shingleback lizards

a male take 2 months to court a female...
they stay together in love for more than 20 years...
even after death, they still stay together...

as much as i hate lizards, its so sweeeet...

Watch OKTO, Life in Coldblood.

THE FINE PRINTS

on Citibank Step-up Interest Account.

I was there to sign up for credit cards and I was introduced abt this savings account. heh since the happening saga over all the investment banks, I think it really make ppl more cautious... and it occurs to me too.

I've signed up the account but after reading the brochure and ALL THE FINE PRINTS... I can tell you a clearer picture abt this.

Generally, the selling point is, your interest steps up from 0.3% to 1.2% after 1 year, with a 0.075% every month. Condition is, every month the minimal balance has to be more than the previous month. If not there will be no increase in interest rate.

Preferably, credit your monthly salary into this account but if you don't want, just put in the minimal of $5oo every month, as I was told (seems like a good deal i think). However, with just 500 every month, you cannot maintain this account without additional charges.

Because, if you only put in 500, you'll enjoy free monthly service fee ($10) for 3 months only. After which, if your bank balance is less than 2000, you gotta pay $10 every month.
By simple math, 500 x 3 = 1500
SO.... how?

Another point, if your minimal balance falls below whatever you have last month, your interest rate will be reset. Reset to which level depends on the amount of money in your account. Example, if this occurs at the 10th month, with your interest rate at 1.05%, your interest rate will be reset to the 9th month interest rate, which is 0.975%, PROVIDED that you have at least 10,000 in the account. But 500 x 9 = 4500
SO... once again, the minimum 500 is not enuff for you to enjoy the attractive interest rates.

Lastly, I realised it is not so easy to enjoy that 1.2% interest after 1 year of stepping-up. Because you need to have a minimum of $20,000 after 1 year to get 1.2% interest. So by simple math, 500 x 12 = 6000
hmmm it looks kinda far from $20,000 rite?

oh well, the impression I get from the sales agent make it very attractive but now I dont think so. I'm going to cancel it.

Read the fine prints next time!

back to passsion.

hooohooo

i feel so so so so rested after the 3 days of EAT SLEEP MOVIE. heh *happy*

but my weekends killed me. it zapped all the recharged energy away!!

but I feel goooood :)

heh db-ing still has this charm ya... or more accurately, is the db gers who has the charm! :D

sat morn was lilies trng... den i head down to bedok for alumni mixed trng and I TELL YOU THE WARM-UP WAS CRASY. ah hee made us row 2 FAT km. hurhur. but i actually feel good. i think its fun... haha it has been a loooooong time since I last felt the kick like this! -sweet-

After a year of coxing and resting that shoulder i'm finally back to rowing!! -yeah-

ok since I started in jul this year, it was quite crappy..... hur

but till now its getting better! :):) heh at least I made some improvement lah.

I think its not perfectly good yet but for now my shoulder dont hurt when I row..

so I'm very happy about it.-whee-

realisation still occurs to me... its actually kinda the same thing as 4 years ago.. thats dont let my mind jump out of me... jus focus on NOW.

and i actually missed 3 weeks of tennis lessons becos I dun wanna tire myself out and to rest enuff for the weekends!

but i'm definitely going back to lesson next TUE!

race this weekend. hur and the laorens are the only ones representing NTU.

like what jq says, the namelist looks impressive lah, but wat will happen.... we dunno yet! haha

ok lah, at least we look good on paper!

nic~ gotta watch over us for the race okie :)

THIS WEEKEND, WE'LL ROCK REGA TTA.

hee.

i'm on leave!!!!!

weet~ i'm on leave but 3 days only... but its kinda better than nothing.. it feels so gooood to NOT DO ANYTHING! yups, i miss my laid back life..

i sort of figured out why i fell ill every end of the month since i start working... becos i used up my energy by the end of the month and my body immune system just broke... hur so i think i NEED to have at least one SLEEEP LATE day in a week. I still quite cannot get over the fact that i have to wake up as early on sat as the other weekdays... (RARRRRRR) but after rega tta it sld be better... I need my SLEEEP!

and ben says i've LINES on my face!! and mum tells me i'm aging!!
faints..
and so I went to get myself some facial wash, mask, eye cream and moisturizer! hur


Active charcoal mask to clear pores


Make crow's feet fly!


