iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitchy!
RAR
self doubts killls the team.
i dunno how to make u strong.
but you gotta start making urself strong.
time is running out.
Wednesday, January 30
Friday, January 25
things on my table
darling's photo frame :)
darling's sports man of the year award :)
sally's absolut pears mini
my vichy sunblocks
music that filled the air is Disenchanted by MCR (i love the start man)
mickey mouse calendar from cousin from japan
another calendar from dad :)
nin jiom pei pa koa (my fav)
evening primrose oil from mama :)
guylian choc from angel who flew away
bro's alarm clock
vit c effervescent from the doc
a radio from dad's company
fyp samplesss (freak)
goggles! (i'm into swimming lately ok)
darling's random issue of Reader's Digest
a banana for breakfast (my fav fruit ok)
many notes but on the top is advance biomaterials (i like ok, cos is singaporean lecturer!)
ok back to tutorial.
whee ITS FRIDAY!!!! (cos its the weekend)
boo ITS FRIDAY!!!! (cos one week closer to dead line of fyp)
Friday, January 11
in love with this song.
我们都该 回头看看 来时路
就算起风 偶尔有雾 模糊不了幸福
我们都该 再心理数数 感动的次数
谁陪你疯 谁陪你笑 拍拍肩一起追逐
多少爱错过了才看清楚
多少事无法弥补才认输
多少次以为找到了幸福
却发现一开始就是个错误
每一断路 都是一种领悟
珍珠再夺目 留不住心头热乎乎
真心的鼓舞 能温暖一生的旅途
每一断路 难免荆棘密布
把坚持牢牢握住 不怕艰难险阻
学会去爱 就不会迷路
- 路 -
唱:迷路兵
词:乐声
曲:乐子
such a touching song
makes me tear!
well written.
就算起风 偶尔有雾 模糊不了幸福
我们都该 再心理数数 感动的次数
谁陪你疯 谁陪你笑 拍拍肩一起追逐
多少爱错过了才看清楚
多少事无法弥补才认输
多少次以为找到了幸福
却发现一开始就是个错误
每一断路 都是一种领悟
珍珠再夺目 留不住心头热乎乎
真心的鼓舞 能温暖一生的旅途
每一断路 难免荆棘密布
把坚持牢牢握住 不怕艰难险阻
学会去爱 就不会迷路
- 路 -
唱:迷路兵
词:乐声
曲:乐子
such a touching song
makes me tear!
well written.
Monday, January 7
makes some sense to me
If you keep doing the same things over and over again, you're not going to learn anything new. So today, you owe it to yourself to mix up your usual routine and delve into some foreign territory. Whether you simply take a different route to work or decide to embark on a whole new career altogether, your day will be a lot more interesting the more you alter your usual method of doing things. Flexibility is something you have to exercise every once in a while, or else you get stuck in a rut.
the new year awaits!
the new year awaits!
Wednesday, January 2
Wednesday, December 19
Personality Psychology
About the Statements
The items are all taken from the International Personality Item Pool, using the 100 question Big Five personality test which is available in the public domain. The Big Five personality traits (openness, conscientiousness, extraversion, agreeableness, neuroticism) were discovered more than 30 years ago, and have been found to be extremely consistent for people even when the test is retaken years later. Thus, they represent a stable part of what it means to be `you`.
Openness
Openness to Experience describes a dimension of personality that distinguishes imaginative, creative people from down-to-earth, conventional people. Open people are intellectually curious, appreciative of art, and sensitive to beauty. They tend to be, compared to closed people, more aware of their feelings. They therefore tend to hold unconventional and individualistic beliefs, although their actions may be conforming (see agreeableness). People with low scores on openness to experience tend to have narrow, common interests. They prefer the plain, straightforward, and obvious over the complex, ambiguous, and subtle. They may regard the arts and sciences with suspicion, regarding these endeavors as abstruse or of no practical use. Closed people prefer familiarity over novelty; they are conservative and resistant to change.
