Personality Psychology
About the Statements
The items are all taken from the International Personality Item Pool, using the 100 question Big Five personality test which is available in the public domain. The Big Five personality traits (openness, conscientiousness, extraversion, agreeableness, neuroticism) were discovered more than 30 years ago, and have been found to be extremely consistent for people even when the test is retaken years later. Thus, they represent a stable part of what it means to be `you`.
Openness
Openness to Experience describes a dimension of personality that distinguishes imaginative, creative people from down-to-earth, conventional people. Open people are intellectually curious, appreciative of art, and sensitive to beauty. They tend to be, compared to closed people, more aware of their feelings. They therefore tend to hold unconventional and individualistic beliefs, although their actions may be conforming (see agreeableness). People with low scores on openness to experience tend to have narrow, common interests. They prefer the plain, straightforward, and obvious over the complex, ambiguous, and subtle. They may regard the arts and sciences with suspicion, regarding these endeavors as abstruse or of no practical use. Closed people prefer familiarity over novelty; they are conservative and resistant to change.
Conscientiousness
Conscientiousness concerns the way in which we control, regulate, and direct our impulses. Impulses are not inherently bad; occasionally time constraints require a snap decision, and acting on our first impulse can be an effective response. Also, in times of play rather than work, acting spontaneously and impulsively can be fun. Impulsive individuals can be seen by others as colorful, fun-to-be-with, and zany. Conscientiousness includes the factor known as Need for Achievement (NAch).
The benefits of high conscientiousness are obvious. Conscientious individuals avoid trouble and achieve high levels of success through purposeful planning and persistence. They are also positively regarded by others as intelligent and reliable. On the negative side, they can be compulsive perfectionists and workaholics. Furthermore, extremely conscientious individuals might be regarded as stuffy and boring. Unconscientious people may be criticized for their unreliability, lack of ambition, and failure to stay within the lines, but they will experience many short-lived pleasures and they will never be called stuffy (i.e. dull, boring, unimaginative).
Extraversion
Extraversion (also "extroversion") is marked by pronounced engagement with the external world. Extraverts enjoy being with people, are full of energy, and often experience positive emotions. They tend to be enthusiastic, action-oriented individuals who are likely to say "Yes!" or "Let's go!" to opportunities for excitement. In groups they like to talk, assert themselves, and draw attention to themselves.
Introverts lack the exuberance, energy, and activity levels of extraverts. They tend to be quiet, low-key, deliberate, and less dependent on the social world. Their lack of social involvement should not be interpreted as shyness or depression; the introvert simply needs less stimulation than an extravert and more time alone to re-charge their batteries.
Agreeableness
Agreeableness reflects individual differences in concern with cooperation and social harmony. Agreeable individuals value getting along with others. They are therefore considerate, friendly, generous, helpful, and willing to compromise their interests with others`. Agreeable people also have an optimistic view of human nature. They believe people are basically honest, decent, and trustworthy.
Disagreeable individuals place self-interest above getting along with others. They are generally unconcerned with others` well-being, and therefore are unlikely to extend themselves for other people. Sometimes their skepticism about others` motives causes them to be suspicious, unfriendly, and uncooperative.
Agreeableness is obviously advantageous for attaining and maintaining popularity. Agreeable people are better liked than disagreeable people. On the other hand, agreeableness is not useful in situations that require tough or absolute objective decisions. Disagreeable people can make excellent scientists, critics, or soldiers.
Neuroticism
Neuroticism, also known inversely as Emotional Stability, refers to the tendency to experience negative emotions. Those who score high on Neuroticism may experience primarily one specific negative feeling such as anxiety, anger, or depression, but are likely to experience several of these emotions. People high in Neuroticism are emotionally reactive. They respond emotionally to events that would not affect most people, and their reactions tend to be more intense than normal. They are more likely to interpret ordinary situations as threatening, and minor frustrations as hopelessly difficult. Their negative emotional reactions tend to persist for unusually long periods of time, which means they are often in a bad mood. These problems in emotional regulation can diminish a neurotic`s ability to think clearly, make decisions, and cope effectively with stress.
At the other end of the scale, individuals who score low in Neuroticism are less easily upset and are less emotionally reactive. They tend to be calm, emotionally stable, and free from persistent negative feelings. Freedom from negative feelings does not mean that low scorers experience a lot of positive feelings; frequency of positive emotions is a component of the Extraversion domain.
Wednesday, December 19
i refuse to do FYP!
bahhhhh!
so demotivated to do the freaking FYP!!!!!
ARGHHH
its suppose to be holiday!
i just want to find things to do except my project!!!
boo :(
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want.
hais there are just times we have to force ourselves.
so demotivated to do the freaking FYP!!!!!
