a planned attack!!

i was spending my day at home as usual...
doing my work and den i heard noises in the kitchen..
i was in the living room, at first i tot it was just the wind that blew something down to the floor.
but it continued for quite long so i stood there to listen.
den i decided to check it out.... <--- (adds in the typical shark's coming music in JAWS)

i walked to the kitchen and i saw a black bird with yellow beak standing on top of my basket of fruits!!!!
it was happily poking the applessss!!
at first i tot it flew in by accident.. so i was afraid that it was chua sai if i try to shoo it away.
so i moved slowly towards the kitchen door and wanting to close it to prevent it from going crasy zooming around my whole house.
but to my surprise!
as i walked nearer, it flew to the window at the side and stood on the ledge and turned its head to look at me and flew out of the window to the tree outside!

and then i knew that it was a PLANNED ATTACK!!!
it wasnt by chance that the bird flew in, it came in with an intention!
oh my god....
birds nowadays.....
tsk tsk

and that bird ah.. happily poked all the 3 apples in the basket. it cannot just poke 1 of the 3 meh???

roar.

uhuuuu~

met up with the stinkies just now and it was a great gathering! lots of gossips to share and updates. but most of the time its still work and fyp... haha final year students fav topics ok!

the coffee club is really a good place for gathering i think~ heh cosy and comfy!

pics i do not have wor.. next time ba.

and the carniv al is GREAT!

because i get to row!! :D
because it is only 250m! (meaning i can last 250m! hurhur)
because there are game booths for us to play!
because when we win the game, we get free gifts!!!
because we get free tattoos.
because the race tee is nice and every thing's free~
they are really willing to spend for their company's event..

this was my 2nd year there and it was much more enjoyable cos last yr i was all aloneeeee... i even eat lunch at one corner lor.. heh

sucky ankle is coming back!!
RARRR
please leh... dun like that...
:(

okay, some thoughts here.

people who are good seems to be good in everything.
things like, nobody is perfect... you have areas that you are strong at.. you haven found your niche.. blah
mayb are words to make the not as good people feel better.
OR they are excuses for the not as good people to not work so hard..

hmm but my world there isnt any super duper smartie all rounded talented shitass. haha
so i'm happy in my world :)
just that once in a while you will hear abt these people.
ignorance is bliss.... (does it count?)

BUT ignorance is the greatest error in the whole wide world! [1] <---- haha i got citation sia... result of fyp overdose.
if you think abt it.. its true..
the exams questions that you cant answer is becos of????
the times when you under prepare for something is becos of????
the times when you were caught unaware and you didnt react well is becos of?????
the times when you do something excessively and didnt know it will harm your body and result to injury is becos of????
the times when you have no idea and just follow whatever someone says and in the end do wrongly is becos of????

ignorance waste time.
knowledge is power.

do you think...
high tolerance links to negligence?
playfulness links to low seriousness?
unbiased links to indecisiveness?


you know there is olways this thin line..
that separates the yes and no, the black and white, the make it and break it.
travelling on that thin line is dangerous.
and pretty stressful.
why dont give yourself more space to move?

mayb becos if travelling on that thin line and in the end.. still makes it!
it will be magnificent.
well i say maybe..
on the other hand, if it tipped over the line abit and... just breaks it.
it will be a disastrous end.

remedy that comes after a big problem may make people feel that alot of work is done.
but..
prevention along the way to not let that big problem of sort to happen is hard work.
but people may not appreciate it, becos in their eyes there are only what they can see..

hais, foolishness and mediocrity of the mankind.

i admire great leaders.

end of 杞人忧天。

:) nite.

References

1. my QC lecturer.

do the ergo man.

seriously it is a good workout. but i hate the cold air that i need to breathe.

got non-aircon ergo??

i think this song is amazing

杨宗纬 - 洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气

大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现
你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我看到我的
全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你
有一秒专属的剧情

作词／作曲：阿信(五月天)

you know i never thought that an onion can be used to descibe something.. or anything~
this song did it so well~~~
i especially likes this part..
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪

i mean its damn true la but its for another reason..
只要你能 听到我看到我的
全心全意.

song writing is interesting!
oh well, i hope i can really fulfill my piano dream once i started earning my keep :)

2 things that i want to do after graduation!
PIANO & TENNIS!

i want to have a second chance to learn them again.

but sometimes, there isnt olways a second chance...
only when u lose it, you will start to miss it.

CHERISH YEAH!!!
i have to keep reminding myself that!!!
its so easy to take things or people for granted... :(

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FINALLY I AM DONE WITH MY FYP REPORT!!!!

UP NEXT: FYP PRESENTATION
AND MY VERY DEAD QC.

DAMN.

BUT STILL....
I'M AM GOING TO BE HAPPY FOR THIS WEEK!!

