victory!!!!!!!!!!!! it has been 2 yrs... WhOOOohoOO!

BINTAN getaway!!! its dam cool okie, our villa is wow! right in front of the beach with clear waters and you hardly see people there, so it only belongs to us :D we are planning for one again near xmas!~ hee

catch the GSS! eh i didnt buy much.. only bought books from HaR RI S, some ORIG INs products and a new D KN Y frangrance...

okie guess that's about it so far... haa

time is flying away as usual... from now till next year 1Q, my life is pretty much filled up.. oh and there are many many weddingsssss coming!!!

2 of my cousins wedding in Dec...
1 colleague in Jan
1 colleague in Sept
Shanne in OCT! and i'm going to be the emcee... oh my gawd! hah

jam packED!!!

quote -
why some are finding it hard to stick to their plan? bcos there's always something "more important" that pop up to fill their time..

if you want to achieve something that you've never achieve before, you have to start doing things that you've never done before...

cheers to phoenix spirit!
-keeping it with me-

as i wonder...

Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Choose your words, forthey become actions.
Understand your actions, for they become habits.
Study your habits, for they will become your character.
Develop your character, for it becomes your destiny.

arghhhhh

its the lousy feeling time again....
super unmotivated!!!!
or all along it's like that?

just can't seems to remember a shit.
why like that????

i just wanna sulk and stay at home.

OHHHH, the sch bill came!!! so its $362 per months for 72 months!
goodness, my monthly fixed expenditure just keeps increasingggggggg...

sch bill
computer loan
insurance
one installment

yikes!!!

no choice gonna cut down on other stuff.

no meaning lah, seriously. whats the meaning?
tell me?

hunger pangs (pun intented)

i feel like eating....

ROTI PRATA (kosong + sugar + curry!)
XLB (小笼包）
pork knuckle!!
gooood wanton mee... hmm

okie can't wait for dinnnner!
happy cos weekend darling drove us to eat PopEyEs at T3! whee :D
now 1 craving is down.. hur

sian ah, so many things to think about...
I dont wanna to think.
but being lazy feels very bad too...
oh well, can't be happy with life (in general)
but just be happy lah...

ok this is a brainless entry. :D

watever.

ehhhs

decorated with sarcasm, littered with praise.

alive when i sleep, half-dead when i wake.....

zom-

every mondays feel so duh....

definitely having monday blue..

dont wanna think.

thank god, my muscle ache is not as terrible than 2 weeks ago. -heh-

just upper body ache rather than neck to calves that time!!

MR this weeeekend. i'm so going to take leave on MONDAY~

contemplating to take one more on TUESDAY!

hurhur.

ello

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scroll your mouse over the round things above and see what happens!! heh

SUPER ACHEY! after ntu trng. goodnessss.

i'm just dam chui.

literally ache from my neck to my calves!

and today is tue and i'm still walking like a penguin...

heh but its okay lah. once in a while and there are other alumni there too. its pretty fun!

just hope i will stop aching when sat comes!

i think 一切完美 is a good show. its very meaningful and i like the controversies and dilemma it brings out in about people..

but i like 石欣卉 theme song better.. the lyrics are super meaningful.

on a side note, just wanna throw in some random thoughts...

i tot i just realised that my eyes are the greatest distraction to me.
and then a few days later, this tot is refuted. becos eyes only take in the information, its the brain that does the interpretation... so whatever distraction is from the brain..

i olways wish that i can do whatever i want only when i wanna do it. but this cant be it.
if it is so easy then i cant probably be goood. so most of the time, you just gotta do it. becos what needs to be done has to be done...see it as a bigger challenge then.

i just watched Matrix again when it was on teevee last sunday. i realised i didnt understand it at all when i watched it 8 years ago???
its a good movie. the person who tot abt it is so so smart!

okie time for bed.
gooodnites

She says,

A MAN SHOULD NEVER ASK HIS WOMAN FOR MONEY.

IF HE DID, HE'S NOT THE ONE.

what sld i do?

It has been 7 months since the incident and it keep poppin up once in a while...

should i be strong and pull it up and brace watever that may come

but at the end of it, I said what I want to say and put my point across..

even thou after what i've done, the end result will only be so minute.

a part of me cant give up on the idea becos I cant be so weak,

and stop here just becos of 1 obstacle...

i must try to push it as much as i can, bcos i sld not tolerate this.

nobody raise it up before doesnt mean that i has never happened...

I dont think i shld just accept this and say, just my luck.

you get what i mean?

some pics...

eh duno how to rotate this pic, but we had pork knuckles!
yummmy




fruit beer for me, schneiderweisse for darling.

I miss

TUTU.

okie dejavu...

did i write this before??

hmmmm... relatives are coming to my place for some feasting, and i went to market with mummy in the morning like 9am.

i woke up so early becos of trng but in the end it was cancelled lah...

this weeek was kinda energy low... i think period is cominggggggggggggggggg.

damm.

faster get over it, i neeed my energy for the sail pass trng!
NEXT week.

sometimes i feel that life is always ahead of me....
is it normal?

HAPPY 牛 YEAR!!!

WHEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

新的一年又来了！！！！
非常的兴奋。
穿新衣， 吃好料，拿红包！

HAPPPPPPY :D:D

but before that, the toilet awaits me...

oh did i tell you....

that everything is like putting up a front :/
ppl says things that they dont mean.
they say it just bcos it sounded nice.
wat the heck.

i kinda cannot take it.
this really makes ppl aged.

but watever fugging hell it may be.
I'M JUST GONNA BE ME!
I dont like to lie.

and hey, I'm not going to trust.
and we are not frens.

ROAR

can you STOP SCREWING UP MY THINGS!!!!

NOT ONCE BUT TWICE.

WTF you doing!

screw it up den leave the mess to me.

TMD.

i'm being very nice in the words that i choose, so you better leave me alone.

HAPPY 2009

Yesterday's party with the bullies ROCKS!!

Our theme this year was FASHION DISASTER!haha
and everyone really really put in their best and be as disasterous as possible!!
too bad the pics are too exclusive. cant possibility let the others see how we can destroy our image.

hur super duper funny and the WORSE dressed won! congrats to XIN XIN!!! ha

It's a
N
E
W YEAR AHEAD.

New year resolution is to have a grip on myself.
okie first starts with my work tmr.

gooodnite