Skin rejuvenating treatment.

haa, i like origins.. cos they are parabens free!

okie, i hope i dont age so fast!!!! ladies gotta take care of that face yea!

OBAMA!!!!!!

winssss. i'm looking forward to the change.

CHEERS to obama

If you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, you'll probably never do much of anything. - Win Borden

the only small dog i like

WHITE POMERANIAN!

so cute!

les choristes

its a beautiful show....

jean baptiste maunier has such a wonderful voice. so sweeeeeeet~

please watch this show if you haven.. the ending was sad and touching..

ok maybe i'm easily touched.

haa

but it makes me fall in love with choir..

the passion of a teacher who never give up of his own dreams and bringing dreams to the kids others deem hopeless..

in the end the kids learned but it was time to say goodbye.. but they never forget abt him..

i guess what's most precious for a teacher is to know that you've touched lives....

Paralympics!

I salute the paralympians!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I tear when i saw their games... :'( and also feeling uber proud of them when they look so happy with their medals :)

sitting volleyball.

100m sprints.

wheelchair basketball.

wheelchair tennis.

singaporean Equestrian won Bronze!!

I feel the spirit in them. 残而不废！
i'm really touched. the amount of hardwork to put in to overcome the disabilities..
and we the abled body people complaining with a bit of running or cannot do this and that..
such a shame.
they are strong. much stronger than many of us.

CHEERS TO THE PARALYMPIANS!

http://en.paralympic.beijing2008.cn/sports/index.shtml

huh!

half colour.....................................



sians to the max.

but actually its doesnt really matters......


but WAT MAN...

half colour.

she's going to heaven.

Nic, Nic bo Bic
fanna fo Fic,
Fee fy mo Mic,
NIC!

hur, i sang this to her once.
last week was crasy.
it was a weird occasion for gathering.. but i would say that was the time i get to see some ppl whom i haven met for a longggg time.

it was sad, heartbreaking but some news really make me feel comforting... like xw's dream.
I just feel happy in the midst of all the saddness.

I really think she's going to heaven. not just becos she's a great person, like wat her sis describe in the eulogy... but in the Buddhism, my dad says he think she's most likely to go to 天道 or 极乐世界 in amitabha's land.

then i think and look at my life, i guess i still got a long way to go to be qualified to go heaven. kinda duh. but living in this life on earth as a human is closest chance to go to heaven at the end of life.. but i seriously think i still got lots to learn and haven done enough good deeds to go yet. and yes, it makes me want to be a better person...

in Buddha's teachings, recarnation is not the best... its actually better to leave the shell (your body) behind and free the soul.

I've got lots to learn and i better make the best of wat i have while on this earth.

看开，放下， 自在。

some pics.

boring. cant wait for olympics to start~
but actually i'm very busy! heh.
alrite i gg to bed.. enjoy the picsssss.

zili's wedding.. i think i'll have many more wedding dinners to come!
and there's hen night! hur quite a funnny name...

tutu~ i miss her! boo.

short and long~ when i have short hair i miss my long hair.

when i have long hair i kept complaining abt it. heh.

HUR some crasy stuff we do.

stop the itch!!!

RAR, the itch is back... mayb its becos of my shower foam. oh well i'm searching high and low for the palmolives orange one but its all sold out... hmmm.

anyway. recently i realised some ppl olways use "complaining" as a common topic. the first thing they talk to you abt is their unhappiness and disgust over this and that... blah blah.

and its really irritating. its may SEEMS to be an easy topic to start but its just so uncouth. and you dont know you may have just offended someone with your first sentence.

i just think dont do it often lah cos it makes the person unwelcoming..

and its the first week of schoooool~
i did miss abit of it... like thinking i'll be running to LT to lwn to print notes and have lunch with the gers or go back to hostel.. heh. all these come to mind but my time has passed..

waking up freaking early in the morning and feel so useless bcos of the lack of knowledge. RAR.

anyway happy that the gers are back home safely~ :)

i'm gg to sign up for TENNNNNIS class! wheeee~ so happppppy! :)
one more chance to have a shot at it! ahhaa

but nowadays i do feel uncomfortable with having compnay.. i still like being alone and doing things on my own... mayb its bcos i'm pretty used to it...
now it feels weird to have company to do this and that....
mayb its time for me to open myself again.... hur.

