wat man.

wat have i been doing?

everything seems to be so screwed up.
i think i haven get by a month without any external or internal injury.
first was my stupig ankle ever since stand chart. it was on and off and i spent quite a lot of money on treating it. okie lets see..

sports doctor, DR. LOW.
1st visit - $150.00
2nd visit - $120.00

happily went to see him cos cuimei says can claim frm sch. which in the end i did not bcos dad says dont lie.. okie and so i did not. most of the time the doc just told me to rest.. yea.
den it got better for awhile but when i go back to running, it hurts again. tmd.

somebody told me abt uncle saim,
1st and only visit - any amount but i gave $15.00

boo din work for me. my leg became v suan the next day and the pain is still there. sux.

den mum and dad brought me to a chinese sinseh.
3 visits - $35.00 bucks each. so thats $105.00

i would say he's not too bad, i see improvement after the 2nd visit. slightly but there is still.

den i concluded that i really really need a new pair of running shoes. dr low says my ds trainer doesnt suits my feet type. so off i went to running lab to search for a suitable pair. asics GT. bought it at queensway, cos its definitely cheaper!
new shoes which i dint wear - $138.00

BUT.

i dont feel comfortable in that pair. its like bulky and dont fit my feet closely too.
pissed!
so i took out my 3 pairs of asics and analyze.
the best pair i had was the blue ds trainer i had in year one. it suits me very well. den i realised the orange ds and the gt were too broad. i got narrow feet.
and so i went to buy an in sole to put in my old pair of shoes becos it was quite worn out.
insole - $39.90

all these was from dec 06 to may 07. argh and i dont want to calculate the total amount i've spent.

den from mid may till now. cut my finger at work. splint in pinky. top arm pain. left back pain. eating glucosamine to take care of my joints and the weakness and restricted motion of my top arm is really irritating me. red told me abt a massage she's been going and so we went together last sunday.
full body massage for 1 hr - $40.00

it felt pretty good to be massage but the neck and back was quite hard on me..
den again, my top arm prob was not any better..

ytd nite was such a disaster. stepped into the gap in the pontoon which i dunno why my eyes got stamps or watever. stepped right into the gap, hit my thigh at the edge.. that was pretty painful that i din even know i cut myself.. and wats worse was i hit ham's head with the paddle.. arghhh..

sorry hams :(
i better stop being too close behind you..
i really hope you are fine..

hams fel yeling cleaned my wounds. thanks thanks gers. thanks for being there:)

and i'm such a gu niang.. RAR
irritating.

jq brought me to the clinic and got me a tentanus jab and some antibiotics and anti inflammation pills.
doc visit for cuts and bruise - $151.00

faints.
FAINTS.

wats more?...
:S

things at home not on the bright side too. mum and dad like not talking...
please, please stop the cold war....
i dunno wats wrong and wats making mum so pisssed.
anyway i haven seen them for 3 days. every nite i came back they were asleep...
i'm sorry for not being around..

its so depresssssing.

come back ok?