Conscientiousness
Conscientiousness concerns the way in which we control, regulate, and direct our impulses. Impulses are not inherently bad; occasionally time constraints require a snap decision, and acting on our first impulse can be an effective response. Also, in times of play rather than work, acting spontaneously and impulsively can be fun. Impulsive individuals can be seen by others as colorful, fun-to-be-with, and zany. Conscientiousness includes the factor known as Need for Achievement (NAch).
The benefits of high conscientiousness are obvious. Conscientious individuals avoid trouble and achieve high levels of success through purposeful planning and persistence. They are also positively regarded by others as intelligent and reliable. On the negative side, they can be compulsive perfectionists and workaholics. Furthermore, extremely conscientious individuals might be regarded as stuffy and boring. Unconscientious people may be criticized for their unreliability, lack of ambition, and failure to stay within the lines, but they will experience many short-lived pleasures and they will never be called stuffy (i.e. dull, boring, unimaginative).
Extraversion
Extraversion (also "extroversion") is marked by pronounced engagement with the external world. Extraverts enjoy being with people, are full of energy, and often experience positive emotions. They tend to be enthusiastic, action-oriented individuals who are likely to say "Yes!" or "Let's go!" to opportunities for excitement. In groups they like to talk, assert themselves, and draw attention to themselves.
Introverts lack the exuberance, energy, and activity levels of extraverts. They tend to be quiet, low-key, deliberate, and less dependent on the social world. Their lack of social involvement should not be interpreted as shyness or depression; the introvert simply needs less stimulation than an extravert and more time alone to re-charge their batteries.
Agreeableness
Agreeableness reflects individual differences in concern with cooperation and social harmony. Agreeable individuals value getting along with others. They are therefore considerate, friendly, generous, helpful, and willing to compromise their interests with others`. Agreeable people also have an optimistic view of human nature. They believe people are basically honest, decent, and trustworthy.
Disagreeable individuals place self-interest above getting along with others. They are generally unconcerned with others` well-being, and therefore are unlikely to extend themselves for other people. Sometimes their skepticism about others` motives causes them to be suspicious, unfriendly, and uncooperative.
Agreeableness is obviously advantageous for attaining and maintaining popularity. Agreeable people are better liked than disagreeable people. On the other hand, agreeableness is not useful in situations that require tough or absolute objective decisions. Disagreeable people can make excellent scientists, critics, or soldiers.
Neuroticism
Neuroticism, also known inversely as Emotional Stability, refers to the tendency to experience negative emotions. Those who score high on Neuroticism may experience primarily one specific negative feeling such as anxiety, anger, or depression, but are likely to experience several of these emotions. People high in Neuroticism are emotionally reactive. They respond emotionally to events that would not affect most people, and their reactions tend to be more intense than normal. They are more likely to interpret ordinary situations as threatening, and minor frustrations as hopelessly difficult. Their negative emotional reactions tend to persist for unusually long periods of time, which means they are often in a bad mood. These problems in emotional regulation can diminish a neurotic`s ability to think clearly, make decisions, and cope effectively with stress.
At the other end of the scale, individuals who score low in Neuroticism are less easily upset and are less emotionally reactive. They tend to be calm, emotionally stable, and free from persistent negative feelings. Freedom from negative feelings does not mean that low scorers experience a lot of positive feelings; frequency of positive emotions is a component of the Extraversion domain.
About the Statements
The items are all taken from the International Personality Item Pool, using the 100 question Big Five personality test which is available in the public domain. The Big Five personality traits (openness, conscientiousness, extraversion, agreeableness, neuroticism) were discovered more than 30 years ago, and have been found to be extremely consistent for people even when the test is retaken years later. Thus, they represent a stable part of what it means to be `you`.
Openness
Openness to Experience describes a dimension of personality that distinguishes imaginative, creative people from down-to-earth, conventional people. Open people are intellectually curious, appreciative of art, and sensitive to beauty. They tend to be, compared to closed people, more aware of their feelings. They therefore tend to hold unconventional and individualistic beliefs, although their actions may be conforming (see agreeableness). People with low scores on openness to experience tend to have narrow, common interests. They prefer the plain, straightforward, and obvious over the complex, ambiguous, and subtle. They may regard the arts and sciences with suspicion, regarding these endeavors as abstruse or of no practical use. Closed people prefer familiarity over novelty; they are conservative and resistant to change.
