she's going to heaven.

Nic, Nic bo Bic
fanna fo Fic,
Fee fy mo Mic,
NIC!

hur, i sang this to her once.
last week was crasy.
it was a weird occasion for gathering.. but i would say that was the time i get to see some ppl whom i haven met for a longggg time.

it was sad, heartbreaking but some news really make me feel comforting... like xw's dream.
I just feel happy in the midst of all the saddness.

I really think she's going to heaven. not just becos she's a great person, like wat her sis describe in the eulogy... but in the Buddhism, my dad says he think she's most likely to go to 天道 or 极乐世界 in amitabha's land.

then i think and look at my life, i guess i still got a long way to go to be qualified to go heaven. kinda duh. but living in this life on earth as a human is closest chance to go to heaven at the end of life.. but i seriously think i still got lots to learn and haven done enough good deeds to go yet. and yes, it makes me want to be a better person...

in Buddha's teachings, recarnation is not the best... its actually better to leave the shell (your body) behind and free the soul.

I've got lots to learn and i better make the best of wat i have while on this earth.

看开，放下， 自在。