:D

once again...

i miss tutu..

somebody to love tutu?

i miss tutu very much...

staring at the cam, what you doing?


staring even more, why you keep taking pics of me!



tutu asleep~

tutu's fav carrots! and i don't allow snatching, must eat from my hand. heh

tutu on the litter pan, shitting.

tutu drinking!
check out the tiny paws.. hee


boo.

he will come home one fine day!

:(

boo....

i miss tutu...

):

ytd was sitting around the dining table having breakfast mum.
den daddy was standing beside me...
daddy has fatty liver bcos of too much alcohol in the younger days.
so he just went to see tcm for some chinese medicine to "nourish" the liver.
den i saw the spots on daddy's arm... the kind of brown spots that old ppl will have.
i asked daddy, "aA~ ah pa why u have these spots???"
daddy replied, " old liao lor... you are not the little qiqi anymore also rite.. so i'm growing old too.."
me: boo, i feel like crying...
i dun want daddy to be old.....
i dun want mum to be old too..
(-_-)

BOO i DON'T WANTTTTTT!!!!
i don't want them to grow old.
and i still feel like a little ger with mum and dad...
hais and i still so feeding on them for like 24 yearssss....

i better start earning money!

Well I was there on the day

They sold the cause for the queen,

And when the lights all went out

We watched our lives on the screen.

I hate the ending myself,

But it started with an alright scene.

Because the drugs never work

They're gonna give you a smirk

Cause they got methods of keeping you clean

They're gonna rip off your heads

Your aspirations to shreds

Another cog in the murder machine

secrets and lies

return me my freedom.

its cryin' out loud.

the rebel's asleep.

the inner child's sad.

the human is not doing a good job.

my peace.

life has been disturbed for some time.

makes me doubt if i was right.

i hate the way it makes me feel.

it makes me hate me.

l long for the peace and

the pure happiness that was once with me.

i have to save me.

for i created this poison.

for that single day,

it starts today.

i wish....

to see the WORLD!
to churn out that fyp report ASAP!
to start studying for my last exams.


i wish to sleeeeeeeep.

argh`

dam the ants crawling out of my lap top!!!!

i hate antsssssssssssss

hmmm

there are many points of view to a single issue.

the ache.

dehydrated in the nite

i think my lips are cracking at the sides.

i fight it with all my might

to realise it is me from inside.

watever that i demand

may be something i cant delivery.

why are they hardly on the same line

so that i can cease the fight.

when will it be fine?

teachings.

看破

放下

。自在

be glad someone hurt you.

be glad someone anger you.

be glad someone lie to you.

because they give you a chance to forgive and forget.

as dad explained it...

but seems hard to me. it will be great if i can thou. :D

seems like i dun have a proper post on my blog for a long time..
ok got 1 lastest discovery thou.

TUTU IS A GER GER! ahha
all along i tot its a boyboy leh.. thats wat the ex owner told me.. heh

tutu is dam cute now cos the groomer cut 90% of her long fur away! she shrank by 2 times her size.. was so 心痛 when i saw her after the fur cut. heh like so pitiful to become soooo small~ but when she start scratching me again..

i woke up.
this is still the bad tempered TUTU!
but still i bought her biscuits treats.. (cheap cheap 5 bucks thats why..) haaa
and i'm got a membership with the pets lo ver ce ntre~ yeah

check her out!

ok i'm getting boring.. other than my rabbit there;s nothing else
except FYYYYYYYYYYYYYP
its qutie amazing okay. it can keep nagging in my mind and keeping me stressssss for weeeks!
dam.
blah blah blah.. lots of shit regarding fyp but not interested to recall abt them now.
:)

hmm seriously.. i dun have much thoughts alrady.. haha
i cant think of things to write here!
my poor mind inundated by freaking fyppp.

亲爱的那并不是爱情 - 张韶涵

教室里那台风琴
叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的声音
动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影
喜欢你字跡清秀的关心
那温热的 牛奶瓶
在我手中握紧
有你在的地方
我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明.

nice song. such a sweet start with a sad ending.... you listen to it and you will know who wrote it.

词:方文山 曲:周杰伦

haha from wailai...

ARGHHHHHHHHH.

end my misery

QUICK!

so DEEEEEEAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDD

and the days are flying awayyyyyyy


and i still freaking fallll sickkkkkk


booo


i just wanna whine and sulk.


no day no night


i cannot


bad healthhhhh


fug.

my tutu is a TORTE SWISS FOX!

so coool huh.

its rare leh...
heh

i actually miss him... wanna go home and play with him :)

my fyp SUCKS
and i so dun feel like doing it....
PLS START
PLS START!!!!!!



KILL ME.

