hello its back :)

running round & round searching for something better, but actually i already have the best...

so hello, welcome back!

life's a whirlwind..hardly got time to think and reflect and listen to that inner voice...
i feel i'm being sucked to this whirlwind, when i'm just having my own fun, strolling in the park..
events after events... deadlines and deadlines.. sometimes the question came.. what am I doing? why am I doing it? but there's no time to come to an answer... all i can do is to clear mess after mess along the way... but as I clear it up.. I move deeper and deeper into this whirl pool.. when I finally find my answer will it be too late to come out? or it will be difficult to come out since its already so deep..

I dunno, but 1 sentence is true. If you don't plan for yourself, you'll fall into others' plan.

my body is getting crasy.. failing me so frequently..

I want to be there. my heart is there, but my body is incapable.