okie i'm here to boast abt my phone.
the nok8a 6300.
it is being advertise as a simple phone which dont need any thing extras.
but it has all i need!
good enuff for me.
wat i like best is the calendar and notes, they can b displayed on the main screen all the time.
and olmost everything can be re-organised. how to want which to come first and wat you dont olways use to the back. i think this is great, save time scrollling ard... and there are quite a few format u can choose. list.. grids.. grids with names.. you can personalise so many things. i like~
the whole phone itself is very connected, like the mp3 can be used for ring tones or alarms. the videos can b used for screen saver..there are just alot of possibilities for you to try to play around!
oki then the rest are basics. but they are more user friendly now! the usual stuffs are still there but they have expanded to more options for users.
the screen colour also improved alot. guess there are more pixels on the screen now compared to previous colour screen nok8a phones.. (heh quoted frm jiaqi)
exterior is fantastic too, i love it at first sight! black with silver (stainless steel ok!) heh
silm with smooth corners, ergonomics put to use!
blue keypad backlight.. i like~
okie i'm loving this phone more now! nok8a is back with style~
Saturday, April 28
Friday, April 27
i saw light.
"In other words,
it's not the actual situation itself that "pushes the button"...
it's what you think it MEANS."
thinking too much is bad.
thinking too much negative stuff is even worse.
letting your emotions get the better of you is kind of like self destruction.
是自找的。
why do i have to take so long to realise..
but i'm glad i see the light now...
boo!
the so imperfect me.
but..
when i turn, i still see you there beside me..
i thank god..
Wednesday, April 25
ehhhh
i forgot how to post photos lehhhh...
how ah HOW ah HOW AH???
ehhh sians
working life seems to be going to be THIS till i end IA. damm. do sai gang. anyway i'm not capable of doing anything more impt oso. l.o.u.s.y.
been feeling bored.
pmsing even when its not pms period.
roar.
gotta get a hold of my life!
somehow, i just dun care anymore. i was affected. very affected once, make me cry so hard. argh!
now i dun freaking care, no big deal. (does it mean, i've grown?!!) haha
ohh sumster said my strokes are better than she last saw me in year2! whEee.. (i've grown)haa
its olways so good to see her, talk to her.. so forever reassuring.. thank you. :)
i need a watch.
i need to spend time in the bookshop, browsing.
i need to jian fei.
i need to buck up on my fitness.
i need to take care of my health.
i need a pet to stroke. heh.
i need go out and breathe and run.
i need to feel special.
fwah, late! sleeping time.
ZZ
zzZzz
how ah HOW ah HOW AH???
ehhh sians
working life seems to be going to be THIS till i end IA. damm. do sai gang. anyway i'm not capable of doing anything more impt oso. l.o.u.s.y.
been feeling bored.
pmsing even when its not pms period.
roar.
gotta get a hold of my life!
somehow, i just dun care anymore. i was affected. very affected once, make me cry so hard. argh!
now i dun freaking care, no big deal. (does it mean, i've grown?!!) haha
ohh sumster said my strokes are better than she last saw me in year2! whEee.. (i've grown)haa
its olways so good to see her, talk to her.. so forever reassuring.. thank you. :)
i need a watch.
i need to spend time in the bookshop, browsing.
i need to jian fei.
i need to buck up on my fitness.
i need to take care of my health.
i need a pet to stroke. heh.
i need go out and breathe and run.
i need to feel special.
fwah, late! sleeping time.
ZZ
zzZzz
Saturday, April 14
to be a better person
still remember in primary school or secondary school if i dun wish to participate in anything or go for any outings, i just hand in a parents' letter and that settle it all.
but it doesnt work anymore!
these days, when i started my IA, something sinks in. I'm working for my own name now. building up on ur credentials and as a person. whatever you do, it just goes to the category of your own name. you are totally responsible..
some ppl you just cant offend. but that doesnt mean you have to flatter them.
silence is golden, sometimes.
patience is what you need. i m patient.
i'm impatient i mean.
easily off the edge... but i better stop this before it gets me more trouble!
knowledge is power. to get you to climb higher and to let u walk around with your arms folded and just use your mouth! haa no lah cant be like that cos i hate them!
hardwork. gotta expect lots of hardwork but not as much reward to be happier.. even thou i believe something greater will come at the end of all the hard work.
and a good heart. the worldlimess of the world and the ugliness will unveil themselves.. having a good heart keeps you safe and warm..
haha no lah. it keeps your immunity high and being able to differentiate things clearly..
save for rainy days!
it just makes u feel more secure la! heh...
argh.. just not gd enuff.
alrite...fallling sick.. bad ankle and cut my finger..
its okie
they will soon b gone!