Conscientiousness
Conscientiousness concerns the way in which we control, regulate, and direct our impulses. Impulses are not inherently bad; occasionally time constraints require a snap decision, and acting on our first impulse can be an effective response. Also, in times of play rather than work, acting spontaneously and impulsively can be fun. Impulsive individuals can be seen by others as colorful, fun-to-be-with, and zany. Conscientiousness includes the factor known as Need for Achievement (NAch).
The benefits of high conscientiousness are obvious. Conscientious individuals avoid trouble and achieve high levels of success through purposeful planning and persistence. They are also positively regarded by others as intelligent and reliable. On the negative side, they can be compulsive perfectionists and workaholics. Furthermore, extremely conscientious individuals might be regarded as stuffy and boring. Unconscientious people may be criticized for their unreliability, lack of ambition, and failure to stay within the lines, but they will experience many short-lived pleasures and they will never be called stuffy (i.e. dull, boring, unimaginative).
Extraversion
Extraversion (also "extroversion") is marked by pronounced engagement with the external world. Extraverts enjoy being with people, are full of energy, and often experience positive emotions. They tend to be enthusiastic, action-oriented individuals who are likely to say "Yes!" or "Let's go!" to opportunities for excitement. In groups they like to talk, assert themselves, and draw attention to themselves.
Introverts lack the exuberance, energy, and activity levels of extraverts. They tend to be quiet, low-key, deliberate, and less dependent on the social world. Their lack of social involvement should not be interpreted as shyness or depression; the introvert simply needs less stimulation than an extravert and more time alone to re-charge their batteries.
Agreeableness
Agreeableness reflects individual differences in concern with cooperation and social harmony. Agreeable individuals value getting along with others. They are therefore considerate, friendly, generous, helpful, and willing to compromise their interests with others`. Agreeable people also have an optimistic view of human nature. They believe people are basically honest, decent, and trustworthy.
Disagreeable individuals place self-interest above getting along with others. They are generally unconcerned with others` well-being, and therefore are unlikely to extend themselves for other people. Sometimes their skepticism about others` motives causes them to be suspicious, unfriendly, and uncooperative.
Agreeableness is obviously advantageous for attaining and maintaining popularity. Agreeable people are better liked than disagreeable people. On the other hand, agreeableness is not useful in situations that require tough or absolute objective decisions. Disagreeable people can make excellent scientists, critics, or soldiers.
Neuroticism
Neuroticism, also known inversely as Emotional Stability, refers to the tendency to experience negative emotions. Those who score high on Neuroticism may experience primarily one specific negative feeling such as anxiety, anger, or depression, but are likely to experience several of these emotions. People high in Neuroticism are emotionally reactive. They respond emotionally to events that would not affect most people, and their reactions tend to be more intense than normal. They are more likely to interpret ordinary situations as threatening, and minor frustrations as hopelessly difficult. Their negative emotional reactions tend to persist for unusually long periods of time, which means they are often in a bad mood. These problems in emotional regulation can diminish a neurotic`s ability to think clearly, make decisions, and cope effectively with stress.
At the other end of the scale, individuals who score low in Neuroticism are less easily upset and are less emotionally reactive. They tend to be calm, emotionally stable, and free from persistent negative feelings. Freedom from negative feelings does not mean that low scorers experience a lot of positive feelings; frequency of positive emotions is a component of the Extraversion domain.
i refuse to do FYP!
bahhhhh!
so demotivated to do the freaking FYP!!!!!
ARGHHH
its suppose to be holiday!
i just want to find things to do except my project!!!
boo :(
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want.
hais there are just times we have to force ourselves.
so demotivated to do the freaking FYP!!!!!
ARGHHH
its suppose to be holiday!
i just want to find things to do except my project!!!
boo :(
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want.
hais there are just times we have to force ourselves.