MY FREAKING POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR FEET

Custom-made arch supports are more commonly known as orthotics. People with flat or over-pronated feet should take notice here: orthotics really do help. Like eyeglasses, orthotics can be expensive when custom-made, but if they're well fitted and in a proper set of footwear, they're worth every penny.

hmmm... yea they cost 380 buckssss!!!

my ang bao money is flying away.

this is sooooo cute!

so sweeeet rite~ hee but this is not my rabbit..





Rabbit on leash!!!! i wish i could walk the rabbit toooo :)

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitchy!

RAR

self doubts killls the team.

i dunno how to make u strong.

but you gotta start making urself strong.

time is running out.

things on my table

darling's photo frame :)

darling's sports man of the year award :)

sally's absolut pears mini

my vichy sunblocks

music that filled the air is Disenchanted by MCR (i love the start man)

mickey mouse calendar from cousin from japan

another calendar from dad :)

nin jiom pei pa koa (my fav)

evening primrose oil from mama :)

guylian choc from angel who flew away

bro's alarm clock

vit c effervescent from the doc

a radio from dad's company

fyp samplesss (freak)

goggles! (i'm into swimming lately ok)

darling's random issue of Reader's Digest

a banana for breakfast (my fav fruit ok)

many notes but on the top is advance biomaterials (i like ok, cos is singaporean lecturer!)

ok back to tutorial.

whee ITS FRIDAY!!!! (cos its the weekend)

boo ITS FRIDAY!!!! (cos one week closer to dead line of fyp)

in love with this song.

我们都该 回头看看 来时路

就算起风 偶尔有雾 模糊不了幸福


我们都该 再心理数数 感动的次数

谁陪你疯 谁陪你笑 拍拍肩一起追逐


多少爱错过了才看清楚

多少事无法弥补才认输

多少次以为找到了幸福

却发现一开始就是个错误


每一断路 都是一种领悟

珍珠再夺目 留不住心头热乎乎

真心的鼓舞 能温暖一生的旅途

每一断路 难免荆棘密布

把坚持牢牢握住 不怕艰难险阻

学会去爱 就不会迷路

- 路 -
唱：迷路兵
词：乐声
曲：乐子

such a touching song
makes me tear!
well written.

makes some sense to me

If you keep doing the same things over and over again, you're not going to learn anything new. So today, you owe it to yourself to mix up your usual routine and delve into some foreign territory. Whether you simply take a different route to work or decide to embark on a whole new career altogether, your day will be a lot more interesting the more you alter your usual method of doing things. Flexibility is something you have to exercise every once in a while, or else you get stuck in a rut.


the new year awaits!

happy new year

FUG OFF!!!!

fugging pissed me offffffff!!!!

Personality Psychology
About the Statements
The items are all taken from the International Personality Item Pool, using the 100 question Big Five personality test which is available in the public domain. The Big Five personality traits (openness, conscientiousness, extraversion, agreeableness, neuroticism) were discovered more than 30 years ago, and have been found to be extremely consistent for people even when the test is retaken years later. Thus, they represent a stable part of what it means to be `you`.

Openness
Openness to Experience describes a dimension of personality that distinguishes imaginative, creative people from down-to-earth, conventional people. Open people are intellectually curious, appreciative of art, and sensitive to beauty. They tend to be, compared to closed people, more aware of their feelings. They therefore tend to hold unconventional and individualistic beliefs, although their actions may be conforming (see agreeableness). People with low scores on openness to experience tend to have narrow, common interests. They prefer the plain, straightforward, and obvious over the complex, ambiguous, and subtle. They may regard the arts and sciences with suspicion, regarding these endeavors as abstruse or of no practical use. Closed people prefer familiarity over novelty; they are conservative and resistant to change.

Conscientiousness
Conscientiousness concerns the way in which we control, regulate, and direct our impulses. Impulses are not inherently bad; occasionally time constraints require a snap decision, and acting on our first impulse can be an effective response. Also, in times of play rather than work, acting spontaneously and impulsively can be fun. Impulsive individuals can be seen by others as colorful, fun-to-be-with, and zany. Conscientiousness includes the factor known as Need for Achievement (NAch).
The benefits of high conscientiousness are obvious. Conscientious individuals avoid trouble and achieve high levels of success through purposeful planning and persistence. They are also positively regarded by others as intelligent and reliable. On the negative side, they can be compulsive perfectionists and workaholics. Furthermore, extremely conscientious individuals might be regarded as stuffy and boring. Unconscientious people may be criticized for their unreliability, lack of ambition, and failure to stay within the lines, but they will experience many short-lived pleasures and they will never be called stuffy (i.e. dull, boring, unimaginative).