ZZzz
but it doesnt work anymore!
these days, when i started my IA, something sinks in. I'm working for my own name now. building up on ur credentials and as a person. whatever you do, it just goes to the category of your own name. you are totally responsible..
some ppl you just cant offend. but that doesnt mean you have to flatter them.
silence is golden, sometimes.
patience is what you need. i m patient.
i'm impatient i mean.
easily off the edge... but i better stop this before it gets me more trouble!
knowledge is power. to get you to climb higher and to let u walk around with your arms folded and just use your mouth! haa no lah cant be like that cos i hate them!
hardwork. gotta expect lots of hardwork but not as much reward to be happier.. even thou i believe something greater will come at the end of all the hard work.
and a good heart. the worldlimess of the world and the ugliness will unveil themselves.. having a good heart keeps you safe and warm..
haha no lah. it keeps your immunity high and being able to differentiate things clearly..
save for rainy days!
it just makes u feel more secure la! heh...
argh.. just not gd enuff.
alrite...fallling sick.. bad ankle and cut my finger..
its okie
they will soon b gone!
ZZzz
Saturday, March 10
Starry starry night
paint your palette blue and grey
look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know
the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills
sketch the trees and the daffodils
catch the breeze and the winter chills
in colors on the snowy linen land.
And now I understand
what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they did not know how
perhaps they'll listen now.
Starry starry night
flaming flo'rs that brightly blaze
swirling clouds in violet haze
reflect in Vincent's eyes of China blue.
Colors changing hue
morning fields of amber grain
weathered faces lined in pain
are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.
And now I understand what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
perhaps they'll listen now.
For they could not love you
but still your love was true
and when no hope was left in sight on that starry
starry night.
You took your life as lovers often do;
But I could have told you
Vincent this world was never meant for
one as beautiful as you...
Starry starry night
portraits hung in empty halls
frameless heads on nameless walls
with eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the stranger that you've met
the ragged men in ragged clothes
the silver thorn of bloddy rose lie crushed
and broken on the virgin snow.
And now I think I know what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they're not list'ning still
perhaps they never will...
Don McLean - Vincent
paint your palette blue and grey
look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know
the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills
sketch the trees and the daffodils
catch the breeze and the winter chills
in colors on the snowy linen land.
And now I understand
what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they did not know how
perhaps they'll listen now.
Starry starry night
flaming flo'rs that brightly blaze
swirling clouds in violet haze
reflect in Vincent's eyes of China blue.
Colors changing hue
morning fields of amber grain
weathered faces lined in pain
are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.
And now I understand what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
perhaps they'll listen now.
For they could not love you
but still your love was true
and when no hope was left in sight on that starry
starry night.
You took your life as lovers often do;
But I could have told you
Vincent this world was never meant for
one as beautiful as you...
Starry starry night
portraits hung in empty halls
frameless heads on nameless walls
with eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the stranger that you've met
the ragged men in ragged clothes
the silver thorn of bloddy rose lie crushed
and broken on the virgin snow.
And now I think I know what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they're not list'ning still
perhaps they never will...
Don McLean - Vincent
Monday, February 12
the things i see.
attachment is good stuff. really expose you to the world itself. and Engineering is a world of its own. I never thought anyone can talk using all the technical terms in daily conversation. olways thought the things I studied are kinda not-of-much-use but they are really needed when you go to work. engineering is really specialised, you need to have the knowledge man! it can be quite interesting AND dangerous! Life at risk man, especially in the lab. danger is lurking everywhere. conc acids, mis handling of machines the cut, grind or send a current. even the air you breathe and the things you touch can be harmful. -scary-
i cant understand how can all the engineers just sit in front of their computers the whole day and not doze off!! heh one hour at the desk, i'm gone!
and today i got ang bao!! whEEEe! and 4 kums. heh got a CNY lunch next week too! so nice..