Wednesday, December 12
Tuesday, December 11
Sorry, blame it on me
nice tune. i like.
but i think its crasy to apologise for something that yet to occur.. hmm
aren't you suppose to stop it from happening??!
what's the point of saying sorry when you did not make an effort to stop it from happening??!!
madness.
dun really agree with this song, even thou there are parts that its quite sweet, but it totally lose it if it's just saying sorry and no aftermath.
i think i'm not the kind who will clear up people's shit.
i think you have to clear up your own mess yourself.
hur. but still. nice tune~ haha
Wednesday, December 5
life. as i see.
i guess death happens all the time, at this very minute, someone may have left the earth. but oso at this very minute, a baby or babies has/have come to life.
my little nephew asked, great grandma really died?
my cousin replied, yes.
den he asked, where did she go?
my cousin couldnt answer.
when we were innocent kids, we dont know about all these scary stuff or the more worldly stuff, like death, like love and birth.
just having fun in the blissful world of our own.
when we get older, all these came to us. we are unfortunate.
this time, it is the first shock of sudden death of a friend.
this left everyone thinking, life is short, fragile, unpredictable...
there was a saying, "live your day like you have no tomorrow"
i thought it was nonsense, if there is no tomorrow, then I won't be doing what I am doing now.. I will be spending my time with my love ones and say words that i haven say.. donate my savings.. send gifts to frens.. blah. and imagine how depressing it is if everyday you jsut tell yourself that.
but you know, life being unpredictable, meaning an unknown constant and time is a fixed constant of 24hr, only you can decide what to substitute into this function to get an equation that makes sense to you.
often we dream of what we want to be.. but little that we realise that our job is to be what we want to be.
it will be sad if you live your life like a lie.
i know it's difficult, but i olways believe that we can lie to the world, but we cannot lie to ourselves.
just be who you are, becos if you keep running away from yourself, mayb she wont come back anymore on the day you feel tired of being the exterior you. then you look inside but you are unsure anymore and that will leave you more lost than before.
you spent so much effort and time beautifying the temple of your soul, but you forgot to nurture your soul and she became malnutrition.
and you lose the light in your eyes and the spring in your steps.
i dont know how to be courageous. i think i'm never associated with that word! ha
but just dont be afraid to speak up for yourself.
for 20 years down the road, you may not remember all the right things that you have done..
but remember the words or things that you should have.
be like boonsan! i admire his courage to speak his mind, to shout at the starter to hold, because his boat is not ready, to not let anything come to his way that is going to obstruct what he wants to create.
cherish the ones you love and loves you.
becos you really mean the world to someone out there.
my little nephew asked, great grandma really died?
my cousin replied, yes.
den he asked, where did she go?
my cousin couldnt answer.
when we were innocent kids, we dont know about all these scary stuff or the more worldly stuff, like death, like love and birth.
just having fun in the blissful world of our own.
when we get older, all these came to us. we are unfortunate.
this time, it is the first shock of sudden death of a friend.
this left everyone thinking, life is short, fragile, unpredictable...
there was a saying, "live your day like you have no tomorrow"
i thought it was nonsense, if there is no tomorrow, then I won't be doing what I am doing now.. I will be spending my time with my love ones and say words that i haven say.. donate my savings.. send gifts to frens.. blah. and imagine how depressing it is if everyday you jsut tell yourself that.
but you know, life being unpredictable, meaning an unknown constant and time is a fixed constant of 24hr, only you can decide what to substitute into this function to get an equation that makes sense to you.
often we dream of what we want to be.. but little that we realise that our job is to be what we want to be.
it will be sad if you live your life like a lie.
i know it's difficult, but i olways believe that we can lie to the world, but we cannot lie to ourselves.
just be who you are, becos if you keep running away from yourself, mayb she wont come back anymore on the day you feel tired of being the exterior you. then you look inside but you are unsure anymore and that will leave you more lost than before.
you spent so much effort and time beautifying the temple of your soul, but you forgot to nurture your soul and she became malnutrition.
and you lose the light in your eyes and the spring in your steps.
i dont know how to be courageous. i think i'm never associated with that word! ha
but just dont be afraid to speak up for yourself.
for 20 years down the road, you may not remember all the right things that you have done..
but remember the words or things that you should have.
be like boonsan! i admire his courage to speak his mind, to shout at the starter to hold, because his boat is not ready, to not let anything come to his way that is going to obstruct what he wants to create.
cherish the ones you love and loves you.
becos you really mean the world to someone out there.