DAMN.

alrite, ridiculous world with ridiculous people.
gooooooodnite.

i miss burning my calories and my heart pumping hard....

crazy earth

people are becoming crasy. hacking strangers in the streets when you are in a bad mood... or hack your boss when he gave you a hard time.. scary man!

natural disasters everywhere. phoenix is dangerous and powerful. huh.
first in taiwan den Fujian.

I kinda have doubts that olympics can carry on in peace....

luckily its still safe at home.

but earthlings gotta save the earth, somehow. if we are going to extinct like the dinosaurs...

millions years ago becos of volcanic eruption, large amount of carbon are released into the atmosphere, den the dinosaurs cant live and so they died. den they became fossil fuels!

and we found the gold! energy for free!! now we are busy digging up all the fuels and using them and releasing all the carbon back to the atmosphere. HUR.

acutally earth can pretty well take care of herself when she's warming up... like what she did to the dinosaurs! haha...

oh well... SAVE THE EARTH!
recycle papers.
conserve energy.
switch off when not in use.
go public.
increase the air con temperature.
don't take plastic bags when you have your own bag.

every little ways help :)
let's go green

beeeeen a longggggggggg time...

hello. my blog was so dead for 2 months as i was busy trng and trng for the 2 months!

and its all over now. the days just ZOOoooM and everything is history already.
firstly, I'VE GRADUATED FROM PHOENIX!
i can't believe it... 4 years and i'm done with NTU.. *sob*

events of the last ju ne ra ce still fresh in my head. even thou its over but they just keep replaying whenever i'm stoning. honestly, there is still a tiny ache in my heart. we didnt get our hands on that damn cup. jq was telling me... this feeling will never truely go away until you see your team win it back. becos that was how he felt, the defeat they had last year disappeared as they crossed the flags. congrats to the guys team!!!!

never give up.. never give in...
i was watching the P M video just now and it just refresh everything at this hour again.
BUT it was a good fight. being with the gers for this sem was memorable. from that M R till this ra ce... everyone worked hard! i'm so proud of some seniors who come out of their own shadows and in the end gaining and learning more. towards the final show down, i could feel the whole team walked in the same pace. i have to give the year ones credits to this too, becos their attitude made a difference to the whole team. they are very cheery and positive bunch! and their feat in the final is WOW. they really showed me ONE HEART.

way to go gers! you promised to win it back next year. hurhur. yea some did told me that. haa. i should have filmed it down. (like wat i stupigly promised to join alumni in one of the video! hur)

ah hee was right, he said, you dont win everytime so most importantly, you have to enjoy it.
I truely enjoyed that journey esp that last 2 months. even thou we had problems here and there but everyone come together to solve it right on time.

and meiyan asked me if i'll miss all of these before the ra ce. I told her my task is not over yet until ra ce end and i know i have to move on from here.

now i really have to move on as the time never waits. i will be starting work soon on the 14th. and will be training with them before i start work! ahha so it is still back to sd ba... and i can still see the gers! heh

anddddddddddddd i will join the alumni as promised... years back!!

but not so soon lah... i gotta figure out my plans on the work first and take a little break from the sun and i'll be BACK!!!!!

these few days, i've been sleeping and sleeping cos i'm feeling so tired and restless...
and i seriously cannot stand the sun. hahaha
and my voice just came back and i dun feel like talking much... hur.

maybe its all part of pms too!!!!
boo.

alrite back to my nora roberts. and its the last book of the trilogy. i'm getting withdrawal syndrome again......