but the engineer who taught me alot of things are going for his post grad soon.. boo..
no more singaporean left there in the department already.. siannnn
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starting of this year, i realised i'm 23 this year. freaking old can. i dont think i'm acting or dressing my age=\ den again i better enjoy rest of my tshirt and shorts days before i really have to grow out of it. my skin is the new worry! i got winkles and freckles. *screech* i'm using sunscreen now. i dun wish to have pre mature aging skin! take care ppl!! the sun is not only baking your skin... heh -pun intended-
appearance and the tangibles aside. whats in you is more difficult to take care. what kind of person you are and what kind of person you aspire to become? whats your principle? how much is your integrity and dignity? somehow time to time, there is this struggle in me to search for answers to myself. in the state of confusion... opinion changes, perspective shifts, focus drifts.. and left me clueless.
at the same time, life open up to me and show me even more. people, problems, situtations, emotions that was never before. alot of time i'm pissed because i cant match up to all these. oh well, read in a book last time. Life Lessons will keep coming back to you until you really learn it one day. If something keep recurring and pull you at your feet, you know you haven get pass it.
for the new year, i still will be praying for peace, wisdom and health.
oh and 1 more thing, LOVE! =)
Love mends the hole in the world.
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PINEAPPLE TARTss!! here i come!
i cant understand how can all the engineers just sit in front of their computers the whole day and not doze off!! heh one hour at the desk, i'm gone!
and today i got ang bao!! whEEEe! and 4 kums. heh got a CNY lunch next week too! so nice..
but the engineer who taught me alot of things are going for his post grad soon.. boo..
no more singaporean left there in the department already.. siannnn
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starting of this year, i realised i'm 23 this year. freaking old can. i dont think i'm acting or dressing my age=\ den again i better enjoy rest of my tshirt and shorts days before i really have to grow out of it. my skin is the new worry! i got winkles and freckles. *screech* i'm using sunscreen now. i dun wish to have pre mature aging skin! take care ppl!! the sun is not only baking your skin... heh -pun intended-
appearance and the tangibles aside. whats in you is more difficult to take care. what kind of person you are and what kind of person you aspire to become? whats your principle? how much is your integrity and dignity? somehow time to time, there is this struggle in me to search for answers to myself. in the state of confusion... opinion changes, perspective shifts, focus drifts.. and left me clueless.
at the same time, life open up to me and show me even more. people, problems, situtations, emotions that was never before. alot of time i'm pissed because i cant match up to all these. oh well, read in a book last time. Life Lessons will keep coming back to you until you really learn it one day. If something keep recurring and pull you at your feet, you know you haven get pass it.
for the new year, i still will be praying for peace, wisdom and health.
oh and 1 more thing, LOVE! =)
Love mends the hole in the world.
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PINEAPPLE TARTss!! here i come!
Tuesday, January 16
booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooored
bored to the max.
first 3 days at home was peaceful and nice.
4th day i start to feel cranky and i needed some AIR.
went to town to walk around for awhile, it actually feel quite good, so i decided to walk more the next day. den went coxing, not too bad at least there is something to do and people to talk to.
5th day i went to town to walk walk shop shop. i like it when its not crowded with people. even thou it was raining like mad, i still took my umbrella and went out! heh. bought sandals, skirt, shirt, slippers for jq. (oh the things i bought all start with S. haa. ok bo liao)
friday nite was a disaster with the pouring rain. hais. i dont want....
and one week passed with no news abt my IA. ROAR~!!
=(
sat trng was not too bad, better than staying at home. i realised it is olways better to be occupied. too much free time, the mind gets crasy.at trng quite a few of them realised i'm not right. haha thanks for the concern! =)
i think i have been living quite an inbalance life for quite some time already. and when the used to be focus is removed, everything went out of place. it sort of topple and is all over the place.
DISEQUILIBRIUM!
its okie. human learn to adapt pretty well. yup soon they will find the place they belong and i can move on!
so the break now that i'm having is actually not a bad thing! i'm having an extended holiday, without june race, meaning not trng every other day.
*convincing myself...
dont worry, i'm not losing it!! i wont.
just a little more time and some sorting, she will be back.
new on my list.
-------------All American Rejects - It ends tonight
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
[Chorus]When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight, Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.
first 3 days at home was peaceful and nice.