Extraversion
Extraversion (also "extroversion") is marked by pronounced engagement with the external world. Extraverts enjoy being with people, are full of energy, and often experience positive emotions. They tend to be enthusiastic, action-oriented individuals who are likely to say "Yes!" or "Let's go!" to opportunities for excitement. In groups they like to talk, assert themselves, and draw attention to themselves.
Introverts lack the exuberance, energy, and activity levels of extraverts. They tend to be quiet, low-key, deliberate, and less dependent on the social world. Their lack of social involvement should not be interpreted as shyness or depression; the introvert simply needs less stimulation than an extravert and more time alone to re-charge their batteries.

Agreeableness
Agreeableness reflects individual differences in concern with cooperation and social harmony. Agreeable individuals value getting along with others. They are therefore considerate, friendly, generous, helpful, and willing to compromise their interests with others`. Agreeable people also have an optimistic view of human nature. They believe people are basically honest, decent, and trustworthy.
Disagreeable individuals place self-interest above getting along with others. They are generally unconcerned with others` well-being, and therefore are unlikely to extend themselves for other people. Sometimes their skepticism about others` motives causes them to be suspicious, unfriendly, and uncooperative.
Agreeableness is obviously advantageous for attaining and maintaining popularity. Agreeable people are better liked than disagreeable people. On the other hand, agreeableness is not useful in situations that require tough or absolute objective decisions. Disagreeable people can make excellent scientists, critics, or soldiers.

Neuroticism
Neuroticism, also known inversely as Emotional Stability, refers to the tendency to experience negative emotions. Those who score high on Neuroticism may experience primarily one specific negative feeling such as anxiety, anger, or depression, but are likely to experience several of these emotions. People high in Neuroticism are emotionally reactive. They respond emotionally to events that would not affect most people, and their reactions tend to be more intense than normal. They are more likely to interpret ordinary situations as threatening, and minor frustrations as hopelessly difficult. Their negative emotional reactions tend to persist for unusually long periods of time, which means they are often in a bad mood. These problems in emotional regulation can diminish a neurotic`s ability to think clearly, make decisions, and cope effectively with stress.
At the other end of the scale, individuals who score low in Neuroticism are less easily upset and are less emotionally reactive. They tend to be calm, emotionally stable, and free from persistent negative feelings. Freedom from negative feelings does not mean that low scorers experience a lot of positive feelings; frequency of positive emotions is a component of the Extraversion domain.

i refuse to do FYP!

bahhhhh!

so demotivated to do the freaking FYP!!!!!

ARGHHH

its suppose to be holiday!

i just want to find things to do except my project!!!

boo :(

dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want.



hais there are just times we have to force ourselves.

my rabbit!!!

hello everyone! this is tutu! :)
he is a very naughty rabbit, that's all i can say.

this is him, resting behind the sofa. if he's not here,

he will be tearing the newspapers or try to chew on something!

-argh-

but sometimes he's sweeeet~ :)

cos he love stroking.. hee

he loves that pack of food~ heh

Sorry, blame it on me

nice tune. i like.
but i think its crasy to apologise for something that yet to occur.. hmm
aren't you suppose to stop it from happening??!
what's the point of saying sorry when you did not make an effort to stop it from happening??!!
madness.
dun really agree with this song, even thou there are parts that its quite sweet, but it totally lose it if it's just saying sorry and no aftermath.
i think i'm not the kind who will clear up people's shit.
i think you have to clear up your own mess yourself.
hur. but still. nice tune~ haha

life. as i see.

i guess death happens all the time, at this very minute, someone may have left the earth. but oso at this very minute, a baby or babies has/have come to life.

my little nephew asked, great grandma really died?
my cousin replied, yes.
den he asked, where did she go?

my cousin couldnt answer.

when we were innocent kids, we dont know about all these scary stuff or the more worldly stuff, like death, like love and birth.
just having fun in the blissful world of our own.

when we get older, all these came to us. we are unfortunate.

this time, it is the first shock of sudden death of a friend.

this left everyone thinking, life is short, fragile, unpredictable...
there was a saying, "live your day like you have no tomorrow"
i thought it was nonsense, if there is no tomorrow, then I won't be doing what I am doing now.. I will be spending my time with my love ones and say words that i haven say.. donate my savings.. send gifts to frens.. blah. and imagine how depressing it is if everyday you jsut tell yourself that.
but you know, life being unpredictable, meaning an unknown constant and time is a fixed constant of 24hr, only you can decide what to substitute into this function to get an equation that makes sense to you.

often we dream of what we want to be.. but little that we realise that our job is to be what we want to be.

it will be sad if you live your life like a lie.
i know it's difficult, but i olways believe that we can lie to the world, but we cannot lie to ourselves.
just be who you are, becos if you keep running away from yourself, mayb she wont come back anymore on the day you feel tired of being the exterior you. then you look inside but you are unsure anymore and that will leave you more lost than before.
you spent so much effort and time beautifying the temple of your soul, but you forgot to nurture your soul and she became malnutrition.