ARGHHH
its suppose to be holiday!
i just want to find things to do except my project!!!
boo :(
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want
dun want.
hais there are just times we have to force ourselves.
Wednesday, December 12
my rabbit!!!
hello everyone! this is tutu! :)
he is a very naughty rabbit, that's all i can say.
he is a very naughty rabbit, that's all i can say.
this is him, resting behind the sofa. if he's not here,
he will be tearing the newspapers or try to chew on something!
-argh-
but sometimes he's sweeeet~ :)
cos he love stroking.. hee
he loves that pack of food~ heh
Tuesday, December 11
Sorry, blame it on me
nice tune. i like.
but i think its crasy to apologise for something that yet to occur.. hmm
aren't you suppose to stop it from happening??!
what's the point of saying sorry when you did not make an effort to stop it from happening??!!
madness.
dun really agree with this song, even thou there are parts that its quite sweet, but it totally lose it if it's just saying sorry and no aftermath.
i think i'm not the kind who will clear up people's shit.
i think you have to clear up your own mess yourself.
hur. but still. nice tune~ haha
Wednesday, December 5
life. as i see.
i guess death happens all the time, at this very minute, someone may have left the earth. but oso at this very minute, a baby or babies has/have come to life.
my little nephew asked, great grandma really died?
my cousin replied, yes.
den he asked, where did she go?
my cousin couldnt answer.
when we were innocent kids, we dont know about all these scary stuff or the more worldly stuff, like death, like love and birth.
just having fun in the blissful world of our own.
when we get older, all these came to us. we are unfortunate.
this time, it is the first shock of sudden death of a friend.
this left everyone thinking, life is short, fragile, unpredictable...
there was a saying, "live your day like you have no tomorrow"
i thought it was nonsense, if there is no tomorrow, then I won't be doing what I am doing now.. I will be spending my time with my love ones and say words that i haven say.. donate my savings.. send gifts to frens.. blah. and imagine how depressing it is if everyday you jsut tell yourself that.
but you know, life being unpredictable, meaning an unknown constant and time is a fixed constant of 24hr, only you can decide what to substitute into this function to get an equation that makes sense to you.
often we dream of what we want to be.. but little that we realise that our job is to be what we want to be.
it will be sad if you live your life like a lie.
i know it's difficult, but i olways believe that we can lie to the world, but we cannot lie to ourselves.
just be who you are, becos if you keep running away from yourself, mayb she wont come back anymore on the day you feel tired of being the exterior you. then you look inside but you are unsure anymore and that will leave you more lost than before.
you spent so much effort and time beautifying the temple of your soul, but you forgot to nurture your soul and she became malnutrition.
and you lose the light in your eyes and the spring in your steps.
i dont know how to be courageous. i think i'm never associated with that word! ha
but just dont be afraid to speak up for yourself.
for 20 years down the road, you may not remember all the right things that you have done..
but remember the words or things that you should have.
be like boonsan! i admire his courage to speak his mind, to shout at the starter to hold, because his boat is not ready, to not let anything come to his way that is going to obstruct what he wants to create.
cherish the ones you love and loves you.
becos you really mean the world to someone out there.
my little nephew asked, great grandma really died?
my cousin replied, yes.
den he asked, where did she go?
my cousin couldnt answer.
when we were innocent kids, we dont know about all these scary stuff or the more worldly stuff, like death, like love and birth.
just having fun in the blissful world of our own.
when we get older, all these came to us. we are unfortunate.
this time, it is the first shock of sudden death of a friend.
this left everyone thinking, life is short, fragile, unpredictable...
there was a saying, "live your day like you have no tomorrow"
i thought it was nonsense, if there is no tomorrow, then I won't be doing what I am doing now.. I will be spending my time with my love ones and say words that i haven say.. donate my savings.. send gifts to frens.. blah. and imagine how depressing it is if everyday you jsut tell yourself that.
but you know, life being unpredictable, meaning an unknown constant and time is a fixed constant of 24hr, only you can decide what to substitute into this function to get an equation that makes sense to you.
often we dream of what we want to be.. but little that we realise that our job is to be what we want to be.
it will be sad if you live your life like a lie.
i know it's difficult, but i olways believe that we can lie to the world, but we cannot lie to ourselves.
just be who you are, becos if you keep running away from yourself, mayb she wont come back anymore on the day you feel tired of being the exterior you. then you look inside but you are unsure anymore and that will leave you more lost than before.
you spent so much effort and time beautifying the temple of your soul, but you forgot to nurture your soul and she became malnutrition.
and you lose the light in your eyes and the spring in your steps.
i dont know how to be courageous. i think i'm never associated with that word! ha
but just dont be afraid to speak up for yourself.
for 20 years down the road, you may not remember all the right things that you have done..
but remember the words or things that you should have.
be like boonsan! i admire his courage to speak his mind, to shout at the starter to hold, because his boat is not ready, to not let anything come to his way that is going to obstruct what he wants to create.
cherish the ones you love and loves you.
becos you really mean the world to someone out there.