4th day i start to feel cranky and i needed some AIR.
went to town to walk around for awhile, it actually feel quite good, so i decided to walk more the next day. den went coxing, not too bad at least there is something to do and people to talk to.
5th day i went to town to walk walk shop shop. i like it when its not crowded with people. even thou it was raining like mad, i still took my umbrella and went out! heh. bought sandals, skirt, shirt, slippers for jq. (oh the things i bought all start with S. haa. ok bo liao)
friday nite was a disaster with the pouring rain. hais. i dont want....
and one week passed with no news abt my IA. ROAR~!!
=(
sat trng was not too bad, better than staying at home. i realised it is olways better to be occupied. too much free time, the mind gets crasy.at trng quite a few of them realised i'm not right. haha thanks for the concern! =)
i think i have been living quite an inbalance life for quite some time already. and when the used to be focus is removed, everything went out of place. it sort of topple and is all over the place.
DISEQUILIBRIUM!
its okie. human learn to adapt pretty well. yup soon they will find the place they belong and i can move on!
so the break now that i'm having is actually not a bad thing! i'm having an extended holiday, without june race, meaning not trng every other day.
*convincing myself...
dont worry, i'm not losing it!! i wont.
just a little more time and some sorting, she will be back.
new on my list.
-------------All American Rejects - It ends tonight
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
[Chorus]When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight, Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.
Monday, January 15
coming true!
tv shows are becoming real!
the indonesia Adam air crash and nothing can be found!!
LOST!
healthy people these days dying of heart attack!!
DEATH NOTE!
haha
the indonesia Adam air crash and nothing can be found!!
LOST!
healthy people these days dying of heart attack!!
DEATH NOTE!
haha
Tuesday, January 9
hullo everyone!
okie happy belated new year.
mine is not starting on a good note. my ia company withdrew, okay in other words, they dont want me. roar. was kinda sad but theres nothing much i can do thou.. SO, wherever it takes me man! probably be starting a week later, and ending a week later lor. no big deal i guess.. i get to relax now. not too bad you know. stayed at home the whole day! i like staying at home alone when i've been running around too much for the past month. slooooow doooooown.. thats wat i'm pretty good at. haa. do laundry.. listen to my jay chou's cd.. read the papers.. read a book. bumming around at home is good, mum and dad will be happier with me. heh.
and still suffering from marathon aftermath. at first was sprained and strained ankle, now i have bad knees. eh i think a few of us got inflamed knees too. the muscle on the other side of the knee feels like its bruised. hmm seen a sports doc regarding my ankle and actually our bodies can heal by itself provided we rest enough. he's quite funny, he asked me to tell him abt my systematic and gradual and planned and detailed training prior to my marathon. i said, nil. heh den he said, very good.. pls tell all your friends how u trained and give them my namecard.
okie next time, gotta train up for a marathon! den again, i doubt i'll do it again. heh once in a lifetime thing. but completing it really feels quite good. kinda make u feel u can run any distance..
hope the bad knees and shoulder get well soon.
oh yah! my thoughts after i step down. hmm i'll write it next time. gotta go to bed.
tmr will be cooking lunch with (for?) jiaqi. heh gotta get the ingredients in the morning.
Wednesday, December 13
Thursday, November 16
guess what i wanna say.
guessssss.GUESS!
nope, not going to complain abt exams.
i did that every sem.
complain till i'm sick of complaining.
shall live life as exams times and get over it!
not feeling stress thou.
i guess i'll after my first paper.
oh well, i said i'm not going to talk abt exams!
eehhh my race over the weekend.
dint do well.
its okie, we din train for it, we are not aiming this time,exam period mah, its okie we'll try again.
-------CRAPs--------
we suck.
really. that wat i feel.
we cant live in our comfort zone for too long man.
take a look around.
we better catch up.
we better hope we can catch up.
we better TRAIN HARD TO catch up.
it's a cycle.
or not.
it's in our hands.
we are still in the game.
just one thing.
dont forget the moment we crossed the last buoy.
the silence in the boat.
all the pain is to make us remember to come back stronger.
dont forget you said this to me too.
guessssss.GUESS!
nope, not going to complain abt exams.
i did that every sem.
complain till i'm sick of complaining.
shall live life as exams times and get over it!
not feeling stress thou.
i guess i'll after my first paper.
oh well, i said i'm not going to talk abt exams!
eehhh my race over the weekend.
dint do well.
its okie, we din train for it, we are not aiming this time,exam period mah, its okie we'll try again.