and you lose the light in your eyes and the spring in your steps.

i dont know how to be courageous. i think i'm never associated with that word! ha
but just dont be afraid to speak up for yourself.
for 20 years down the road, you may not remember all the right things that you have done..
but remember the words or things that you should have.

be like boonsan! i admire his courage to speak his mind, to shout at the starter to hold, because his boat is not ready, to not let anything come to his way that is going to obstruct what he wants to create.

cherish the ones you love and loves you.
becos you really mean the world to someone out there.

him.

this year's pm cup


the first left on the boat. M R500



see~ when there is a chance, when he is in the pic,
they will do the bg

memories...

boonsan is really someone you love and hate... the things that he says together with his crudeness olways tickled all of us.

and we olways just love to make fun of him, if there is any chance.

a very strong pacer. he has the calibre to yaya papaya..

last sem was his final sem and he had a new camera as a present from his gf,

den he went around taking pictures of sdba, the guys team,the gers team

and he will say.. "for memories!"

that day at the dinner i told him, "boonsan, take picture leh.. MEMORIES!"



for now, he really lives on in my memory forever.

its all so unreal.. this weekend..

the d b community is devastated..


dear friend, I wish that you find peace and comfort in a better faraway land.

For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

i will never forget you.




02 07 2007. phoenix hotel.


penang 06.




Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.

Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.

It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.

Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.

For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.


greenday - Time of Your Life

dear god...

just sitting in front of my laptop and staring at all the msn nicks and all the news updates.
trying to study for my 2 papers coming tmr and wed.
i prayed that they be fine.
i cannot imagine, he's my fren.
i was hopeful, they can be found, they are strong swimmers.
but the current was stronger.
as minutes and hours passed, i wish the villagers caught them or they were being wash up the shore..
want to know the importance of 1 minute or 1 hour?
maybe now you'll see how big a difference it make or how torturous it is to friends and families..
40 hours already.
they found 2 bodies.
the captain is going to identify his dear teammates.
we anxiously waiting for news here.
but i know we all will not believe anything.
unless it is confirmed.
its slim but there may be a chance.
dear god,
i pray for a miracle.
please. =..(

oh my god

pray to god.

don't take them away...

patriotic

i never like history in secondary school. and i cant understand why my bro loves it so much.
i guess i've misssed out!
history is really quite fun.
too bad i only know how to appreciate at this me.
studying for E & S. and its really something different from all the theories, formulaes, concepts of science.
its just purely about my nation.
i enjoyed studying for it even thou i only attended the last lecture. hurhur..
reading about the history of spore again and i really admire L K Y.
-salute-
the courage, the visionary, the determination to bring spore from a land that somebody dont want to a country we are today.
from 1965, 42 years down the road, from 3rd world to 1st world and having what we have today is really incredible. its really effort and hard work of many.
i think they are desperately trying to convey a message that Spore is a small nation, this is olways our main insecurity. i can understand that worry. in alot of things, size really does matter.
we should be too complacent abt life here. this comfort zone was built by the earlier generations and we are lucky to be enjoying it.

our home is not just where ur family and u stay in.
look at the bigger picture,
it is your country.
stand even further and see,
it is this planet.

protect the environment people!
every bit goes a long way~

hmmm.

"Even if she did the right thing, did she do it in the right way? One of the important things that young professionals should learn as quickly as possible is that how one does something is sometimes as important--or almost as important--as what one does."


so true!

GO WATCH

STARDUST!

because its a very sweet fairytale. and its freaking funny.

fantasy~

beautiful witch~

gay pirates~

funny ghosts~

star~

human loves to gaze at the stars,

but do know if the stars ever gaze at us?

i've found my star :)

ITCHY LEH

RAR.
something is wrong with me.
i have itchy hands
now it is itchy everywhere.
boo
whats wrong???!
i was suspecting its my rabbit.
i may b alllergic to its protein in the saliva
OR
the dust from my "almost black" fan!!!
you know like dust are being propelled down from the fan to my body!
and i feel itchy when the wind blows.
my guess its the dust!!!

i'm going to buy dettol tmr and clean up the rooom.
damm

these few days

hais
these few days supposed to be mugging.
but i'm kinda doing it half heartedly.
-oh well like wats new abt it-
i guess i can NEVER fully absorb the whole of one sem's work.
even if i absorb it, my memory will still fail me.
my brain has low ultimate tensile strength.
constant studying leads to cyclic loading, which is bad too.
low cycle fatigue will lead to plastic deformation.
plastic deformation cause dislocations to move and intersect and decrease crystallinity.
cracks start to nucleate, propagate and grow.
and as they grow bigger, they are more susceptible to further stress and they start to nucleate, propagate and grow again.... blah blah...
GOld is good.
becos it is inert!
good to be stuff in the middle to prevent eating up of one another.
however, the 2 cant gel well too becos GOLD, being in the middle, doesnt really stick to anyone!
bad adhesion.
susceptible to delamination!
hur

this is the kind of thing i'm studying ppl~
and i kinda olways forget the whatever stress.. whatever strain.. modulus..
RAR.
jiayou!!