Tuesday, November 27
him.
this year's pm cup
the first left on the boat. M R500
see~ when there is a chance, when he is in the pic,
they will do the bg
Monday, November 26
memories...
boonsan is really someone you love and hate... the things that he says together with his crudeness olways tickled all of us.
and we olways just love to make fun of him, if there is any chance.
a very strong pacer. he has the calibre to yaya papaya..
last sem was his final sem and he had a new camera as a present from his gf,
den he went around taking pictures of sdba, the guys team,the gers team
and he will say.. "for memories!"
that day at the dinner i told him, "boonsan, take picture leh.. MEMORIES!"
for now, he really lives on in my memory forever.
its all so unreal.. this weekend..
the d b community is devastated..
dear friend, I wish that you find peace and comfort in a better faraway land.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
i will never forget you.
02 07 2007. phoenix hotel.
penang 06.
Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.
It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.
greenday - Time of Your Life
and we olways just love to make fun of him, if there is any chance.
a very strong pacer. he has the calibre to yaya papaya..
last sem was his final sem and he had a new camera as a present from his gf,
den he went around taking pictures of sdba, the guys team,the gers team
and he will say.. "for memories!"
that day at the dinner i told him, "boonsan, take picture leh.. MEMORIES!"
for now, he really lives on in my memory forever.
its all so unreal.. this weekend..
the d b community is devastated..
dear friend, I wish that you find peace and comfort in a better faraway land.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
i will never forget you.
02 07 2007. phoenix hotel.
penang 06.
Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.
It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.
greenday - Time of Your Life
Sunday, November 25
dear god...
just sitting in front of my laptop and staring at all the msn nicks and all the news updates.
trying to study for my 2 papers coming tmr and wed.
i prayed that they be fine.
i cannot imagine, he's my fren.
i was hopeful, they can be found, they are strong swimmers.
but the current was stronger.
as minutes and hours passed, i wish the villagers caught them or they were being wash up the shore..
want to know the importance of 1 minute or 1 hour?
maybe now you'll see how big a difference it make or how torturous it is to friends and families..
40 hours already.
they found 2 bodies.
the captain is going to identify his dear teammates.
we anxiously waiting for news here.
but i know we all will not believe anything.
unless it is confirmed.
its slim but there may be a chance.
dear god,
i pray for a miracle.
please. =..(
trying to study for my 2 papers coming tmr and wed.
i prayed that they be fine.
i cannot imagine, he's my fren.
i was hopeful, they can be found, they are strong swimmers.
but the current was stronger.
as minutes and hours passed, i wish the villagers caught them or they were being wash up the shore..
want to know the importance of 1 minute or 1 hour?
maybe now you'll see how big a difference it make or how torturous it is to friends and families..
40 hours already.
they found 2 bodies.
the captain is going to identify his dear teammates.
we anxiously waiting for news here.
but i know we all will not believe anything.
unless it is confirmed.
its slim but there may be a chance.
dear god,
i pray for a miracle.
please. =..(
Saturday, November 24
Thursday, November 22
patriotic
i never like history in secondary school. and i cant understand why my bro loves it so much.
i guess i've misssed out!
history is really quite fun.
too bad i only know how to appreciate at this me.
studying for E & S. and its really something different from all the theories, formulaes, concepts of science.
its just purely about my nation.
i enjoyed studying for it even thou i only attended the last lecture. hurhur..
reading about the history of spore again and i really admire L K Y.
-salute-
the courage, the visionary, the determination to bring spore from a land that somebody dont want to a country we are today.
from 1965, 42 years down the road, from 3rd world to 1st world and having what we have today is really incredible. its really effort and hard work of many.
i think they are desperately trying to convey a message that Spore is a small nation, this is olways our main insecurity. i can understand that worry. in alot of things, size really does matter.
we should be too complacent abt life here. this comfort zone was built by the earlier generations and we are lucky to be enjoying it.
our home is not just where ur family and u stay in.
look at the bigger picture,
it is your country.
stand even further and see,
it is this planet.
protect the environment people!
every bit goes a long way~
i guess i've misssed out!
history is really quite fun.
too bad i only know how to appreciate at this me.
studying for E & S. and its really something different from all the theories, formulaes, concepts of science.
its just purely about my nation.
i enjoyed studying for it even thou i only attended the last lecture. hurhur..
reading about the history of spore again and i really admire L K Y.