-------CRAPs--------
we suck.
really. that wat i feel.
we cant live in our comfort zone for too long man.
take a look around.
we better catch up.
we better hope we can catch up.
we better TRAIN HARD TO catch up.
it's a cycle.
or not.
it's in our hands.
we are still in the game.
just one thing.
dont forget the moment we crossed the last buoy.
the silence in the boat.
all the pain is to make us remember to come back stronger.
dont forget you said this to me too.
Monday, November 6
Sunday, October 29
mummy daddy and bro
holidaying in genting
sister and i
stuck at homeeee
they olmost missed their coach this morning. haha
okie studying sunday.
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seems to feel it slipping thru my fingers.
guess i've neglected it.
but i'm coming back!
suddenly like sudoku.
maybe doing anything is olways better than mugging non stop.
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holidaying in genting
sister and i
stuck at homeeee
they olmost missed their coach this morning. haha
okie studying sunday.
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seems to feel it slipping thru my fingers.
guess i've neglected it.
but i'm coming back!
suddenly like sudoku.
maybe doing anything is olways better than mugging non stop.
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Thursday, October 26
something interesting
do you know our bones need a certain amount of stress to grow?
need to be pressured and stretched and strained!
Hence,
stress make us grow.
because its in our bones!
lalala
i see it coming!
noooooooooo timmmmmmmmmeeeeeeee
dammmmmmmnnn.
goodnites
need to be pressured and stretched and strained!
Hence,
stress make us grow.
because its in our bones!
lalala
i see it coming!
noooooooooo timmmmmmmmmeeeeeeee
dammmmmmmnnn.
goodnites
Tuesday, October 24
retarded or wat.
sometimes just so stoney.
missed the moment
that i should live in.
got stuck.
i think i gotta work on it.
unspoken
sometimes bcos unsure.
sometimes it takes some courage.
gotta bear the consequences of wat said.
oh well, silence speaks a melody of its own too.
hmm.. yet to listen..
watever it is.
to balance is the key.
its really is..
everything.
so let's see.
Tuesday, October 10
this haven happen for a long time!
haven throw my face out in the public for quite some time, but heres one.
was out with jiaqi on sat, den we were walking ard after our carls junior. still holding on the the lemon tea we had (cos it was free flow.. eh jiaqi's idea. ha) den we went into a CD shop looking for sister act 2. was asking the counter if they have it.. den i din know danger was lurking behind me. (ha!) there was a step up behind and i dint know, and i wanted to take a step back. so wat do u think happen next???
i lost my balance and i sat down on the floor and while i landed on my butt... the lemon tea burst. lemon flew out, the straw flew out, the ice jumped, the tea splashed..... OVER ME! ROAR~ and jiaqi just stunned and stare.
luckily i dint pull the whole shelf of CDs with me, haha.
oh well den i quickly siam out of the shop lah.. one kind auntie gave me a piece of tissue thou~ hee
if i'm with the gers, i think they will all burst out laughing rite????!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway i was laughing at myself too~ lalala
and i got a big 'orr chean' on my calf.
but mummy rubbed for me. hee.
was out with jiaqi on sat, den we were walking ard after our carls junior. still holding on the the lemon tea we had (cos it was free flow.. eh jiaqi's idea. ha) den we went into a CD shop looking for sister act 2. was asking the counter if they have it.. den i din know danger was lurking behind me. (ha!) there was a step up behind and i dint know, and i wanted to take a step back. so wat do u think happen next???
i lost my balance and i sat down on the floor and while i landed on my butt... the lemon tea burst. lemon flew out, the straw flew out, the ice jumped, the tea splashed..... OVER ME! ROAR~ and jiaqi just stunned and stare.
luckily i dint pull the whole shelf of CDs with me, haha.
oh well den i quickly siam out of the shop lah.. one kind auntie gave me a piece of tissue thou~ hee
if i'm with the gers, i think they will all burst out laughing rite????!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway i was laughing at myself too~ lalala
and i got a big 'orr chean' on my calf.
but mummy rubbed for me. hee.