4 days to exams.

last weekend

was really happening.
i was excited over this race cos we were more prepared for it.
and for me coxing for this race is kinda bad. :(
especially for tertiary... sorry gers.
all along i knew coxing for reg atta is not easy cos you have choppy waters and the damm string to hold and the narrow race course.
boo.
everything can be better after its over...
but at that moment i did gave my all.

but if you think u can do a better job.
den come ba.

i'm planning to go back to rowing. :)
i wanna try, that is...
start slow first to see if my shoulders are fine..
coxing and drumming for the snr boat really makes me wanna join them back in rowing!
alot.
they really really improved.
its so so so heartening!
when i recall the "bath tub" trng session back before last jun race.
wow!
really different.
i did notice individuals who improve too.
strength wise
and rowing as a boat wise.

it is the best when everyone in the boat pointing their paddle at the same precise angle and pulling the water and recover at the same angle again.
i see that from the back.
the highest level of synchronisation.
to get one boat one stroke.

LONGER
HARDER
DEEPER
YES YES YES!!!

NICE~

another thing that make me feel heartened is the new appointment holders!
woo.
goddess
ash
jane.

i feel the 3 of them will compliment and support each other.
a good mix!

a pretty good end to my last reg atta.
:)
now every race is kinda the last.
oh no.

and dammm 10 days to exams
god bless pang.

and i am VOICELESS AGAIN!
hais
3rd time le
boo hoo hoo
seriously i feel better being a cox den a drum.
i feel i contribute more and have more awareness of what is happening around.
cos the cox sees the best.
can judge the situation better than when i drum,
cos everythings seems so opposite you know.
i'm like going backwards!
haha
and i olways scream my throat out...
boo.
i'm scared that i spoil it...

okay no talking for this weeeeeeek ppl.
dun be surprise if i dont talk to you.
pls be understanding okay!!!!!!!

alrite peace out to study.
BIOMATERIALS here i come.

我怀念的

想问为什么　 我不再是你的快乐

可是为什么　 却苦笑说我都懂了

自尊常常将人拖着 把爱都走曲折

假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸

狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的　是无话不说　

我怀念的　是一起作梦

我怀念的　是争吵以后　

还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日　

也记得那一首歌

记得那片星空　

最近的右手

最暖的胸口

谁忘了

我怀念的 是无言感动

我怀念的 是绝对炙热

我怀念的 是你很激动求我原谅

抱著我的痛 我记得你在背后　

我记得 我颤抖着

记得感觉汹涌

最美的烟火　

最沉的相拥

谁爱的太脆弱　

谁过头爱了

谁要走我的心

谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自古自里走

谁忘了看着我

谁让爱变执着

谁忘了要给你温柔

还是想要爱你的冲动

this is funny

side track while searching for cartoons for my prof comm presentation!!

take a look..
i think the iSwing is funny. haha

http://www.projectcartoon.com/pdf.php?CartoonID=2&PaperSize=A4

flew again

my weeeekend flew away again...
but i really cant settle down to my work at home any more.
home seems like a relaccccc place for me now.
(err, not tat i dont relac in hall..)
home is a total relac place cos i haven seen them for a week and i think i shld spend the time checking them out and ask if anything interesting happens when i'm not aroundddd...

and tutu (my pet rabbit! 兔兔! haha) is really a shit bucket! shit dammm alot lah. every 2 days gotta clean up his toilet.

YAH my rabbit is TOILET TRAINED OKAY!
HA HA!

but sometimes little milo-cereal-like shit do appear randomly in his cage.
hur

he's so nice so nice so nice to touch~ i just love stroking him.
he will lie down to let u touch him!! hee
but i think he's quite lazy.. never step out of the cage before.
even if i remove the entire cage cover, the most he did was to pop his head out...

hmm

i will showoff my pet rabbit soon! when i got some pics of him.
hehe

TMR GOT QUIZ AND FREAK!
I AM NOT PREPARED.
KILL ME~~~~

a worring read

http://www.thegreenguide.com/doc/122/dirtydozen

dear gers, beware of what you use to protect you may in turn harm you.

http://www.cosmeticdatabase.com/index.php?nothanks=1

browse thru the Make Up, Skin Care, Hair Care.....

and see how dangerous are your mascara, lip stick, shampoo, sunscreen...

hmmm.

bullies pls take a look...

cheers to the doomsday vault.