Tuesday, November 27
him.
Monday, November 26
memories...
boonsan is really someone you love and hate... the things that he says together with his crudeness olways tickled all of us.
and we olways just love to make fun of him, if there is any chance.
a very strong pacer. he has the calibre to yaya papaya..
last sem was his final sem and he had a new camera as a present from his gf,
den he went around taking pictures of sdba, the guys team,the gers team
and he will say.. "for memories!"
that day at the dinner i told him, "boonsan, take picture leh.. MEMORIES!"
for now, he really lives on in my memory forever.
its all so unreal.. this weekend..
the d b community is devastated..
dear friend, I wish that you find peace and comfort in a better faraway land.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
i will never forget you.

02 07 2007. phoenix hotel.

penang 06.
Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.
It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.
greenday - Time of Your Life
and we olways just love to make fun of him, if there is any chance.
a very strong pacer. he has the calibre to yaya papaya..
last sem was his final sem and he had a new camera as a present from his gf,
den he went around taking pictures of sdba, the guys team,the gers team
and he will say.. "for memories!"
that day at the dinner i told him, "boonsan, take picture leh.. MEMORIES!"
for now, he really lives on in my memory forever.
its all so unreal.. this weekend..
the d b community is devastated..
dear friend, I wish that you find peace and comfort in a better faraway land.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
i will never forget you.
02 07 2007. phoenix hotel.

penang 06.
Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.
It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.
greenday - Time of Your Life
Sunday, November 25
dear god...
just sitting in front of my laptop and staring at all the msn nicks and all the news updates.
trying to study for my 2 papers coming tmr and wed.
i prayed that they be fine.
i cannot imagine, he's my fren.
i was hopeful, they can be found, they are strong swimmers.
but the current was stronger.
as minutes and hours passed, i wish the villagers caught them or they were being wash up the shore..
want to know the importance of 1 minute or 1 hour?
maybe now you'll see how big a difference it make or how torturous it is to friends and families..
40 hours already.
they found 2 bodies.
the captain is going to identify his dear teammates.
we anxiously waiting for news here.
but i know we all will not believe anything.
unless it is confirmed.
its slim but there may be a chance.
dear god,
i pray for a miracle.
please. =..(
trying to study for my 2 papers coming tmr and wed.
i prayed that they be fine.
i cannot imagine, he's my fren.
i was hopeful, they can be found, they are strong swimmers.
but the current was stronger.
as minutes and hours passed, i wish the villagers caught them or they were being wash up the shore..
want to know the importance of 1 minute or 1 hour?
maybe now you'll see how big a difference it make or how torturous it is to friends and families..
40 hours already.
they found 2 bodies.
the captain is going to identify his dear teammates.
we anxiously waiting for news here.
but i know we all will not believe anything.
unless it is confirmed.
its slim but there may be a chance.
dear god,
i pray for a miracle.
please. =..(
Saturday, November 24
Thursday, November 22
patriotic
i never like history in secondary school. and i cant understand why my bro loves it so much.
i guess i've misssed out!
history is really quite fun.
too bad i only know how to appreciate at this me.
studying for E & S. and its really something different from all the theories, formulaes, concepts of science.
its just purely about my nation.
i enjoyed studying for it even thou i only attended the last lecture. hurhur..
reading about the history of spore again and i really admire L K Y.