CAUGHT
UP!
eh how many days to exams ah??
damn damn damn!!!
got freaking lots of projects to do...
i dun want to be some useless ppl when doing group project..
but den sometimes i just dun have much time to spare for them.
aiyah.
wTH.
mei you ren hui ke lian wo de..
i just gotta run faster and get AHEAD!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMNIT! BLOODY HELL!
i'm going to pick up speed.
dun talk to me!
Friday, October 6
did u forget to smell the flowers on the way?
sometimes we move too fast,
we missed out the beautiful little things along the way...
sometimes we can slow down,
and smell the flowers on the way,
take a moment to breathe in deep...
but pang...
i think you are practically smelling every flower on the way!!!
get moving man!
ROAR~
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there are some ppl who i really love.
some ppl who i seldom have time for.
they love me too.
thanks for loving me for who i am. =)
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am i missing out?
i'm was very sure i did not.
2 years later, i ask myself again...
the ans,
still no.
because i believe in fate.
if its meant to be, somewhere somehow
it will.
and so i din bother to take the step and stretch out my hand.
for i won't want whatever that we have started to end.
until the very day...
we missed out the beautiful little things along the way...
sometimes we can slow down,
and smell the flowers on the way,
take a moment to breathe in deep...
but pang...
i think you are practically smelling every flower on the way!!!
get moving man!
ROAR~
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there are some ppl who i really love.
some ppl who i seldom have time for.
they love me too.
thanks for loving me for who i am. =)
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am i missing out?
i'm was very sure i did not.
2 years later, i ask myself again...
the ans,
still no.
because i believe in fate.
if its meant to be, somewhere somehow
it will.
and so i din bother to take the step and stretch out my hand.
for i won't want whatever that we have started to end.
until the very day...
Monday, September 18
my sci-fi dream
these days my dreams are getting interesting and exciting! let me tell you abt this dream i had few days back.
it started in a car park and i'm with db gers on a bus squeezing thru the spiral stairs. we are going to take part in a games event. many team were there, from all over the world, this game is like a virtual badminton game. each team has many players and 1 hit can throw the ball far far away! okie den we are at registration level, its super crowded and the rooms are not v big and chaotic and quite run down. haa i'm in charge of the regi but i don seems to find the gers! roar! (ha no lah, i'm not angry in my dream) so i went ard looking for them. so a few of us went down a flight of stairs and we came to this level that totally different from the one upstairs. this floor is clean with marble floorings and its all white and gold. there's only a few ppl walking ard and seems like not everyone can enter. since nobody is there to stop us, we went in. but we were sneaking ard, and we found out a big secret. the organiser is actually a syndicate! they are looking for evolved beings. thru evolution, we are going back to animals. we higher survival skills. the ppl there all hold a torch, and once they shine it on you, ur shadow will reflect wat you are. and these ppl catching those ppl whose shadow show animals. and one of us is a dog!! and we start our escape! haha and the end.
i wake up liao.
of cos i dun feel rested!
but its quite a fun dream. ha
okie i wanna go sleep already.
see anymore weird deeaams....
it started in a car park and i'm with db gers on a bus squeezing thru the spiral stairs. we are going to take part in a games event. many team were there, from all over the world, this game is like a virtual badminton game. each team has many players and 1 hit can throw the ball far far away! okie den we are at registration level, its super crowded and the rooms are not v big and chaotic and quite run down. haa i'm in charge of the regi but i don seems to find the gers! roar! (ha no lah, i'm not angry in my dream) so i went ard looking for them. so a few of us went down a flight of stairs and we came to this level that totally different from the one upstairs. this floor is clean with marble floorings and its all white and gold. there's only a few ppl walking ard and seems like not everyone can enter. since nobody is there to stop us, we went in. but we were sneaking ard, and we found out a big secret. the organiser is actually a syndicate! they are looking for evolved beings. thru evolution, we are going back to animals. we higher survival skills. the ppl there all hold a torch, and once they shine it on you, ur shadow will reflect wat you are. and these ppl catching those ppl whose shadow show animals. and one of us is a dog!! and we start our escape! haha and the end.
i wake up liao.
of cos i dun feel rested!
but its quite a fun dream. ha
okie i wanna go sleep already.
see anymore weird deeaams....