"doomsday vault"
Longyearbyen, Norway.
high above icy fjord.
not far from north pole. (near to santa clause! hur)
a repository of plant.
Svalbard Global Seed Vault.
freeze the seeds at -213 degrees.
fewer than 3000 settlers, with no birth.
threats from polar bears.
short summer, the sun never sets.
during winter, the sun never shines.
northen lights, aurora borealis!!!!
form of transport, sled dogs!!!


The library of life. where all plants unite.
cool place. i wish to visit.

flew.

the weekend just flew awayyyyyy....
arghhh
freak man.
i got sooo much to do yet i dun feel like doing it.
well it is actually one assignment that i dun wanna do. hur
the stupig engineer and society.
DAMMMMM
i must hand in my part by tonite!!!
by tonite
by tonite


I shall jsut anyhow do it.
and i got a quiz on tue!!!!
sian ahhh.

interesting read.

http://www.newstarget.com/Report_water_cure_0.html

go read this.
many things are blinded by money. including health and medical.

the freaking rich

The entire economies of the 48 poorest countries adds up to less money than you'll find in the Swiss bank accounts of the three richest people in the world.

How can they be soooooooooo freaking rich????

grandma left.

saddening.
when the very next time i visited her, she was lying there motionless.
heart-wrenching.
when she was living a minute ago and the next she lies in the coffin.
grievous.
when i remembered she used to play ball with me when i was young.
sorrowful.
as we prayed for her, wishing she will go to a better land.
painful.
when the flame has to burn everything down to ash.
its really the end.

when the spirit left the body.
its merely a shell to house our soul.
something that you cant bring with you,
something that will age, will fail, will rot.
something that has to turn to ash.
the soul is the life.
the soul that gave the body a purpose.

its time we take a look at what we are made up of inside.
did we spend too much time decorating the outside and ignore our deprived soul.


was so sad when i saw my mum cried so badly.
:(

hais but i think it frees the soul becos the body is too tired to carry on.
解脱。

bye grandma.

sians.
so many things to do and i just dont feel like doing it
i hate reading off the monitor.
it tires out my eyes!!
RARRRR

知足常乐

Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want; it is the realization of what you already have.

we actually have alot.
it just depends on who you are comparing with.

we are forgetful.
we forgets what we already have.

we are loved.
because each of us mean the world to somebody out there.

we need to appreciate more.
because you never know how much it is going to hurt if it's missing one day.

churn it out!!!

i must hand in my assignment
i must hand in my assignment
i must hand in my assignment


dammm

so hard leh.. need to spend so much time to search for something!
arghhhhh


if only i have the textbook.
which i wont buy.

on time
on time
on time!!!!

by friday! i gotta hand it in.

so hot in hall....
seems like i on the verge of falling sick..

anyway, something happy!

i'm gonna have a pet RABBIT!!

rabbit

rabbit

rabbit~!

wheeeee~
looking forward to its arrival.
hurhur.

continue my search for the damm package..

one of the many bday surprises! thank you gers!!!! :D

thank you dear :)

star cruise virgo below! i miss it~

check out the view behind!

cable car dinner :)

it ends tonight

hoho recess week ends tonight ppl.
what have you done?
i've got nano quiz on tue
microE assignment due fri
and i'm far from done.

but anyway, i still think life's good.
as in better now for me.
cos i'm studying more than i'm in yr 2 an 3.
seriously.
quite a few ppl said i've got the stress look on my face.
which i dunno how it looks like...
but a little stress is good for me.
i cant be too happy.
haha
i will forget to work.
a little tinge of sadness is a good mix.
hurhur

anyway. the weather is so hot and i'm a radiator after trng everytime.
arghhh. and i got headache for the weekend... :/
chong qing was not bad.. but i still prefer marina. cos there i can cook my prawns on the hot plate! which is more delicious.
and i stupigly went to the wrong manhanttan for grace's bday!
:S

this weekend will be attending a wedding dinner. hur.
and next week i got thin film quiz.
and i got stupig prof comm and eng & soc projects to do.
boo.

but anyway. life's good! :)
cheers to ribena.

a little at a time

first and foremost,
i am pms-ing.
so please beware.
dont irritate me, eg. cutting my queue, talking nonsense to me that will cause me to roll my eyes, getting in my way, commenting about the things on me.
other than that, i'm still nice =)
most of the time i'm nice but i can be not nice too. hur
moodswing is the culprit.

oh well pls bear with me ppl~

deprived
in need of green leafy veggie! chlorophyll deficiency!
in need of good sound for my ears. it is a pleasure to listen to good music that can excite the auditory.

wah want to write a lot of stuff but slpy now mans.
arghhh
okie succumb to sleepiness!!!!

oHhh really wanna thank all the kind souls for making my birthday yet another wonderful one!
love you all. muacksssssssss (big ones)