-salute-
the courage, the visionary, the determination to bring spore from a land that somebody dont want to a country we are today.
from 1965, 42 years down the road, from 3rd world to 1st world and having what we have today is really incredible. its really effort and hard work of many.
i think they are desperately trying to convey a message that Spore is a small nation, this is olways our main insecurity. i can understand that worry. in alot of things, size really does matter.
we should be too complacent abt life here. this comfort zone was built by the earlier generations and we are lucky to be enjoying it.
our home is not just where ur family and u stay in.
look at the bigger picture,
it is your country.
stand even further and see,
it is this planet.
protect the environment people!
every bit goes a long way~
i guess i've misssed out!
history is really quite fun.
too bad i only know how to appreciate at this me.
studying for E & S. and its really something different from all the theories, formulaes, concepts of science.
its just purely about my nation.
i enjoyed studying for it even thou i only attended the last lecture. hurhur..
reading about the history of spore again and i really admire L K Y.
-salute-
the courage, the visionary, the determination to bring spore from a land that somebody dont want to a country we are today.
from 1965, 42 years down the road, from 3rd world to 1st world and having what we have today is really incredible. its really effort and hard work of many.
i think they are desperately trying to convey a message that Spore is a small nation, this is olways our main insecurity. i can understand that worry. in alot of things, size really does matter.
we should be too complacent abt life here. this comfort zone was built by the earlier generations and we are lucky to be enjoying it.
our home is not just where ur family and u stay in.
look at the bigger picture,
it is your country.
stand even further and see,
it is this planet.
protect the environment people!
every bit goes a long way~
Monday, November 19
hmmm.
"Even if she did the right thing, did she do it in the right way? One of the important things that young professionals should learn as quickly as possible is that how one does something is sometimes as important--or almost as important--as what one does."
so true!
so true!
Sunday, November 18
GO WATCH
Wednesday, November 14
ITCHY LEH
RAR.
something is wrong with me.
i have itchy hands
now it is itchy everywhere.
boo
whats wrong???!
i was suspecting its my rabbit.
i may b alllergic to its protein in the saliva
OR
the dust from my "almost black" fan!!!
you know like dust are being propelled down from the fan to my body!
and i feel itchy when the wind blows.
my guess its the dust!!!
i'm going to buy dettol tmr and clean up the rooom.
damm
something is wrong with me.
i have itchy hands
now it is itchy everywhere.
boo
whats wrong???!
i was suspecting its my rabbit.
i may b alllergic to its protein in the saliva
OR
the dust from my "almost black" fan!!!
you know like dust are being propelled down from the fan to my body!
and i feel itchy when the wind blows.
my guess its the dust!!!
i'm going to buy dettol tmr and clean up the rooom.
damm
Sunday, November 11
these few days
hais
these few days supposed to be mugging.
but i'm kinda doing it half heartedly.
-oh well like wats new abt it-
i guess i can NEVER fully absorb the whole of one sem's work.
even if i absorb it, my memory will still fail me.
my brain has low ultimate tensile strength.
constant studying leads to cyclic loading, which is bad too.
low cycle fatigue will lead to plastic deformation.
plastic deformation cause dislocations to move and intersect and decrease crystallinity.
cracks start to nucleate, propagate and grow.
and as they grow bigger, they are more susceptible to further stress and they start to nucleate, propagate and grow again.... blah blah...
GOld is good.
becos it is inert!
good to be stuff in the middle to prevent eating up of one another.
however, the 2 cant gel well too becos GOLD, being in the middle, doesnt really stick to anyone!
bad adhesion.
susceptible to delamination!
hur
this is the kind of thing i'm studying ppl~
and i kinda olways forget the whatever stress.. whatever strain.. modulus..
RAR.
jiayou!!
4 days to exams.
these few days supposed to be mugging.
but i'm kinda doing it half heartedly.
-oh well like wats new abt it-
i guess i can NEVER fully absorb the whole of one sem's work.
even if i absorb it, my memory will still fail me.
my brain has low ultimate tensile strength.
constant studying leads to cyclic loading, which is bad too.
low cycle fatigue will lead to plastic deformation.
plastic deformation cause dislocations to move and intersect and decrease crystallinity.
cracks start to nucleate, propagate and grow.
and as they grow bigger, they are more susceptible to further stress and they start to nucleate, propagate and grow again.... blah blah...