I LOVE PHOENIX!!!!!

mannnnnnnnnnn...

can i stop sweating in the nite!!!
its so so so so freaking warm!

okie i shall go hide in my air con room now.



SO MANY THINGS TO DO EVEN WHEN ITS THE HOLIDAY!!!!
so weird!!

where did my time go???

I AM BACK!!!!!!

with a once in a lifetime EARTHQUAKE experience.
OMG~

okie i will not go into the details but just to share what i felt.

I FELT NOTHING!

seriously. when the earth shook at 2.30pm on the 12th, i dint feel anything, my whole bus did not feel anything either! we just had our lunch and were about to head to the next destination. (maoxian, which is 70% destroyed, 100% damaged now) and there were like few thousands aftershocks. i dint feel it either!!! when there are ppl who felt it. i guess tahts becos of trng, you know we are olways rocking on the boat that i get so used to slight shaking. hur.

we did not know how serious this quake was until we watch the news and met ppl who witness the ordeal. what they told us reallly scare the hell out of me, and i can only say that we are lucky. we are so so so blessed. you know at this point, against a natural disaster, i can only pray to god. pray to keep us all safe...

earthquake is so far from me and all of us from spore. i guess we dont know how to react to this. thank god our sichuan tour guides are smart and quick! i'm really full of praise to xiao jing!!
this quake is a shock to sichuan ppl too cos the last quake was in 1933, 75 years ago. the ppl of this generation has never thought of that danger. you know it is so ironic, we are supposed to visit the remnants of the quake that hit wenchuan 75 years ago! faintssss to the max.

i met some beijing tourists at the jiu zhai gou airport, when we are all rushing to fly to chengdu or chongqing and to return home. they shared with us their experience and it is SO FREAKING SCARY! when the quake happens, the buses and cars in front of their bus were crushed by rocks rolling down the mountains!! they literary saw the bus being squashed and 39 passengers were inside, 37 dead....... they only managed to save 2 of them. so scary and the rocks and rolling down in front of them and behind them~!!! but their bus survived.

i told dad, they are more lucky than us bcos they are in such a dangerous situation and they were unharmed! but dad says we are more lucky bcos they faced the quake, they seen death, they suffered fear and emotional trauma. comparatively, we are save from all these. and i have to agree.....

vesak day is coming and i am going for my annual 三步一跪, to thank god for keeping me and my family safe.

i hope sichuan can get more help and save more people under the rabbles... and rebuild the province again.

四川加油！！！

i am flying off again

yooooo. i thought i was jus back from BKK...
and now i am flying to CHINA tmr!

FAMILY trip sia.
FIRST time in 24 years, seriously.
that we are going to somewhere other than msia

and the packing is a crasy. everyone is going to carry one luggage
cos we will be gone for 10days.
and packing is really madness.
with mum nagging...
with bro crasy-stupig ideas
with the living room in a total mess!

but oh well, we are done with packing
and OFF WE GO TMR!
i guess it will be fun :)

just hope my period wont come to disturb me.
i dun mind it coming but dun gimme too much trouble yea.

and so gonna miss darling.......
i still remember my 1st china trip with him and grandparents!
hee

okie. i gonna slp.
everyone have fun in spore.
enjoy training camp!

i'll be back in a while.
tata

I'M GRADUATING

IN A PAPER'S TIME!

oh my god. my last exam paper in NTU!
it does have a weight in my heart...
cos suddenly, i tot i felt a tiny jolt when it is going to be my last paper...

hur.
i'm am so going to regret why am i blogging when i should be spending every min of my time studying for my last paper!

heh. OPEN book thou but it's not gonna be easy. the prof is very tricky you know!

anyway.
I am flying to BKK with 10 other teammates. but in 3 flights.
haha really majiam Amazing RACE!

the last team will NOT be eliminated cos this is not an eliminating round.
and its becos i say that. haha

ehhhh but got another stone weighing on me now.
Thats's the honours issue.......
i dun think i will get good honours.....

that is so freakingggggggggggggg sad.
BOO.
okie i'm done.