NITE

glorious fooooooood

yummy!!!!
HUNGRYYYYYYYYY
NOW!

blow the candlesss~

wheeee~

eh why the cake so hard?!

our presents!

on US~ :D

the greatest card maker!!

ah bao~!

yinyee and my birthday surprise!

heh this is all of them~ thank you =)
haha spot the guy!

cool stuff

the goodwood park buffet with the bullies for my birthday!!! whee~
the dental visit.
the sweet escape concert!!!
the new club that i'm in.. ASC~ woo.. haha
the harrison assessment coming soon.
the weekend at home to see my family :) kinda do miss them...
the squat machine! which vincent was our instructor..
the 10 free passes to fitness first!
the new found appetite! :) its great to eat alot. ha
the birthday is coming!!!!! remember remember, the fifth of September~
the team getting closer.
the classical piano cd which i bought in school.
the room in hall12.
the monkey key chain for my roomie and i :D
the muscle ache. i like~
the going to class at 830am!!!!! YES!!!!
the burger rush game. i want to play!
the "i will climb this mountain.
they told me that it is too high,
too far, too steep, too rocky and too difficult.
but it's my mountain.
I will climb it.
You will soon see me waving from the top or
dead on the side from trying."
thankyou~

oki thats all.
goodnite folks.

random

blisterssss!!! becos of sunburn. this is scary!
imagine how damaged the skin is.
they are boiled.
:(

HF is 化骨水! the poison the people used in the martial world.
it eats up your bone.
its colourless. its odourless. its not painful.
thank god we dont need to kill swordsman or climb watever mountain to retrieve the antidote.
haha its already available in the market.
i hope i wont get to use it but i doubt. heh

trng was great. as least i felt great and i enjoyed it.
loveeee longgggg runssssss.
just run slowly.. its really relaxing and addictive.
i wanna go for more!!
if my ankle permits.
i wanna get it back.
i'll work my way there.

studies is stressful. just week 2 and i feel stress. heh wat a miracle~
dropped that prin of semicon. and wanna get thin film.
hope i can get it! that prin of semicon is tooooo tough lah. will drive me mad.
somemore lesser the semicon the better! hur..

career.... is somewhere out there. engineering for the rest of my life... hmm cant imagine.

2 weeks in school and i have like 7 ppl asking me wat am i doing in sch...
i was like ehhh study lor.. final year mah.
they were like ohhhh i tot u are from nbs.
i was like haa no lah.
they were like haa you got the business face.
i got nothing to say.
i guess my engine knowledge is too low to be detected. ha
sometime the amount of knowledge that i have..
is such a shame.
boo.

classical music! i like.. esp piano. bought a cd at the bazzar. Kevin Kern in the enchanted garden. nice~
one of my wish is to learn piano again!
haa when i have the money.
another wish is to learn tennis again!
but where is my racquet???
whereWHEREwhere?
i last remembered it was angie passed to me in canteen A.
den?!!!
someone pls refresh my memory...

why does some things just seems to go down hill
a
n
d
d
o
w
n
h
i
l
l.

and i am one of it.

2am!
i must sleep. so fast it friday. woo~

因为真正喜欢的东西。。。

click on the pic to view :)

love the gers!

met up with the bullies :) on sunday for doris' bday and i felt it was great. cos we just chatted and laughed and chatted and laughed. busy catching up and making fun. haa
pretty cool i'm the only student in the gang now. they are all working or looking for job (hazel only). so for many things i should have the student plan or the student price! haa

dream on.

k boxed with the gers just now. and it was funny lah, with jolene the joker there. omg. she was actually named after that song! haha the song is about this gorgeous lady who steals ppl's boyfriend! haa *faints*
i din know so many of the gers can sing ok! *impressed!*

den i'm soooooo sooooo screwed! cos i haven start my lit review....
okie i'm feeling scared now... ROAR. I must STARTTTTT!

but i'm down with a headache now.. arrr i hope i dun fall sick..
i could feel the sore crawling up my throat now. :(

ohhh i went to the chiropractic again. this time no massge from the lady. boo.
not that i miss it but more of i tot i going to have it! ha
he taught me some exercised which i need to do to strengthen my muscle and of which
i haven do them yet.... argh
but i have a feeling i will be cured! :)

and i'm giving up on my final theory tmr. i surely cannot make it cos i haven even finish reading that blue book. and i dun haf the time too!

fypfypfypfyp!!!!

okie tmr cleaning up the hall. i am a residence now. heh
roomie is going to bring her maid there, so cool huh. haha
i just go there and see what i can help to do.
dunno wat else i need to bring for hall too.

hais.
kick away the bad days pls.
they make me feel so hopeless and reserve.
i dun dare to act and dun dare to move.
*gloom.