GOld is good.
becos it is inert!
good to be stuff in the middle to prevent eating up of one another.
however, the 2 cant gel well too becos GOLD, being in the middle, doesnt really stick to anyone!
bad adhesion.
susceptible to delamination!
hur
this is the kind of thing i'm studying ppl~
and i kinda olways forget the whatever stress.. whatever strain.. modulus..
RAR.
jiayou!!
4 days to exams.
Monday, November 5
last weekend
was really happening.
i was excited over this race cos we were more prepared for it.
and for me coxing for this race is kinda bad. :(
especially for tertiary... sorry gers.
all along i knew coxing for reg atta is not easy cos you have choppy waters and the damm string to hold and the narrow race course.
boo.
everything can be better after its over...
but at that moment i did gave my all.
but if you think u can do a better job.
den come ba.
i'm planning to go back to rowing. :)
i wanna try, that is...
start slow first to see if my shoulders are fine..
coxing and drumming for the snr boat really makes me wanna join them back in rowing!
alot.
they really really improved.
its so so so heartening!
when i recall the "bath tub" trng session back before last jun race.
wow!
really different.
i did notice individuals who improve too.
strength wise
and rowing as a boat wise.
it is the best when everyone in the boat pointing their paddle at the same precise angle and pulling the water and recover at the same angle again.
i see that from the back.
the highest level of synchronisation.
to get one boat one stroke.
LONGER
HARDER
DEEPER
YES YES YES!!!
another thing that make me feel heartened is the new appointment holders!
woo.
goddess
ash
jane.
i feel the 3 of them will compliment and support each other.
a good mix!
a pretty good end to my last reg atta.
:)
now every race is kinda the last.
oh no.
and dammm 10 days to exams
god bless pang.
and i am VOICELESS AGAIN!
hais
3rd time le
boo hoo hoo
seriously i feel better being a cox den a drum.
i feel i contribute more and have more awareness of what is happening around.
cos the cox sees the best.
can judge the situation better than when i drum,
cos everythings seems so opposite you know.
i'm like going backwards!
haha
and i olways scream my throat out...
boo.
i'm scared that i spoil it...
okay no talking for this weeeeeeek ppl.
dun be surprise if i dont talk to you.
pls be understanding okay!!!!!!!
alrite peace out to study.
BIOMATERIALS here i come.
i was excited over this race cos we were more prepared for it.
and for me coxing for this race is kinda bad. :(
especially for tertiary... sorry gers.
all along i knew coxing for reg atta is not easy cos you have choppy waters and the damm string to hold and the narrow race course.
boo.
everything can be better after its over...
but at that moment i did gave my all.
but if you think u can do a better job.
den come ba.
i'm planning to go back to rowing. :)
i wanna try, that is...
start slow first to see if my shoulders are fine..
coxing and drumming for the snr boat really makes me wanna join them back in rowing!
alot.
they really really improved.
its so so so heartening!
when i recall the "bath tub" trng session back before last jun race.
wow!
really different.
i did notice individuals who improve too.
strength wise
and rowing as a boat wise.
it is the best when everyone in the boat pointing their paddle at the same precise angle and pulling the water and recover at the same angle again.
i see that from the back.
the highest level of synchronisation.
to get one boat one stroke.
LONGER
HARDER
DEEPER
YES YES YES!!!
NICE~
another thing that make me feel heartened is the new appointment holders!
woo.
goddess
ash
jane.
i feel the 3 of them will compliment and support each other.
a good mix!
a pretty good end to my last reg atta.
:)
now every race is kinda the last.
oh no.
and dammm 10 days to exams
god bless pang.
and i am VOICELESS AGAIN!
hais
3rd time le
boo hoo hoo
seriously i feel better being a cox den a drum.
i feel i contribute more and have more awareness of what is happening around.
cos the cox sees the best.
can judge the situation better than when i drum,
cos everythings seems so opposite you know.
i'm like going backwards!
haha
and i olways scream my throat out...
boo.
i'm scared that i spoil it...
okay no talking for this weeeeeeek ppl.
dun be surprise if i dont talk to you.
pls be understanding okay!!!!!!!
alrite peace out to study.
BIOMATERIALS here i come.