i'll be back on friday!

unblock my nose!

its very late now, or it can be very early now.
anyway i nap from 10pm to 3am. haha

suddenly having slpy spells!
eh super restless these 2 daysss
like super. so fast its nearing 28th~ my 2nd last exams paper in ntu lo.
super restless bcos my nostrils are giving me problem. they dun seems to be working as normal.

as i just realised last year that every time only 1 of the nostrils is working.
i conclude that my right nostril is the master nostril just like
right arm is my master arm...
right eye is my master eye~ haa
nowsdays or nowanights.. my left nostril is doing the work while i sleep and its not doing a good job, seriously!

cos i only remember me closing my eyes den after awhile i hear my parents wake up in the morning. and shit man, i haven sleepppppp.... RAR
it has been for 4 nites i think.. damm
but a little fong you do help. heh
but its really disturbing to have blocked nose.....
makes me restless and cannot concentrate.

okie i think i better go sleep for now. since i dun feel like studying and at this time i shld be sleeping....

piece of shit, me.

nu

i am preparing for my open book exams and at the how stu ff wor ks we bsite.
then something caught my eye.

How Women Work.

Faints.

so women are categorised as stuff... hur
but after that i found that they have how men work too.
ok so fair enough..
if not the feminist in me is going to ROAR. haha

ok den i read the articles.
women tend to be angry for longer period than men.
and women are more likely to take revenge through subversive methods, in the form of gossips.
hurhur.

oh well~

i'm weird because

i love to stare at washing machines.

i love to look at how the clothes are being spin and twirl here and there. ha

i dun eat alot of things. before i even try them, i know i wont enjoy. heh

i love to look at the rain, the smell of rain.. especially thunderstorms! because i'm all excited to spot a lightning. heh

i love to sit in the car and zoom pass the roads that's flooding. because i like to see big splash!! i got splashed before thou. it was quite funny~ haha

i need to sleep in the dark. like totally darkkkkk...

music makes me feel good. i'm more of an audio person than visual.

i have imaginary frens!!

kidding.

*sob*sob*

boo hoo

i'm so sad.

i hateeeeeeeee maths and watever thats related!!

i.e. STATS

sobsobsob

anyway

very dead for QC on 16th.

unless a miracle happens....

FIGHT ON TILL THE END!!!!!

I MUST!

i'm a piece of shit man.. seriously...

just wan to get over it!!

some quotes that tickle me.

Some people find fault like there's a reward for it.
- Zig Ziglar

Not doing more than the average is what keeps the average down.

– William M. Winans

If everybody is thinking alike, then somebody isn't thinking.

-Mark Twain

Behind every great man is a woman rolling her eyes.

- Jim Carrey

pricesss going UP

yea prices of rice keep going up and up and it has been on the papers and news for many days..

and every thing that has to do with rice will go up too.

faints

they rise the prices by 20 cents.. 50 cents... blah

but the prices of 1kg of rice only increase by 30cents.

so did i eat 1kg of rice worth at one meal??

hmm i shall eat at home den..

dam the price hike.

yea

Happy Anniversary dear :D

thank you.

I Love You.

boo

tutu's gone again...

i'm having my cramps again...

my exams is coming again...

i dint prepare well for my quiz again...

found gems

God : Hello. Did you call me?

Me: Called you? No.. who is this?

God : This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

God : What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Me: Don't know. But I cant find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.

God : Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God : Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God : Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?

God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday.You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty. .

God : Pain is inevitable able, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why cant we be free from problems?

God : Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you! are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..

God : If you look outside you will not know where you are heading.Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

God : Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God : Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?

God : when they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me" Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I cant get the answer.

God : Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?

God : Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God : There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.

God : Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took our breath away!

i've seen this email quite some time ago. i find it very motivating. but after awhile i forgot abt it... but reading it again i found new things to understand.
dun really need to care who is the God who wrote this... but it does make great sense!

experience is really a hard teacher, i freaking failed her test everytime.

I GOT EXAMS next WEEK.
can you believe it~~

RAR.

a planned attack!!

i was spending my day at home as usual...
doing my work and den i heard noises in the kitchen..
i was in the living room, at first i tot it was just the wind that blew something down to the floor.
but it continued for quite long so i stood there to listen.
den i decided to check it out.... <--- (adds in the typical shark's coming music in JAWS)

i walked to the kitchen and i saw a black bird with yellow beak standing on top of my basket of fruits!!!!
it was happily poking the applessss!!
at first i tot it flew in by accident.. so i was afraid that it was chua sai if i try to shoo it away.
so i moved slowly towards the kitchen door and wanting to close it to prevent it from going crasy zooming around my whole house.
but to my surprise!
as i walked nearer, it flew to the window at the side and stood on the ledge and turned its head to look at me and flew out of the window to the tree outside!

and then i knew that it was a PLANNED ATTACK!!!
it wasnt by chance that the bird flew in, it came in with an intention!
oh my god....
birds nowadays.....
tsk tsk

and that bird ah.. happily poked all the 3 apples in the basket. it cannot just poke 1 of the 3 meh???

roar.

uhuuuu~

met up with the stinkies just now and it was a great gathering! lots of gossips to share and updates. but most of the time its still work and fyp... haha final year students fav topics ok!

the coffee club is really a good place for gathering i think~ heh cosy and comfy!

pics i do not have wor.. next time ba.

and the carniv al is GREAT!

because i get to row!! :D
because it is only 250m! (meaning i can last 250m! hurhur)
because there are game booths for us to play!
because when we win the game, we get free gifts!!!
because we get free tattoos.
because the race tee is nice and every thing's free~
they are really willing to spend for their company's event..

this was my 2nd year there and it was much more enjoyable cos last yr i was all aloneeeee... i even eat lunch at one corner lor.. heh

sucky ankle is coming back!!
RARRR
please leh... dun like that...
:(

okay, some thoughts here.

people who are good seems to be good in everything.
things like, nobody is perfect... you have areas that you are strong at.. you haven found your niche.. blah
mayb are words to make the not as good people feel better.
OR they are excuses for the not as good people to not work so hard..

hmm but my world there isnt any super duper smartie all rounded talented shitass. haha
so i'm happy in my world :)
just that once in a while you will hear abt these people.
ignorance is bliss.... (does it count?)

BUT ignorance is the greatest error in the whole wide world! [1] <---- haha i got citation sia... result of fyp overdose.
if you think abt it.. its true..
the exams questions that you cant answer is becos of????
the times when you under prepare for something is becos of????
the times when you were caught unaware and you didnt react well is becos of?????
the times when you do something excessively and didnt know it will harm your body and result to injury is becos of????
the times when you have no idea and just follow whatever someone says and in the end do wrongly is becos of????

ignorance waste time.
knowledge is power.

do you think...
high tolerance links to negligence?
playfulness links to low seriousness?
unbiased links to indecisiveness?


you know there is olways this thin line..
that separates the yes and no, the black and white, the make it and break it.
travelling on that thin line is dangerous.
and pretty stressful.
why dont give yourself more space to move?

mayb becos if travelling on that thin line and in the end.. still makes it!
it will be magnificent.
well i say maybe..
on the other hand, if it tipped over the line abit and... just breaks it.
it will be a disastrous end.

remedy that comes after a big problem may make people feel that alot of work is done.
but..
prevention along the way to not let that big problem of sort to happen is hard work.
but people may not appreciate it, becos in their eyes there are only what they can see..

hais, foolishness and mediocrity of the mankind.

i admire great leaders.

end of 杞人忧天。

:) nite.

References

1. my QC lecturer.

do the ergo man.

seriously it is a good workout. but i hate the cold air that i need to breathe.

got non-aircon ergo??

i think this song is amazing

杨宗纬 - 洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气

大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现
你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我看到我的
全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你
有一秒专属的剧情

作词／作曲：阿信(五月天)

you know i never thought that an onion can be used to descibe something.. or anything~
this song did it so well~~~
i especially likes this part..
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪

i mean its damn true la but its for another reason..
只要你能 听到我看到我的
全心全意.

song writing is interesting!
oh well, i hope i can really fulfill my piano dream once i started earning my keep :)

2 things that i want to do after graduation!
PIANO & TENNIS!

i want to have a second chance to learn them again.

but sometimes, there isnt olways a second chance...
only when u lose it, you will start to miss it.

CHERISH YEAH!!!
i have to keep reminding myself that!!!
its so easy to take things or people for granted... :(

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FINALLY I AM DONE WITH MY FYP REPORT!!!!

UP NEXT: FYP PRESENTATION
AND MY VERY DEAD QC.

DAMN.

BUT STILL....
I'M AM GOING TO BE HAPPY FOR THIS WEEK!!

:D

once again...

i miss tutu..

somebody to love tutu?

i miss tutu very much...

staring at the cam, what you doing?


staring even more, why you keep taking pics of me!



tutu asleep~

tutu's fav carrots! and i don't allow snatching, must eat from my hand. heh

tutu on the litter pan, shitting.

tutu drinking!
check out the tiny paws.. hee


boo.

he will come home one fine day!

:(

boo....

i miss tutu...

):

ytd was sitting around the dining table having breakfast mum.
den daddy was standing beside me...
daddy has fatty liver bcos of too much alcohol in the younger days.
so he just went to see tcm for some chinese medicine to "nourish" the liver.
den i saw the spots on daddy's arm... the kind of brown spots that old ppl will have.
i asked daddy, "aA~ ah pa why u have these spots???"
daddy replied, " old liao lor... you are not the little qiqi anymore also rite.. so i'm growing old too.."
me: boo, i feel like crying...
i dun want daddy to be old.....
i dun want mum to be old too..
(-_-)

BOO i DON'T WANTTTTTT!!!!
i don't want them to grow old.
and i still feel like a little ger with mum and dad...
hais and i still so feeding on them for like 24 yearssss....

i better start earning money!

Well I was there on the day

They sold the cause for the queen,

And when the lights all went out

We watched our lives on the screen.

I hate the ending myself,

But it started with an alright scene.

Because the drugs never work

They're gonna give you a smirk

Cause they got methods of keeping you clean

They're gonna rip off your heads

Your aspirations to shreds

Another cog in the murder machine

secrets and lies

return me my freedom.

its cryin' out loud.

the rebel's asleep.

the inner child's sad.

the human is not doing a good job.

my peace.

life has been disturbed for some time.

makes me doubt if i was right.

i hate the way it makes me feel.

it makes me hate me.

l long for the peace and

the pure happiness that was once with me.

i have to save me.

for i created this poison.

for that single day,

it starts today.

i wish....

to see the WORLD!
to churn out that fyp report ASAP!
to start studying for my last exams.


i wish to sleeeeeeeep.

argh`

dam the ants crawling out of my lap top!!!!

i hate antsssssssssssss

hmmm

there are many points of view to a single issue.

the ache.

dehydrated in the nite

i think my lips are cracking at the sides.

i fight it with all my might

to realise it is me from inside.

watever that i demand

may be something i cant delivery.

why are they hardly on the same line

so that i can cease the fight.

when will it be fine?

teachings.

看破

放下

。自在

be glad someone hurt you.

be glad someone anger you.

be glad someone lie to you.

because they give you a chance to forgive and forget.

as dad explained it...

but seems hard to me. it will be great if i can thou. :D

seems like i dun have a proper post on my blog for a long time..
ok got 1 lastest discovery thou.

TUTU IS A GER GER! ahha
all along i tot its a boyboy leh.. thats wat the ex owner told me.. heh

tutu is dam cute now cos the groomer cut 90% of her long fur away! she shrank by 2 times her size.. was so 心痛 when i saw her after the fur cut. heh like so pitiful to become soooo small~ but when she start scratching me again..

i woke up.
this is still the bad tempered TUTU!
but still i bought her biscuits treats.. (cheap cheap 5 bucks thats why..) haaa
and i'm got a membership with the pets lo ver ce ntre~ yeah

check her out!

ok i'm getting boring.. other than my rabbit there;s nothing else
except FYYYYYYYYYYYYYP
its qutie amazing okay. it can keep nagging in my mind and keeping me stressssss for weeeks!
dam.
blah blah blah.. lots of shit regarding fyp but not interested to recall abt them now.
:)

hmm seriously.. i dun have much thoughts alrady.. haha
i cant think of things to write here!
my poor mind inundated by freaking fyppp.

亲爱的那并不是爱情 - 张韶涵

教室里那台风琴
叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的声音
动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影
喜欢你字跡清秀的关心
那温热的 牛奶瓶
在我手中握紧
有你在的地方
我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明.

nice song. such a sweet start with a sad ending.... you listen to it and you will know who wrote it.

词:方文山 曲:周杰伦

haha from wailai...

ARGHHHHHHHHH.

end my misery

QUICK!

so DEEEEEEAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDD

and the days are flying awayyyyyyy


and i still freaking fallll sickkkkkk


booo


i just wanna whine and sulk.


no day no night


i cannot


bad healthhhhh


fug.

my tutu is a TORTE SWISS FOX!

so coool huh.

its rare leh...
heh

i actually miss him... wanna go home and play with him :)

my fyp SUCKS
and i so dun feel like doing it....
PLS START
PLS START!!!!!!



KILL ME.

MY FREAKING POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR FEET

Custom-made arch supports are more commonly known as orthotics. People with flat or over-pronated feet should take notice here: orthotics really do help. Like eyeglasses, orthotics can be expensive when custom-made, but if they're well fitted and in a proper set of footwear, they're worth every penny.

hmmm... yea they cost 380 buckssss!!!

my ang bao money is flying away.

this is sooooo cute!

so sweeeet rite~ hee but this is not my rabbit..





Rabbit on leash!!!! i wish i could walk the rabbit toooo :)

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitchy!

RAR

self doubts killls the team.

i dunno how to make u strong.

but you gotta start making urself strong.

time is running out.

things on my table

darling's photo frame :)

darling's sports man of the year award :)

sally's absolut pears mini

my vichy sunblocks

music that filled the air is Disenchanted by MCR (i love the start man)

mickey mouse calendar from cousin from japan

another calendar from dad :)

nin jiom pei pa koa (my fav)

evening primrose oil from mama :)

guylian choc from angel who flew away

bro's alarm clock

vit c effervescent from the doc

a radio from dad's company

fyp samplesss (freak)

goggles! (i'm into swimming lately ok)

darling's random issue of Reader's Digest

a banana for breakfast (my fav fruit ok)

many notes but on the top is advance biomaterials (i like ok, cos is singaporean lecturer!)

ok back to tutorial.

whee ITS FRIDAY!!!! (cos its the weekend)

boo ITS FRIDAY!!!! (cos one week closer to dead line of fyp)

in love with this song.

我们都该 回头看看 来时路

就算起风 偶尔有雾 模糊不了幸福


我们都该 再心理数数 感动的次数

谁陪你疯 谁陪你笑 拍拍肩一起追逐


多少爱错过了才看清楚

多少事无法弥补才认输

多少次以为找到了幸福

却发现一开始就是个错误


每一断路 都是一种领悟

珍珠再夺目 留不住心头热乎乎

真心的鼓舞 能温暖一生的旅途

每一断路 难免荆棘密布

把坚持牢牢握住 不怕艰难险阻

学会去爱 就不会迷路

- 路 -
唱：迷路兵
词：乐声
曲：乐子

such a touching song
makes me tear!
well written.

makes some sense to me

If you keep doing the same things over and over again, you're not going to learn anything new. So today, you owe it to yourself to mix up your usual routine and delve into some foreign territory. Whether you simply take a different route to work or decide to embark on a whole new career altogether, your day will be a lot more interesting the more you alter your usual method of doing things. Flexibility is something you have to exercise every once in a while, or else you get stuck in a rut.


the new year awaits!

happy new year

FUG OFF!!!!

fugging pissed me offffffff!!!!