-salute-
the courage, the visionary, the determination to bring spore from a land that somebody dont want to a country we are today.
from 1965, 42 years down the road, from 3rd world to 1st world and having what we have today is really incredible. its really effort and hard work of many.
i think they are desperately trying to convey a message that Spore is a small nation, this is olways our main insecurity. i can understand that worry. in alot of things, size really does matter.
we should be too complacent abt life here. this comfort zone was built by the earlier generations and we are lucky to be enjoying it.
our home is not just where ur family and u stay in.
look at the bigger picture,
it is your country.
stand even further and see,
it is this planet.
protect the environment people!
every bit goes a long way~
Monday, November 19
hmmm.
"Even if she did the right thing, did she do it in the right way? One of the important things that young professionals should learn as quickly as possible is that how one does something is sometimes as important--or almost as important--as what one does."
so true!
so true!
Sunday, November 18
GO WATCH
STARDUST!
because its a very sweet fairytale. and its freaking funny.
fantasy~
beautiful witch~
gay pirates~
funny ghosts~
star~
human loves to gaze at the stars,
but do know if the stars ever gaze at us?
i've found my star :)
Wednesday, November 14
ITCHY LEH
RAR.
something is wrong with me.
i have itchy hands
now it is itchy everywhere.
boo
whats wrong???!
i was suspecting its my rabbit.
i may b alllergic to its protein in the saliva
OR
the dust from my "almost black" fan!!!
you know like dust are being propelled down from the fan to my body!
and i feel itchy when the wind blows.
my guess its the dust!!!
i'm going to buy dettol tmr and clean up the rooom.
damm
something is wrong with me.
i have itchy hands
now it is itchy everywhere.
boo
whats wrong???!
i was suspecting its my rabbit.
i may b alllergic to its protein in the saliva
OR
the dust from my "almost black" fan!!!
you know like dust are being propelled down from the fan to my body!
and i feel itchy when the wind blows.
my guess its the dust!!!
i'm going to buy dettol tmr and clean up the rooom.
damm
Sunday, November 11
these few days
hais
these few days supposed to be mugging.
but i'm kinda doing it half heartedly.
-oh well like wats new abt it-
i guess i can NEVER fully absorb the whole of one sem's work.
even if i absorb it, my memory will still fail me.
my brain has low ultimate tensile strength.
constant studying leads to cyclic loading, which is bad too.
low cycle fatigue will lead to plastic deformation.
plastic deformation cause dislocations to move and intersect and decrease crystallinity.
cracks start to nucleate, propagate and grow.
and as they grow bigger, they are more susceptible to further stress and they start to nucleate, propagate and grow again.... blah blah...
GOld is good.
becos it is inert!
good to be stuff in the middle to prevent eating up of one another.
however, the 2 cant gel well too becos GOLD, being in the middle, doesnt really stick to anyone!
bad adhesion.
susceptible to delamination!
hur
this is the kind of thing i'm studying ppl~
and i kinda olways forget the whatever stress.. whatever strain.. modulus..
RAR.
jiayou!!
4 days to exams.
these few days supposed to be mugging.
but i'm kinda doing it half heartedly.
-oh well like wats new abt it-
i guess i can NEVER fully absorb the whole of one sem's work.
even if i absorb it, my memory will still fail me.
my brain has low ultimate tensile strength.
constant studying leads to cyclic loading, which is bad too.
low cycle fatigue will lead to plastic deformation.
plastic deformation cause dislocations to move and intersect and decrease crystallinity.
cracks start to nucleate, propagate and grow.
and as they grow bigger, they are more susceptible to further stress and they start to nucleate, propagate and grow again.... blah blah...
GOld is good.
becos it is inert!
good to be stuff in the middle to prevent eating up of one another.
however, the 2 cant gel well too becos GOLD, being in the middle, doesnt really stick to anyone!
bad adhesion.
susceptible to delamination!
hur
this is the kind of thing i'm studying ppl~
and i kinda olways forget the whatever stress.. whatever strain.. modulus..
RAR.
jiayou!!
4 days to exams.
Monday, November 5
last weekend
was really happening.
i was excited over this race cos we were more prepared for it.
and for me coxing for this race is kinda bad. :(
especially for tertiary... sorry gers.
all along i knew coxing for reg atta is not easy cos you have choppy waters and the damm string to hold and the narrow race course.
boo.
everything can be better after its over...
but at that moment i did gave my all.
but if you think u can do a better job.
den come ba.
i'm planning to go back to rowing. :)
i wanna try, that is...
start slow first to see if my shoulders are fine..
coxing and drumming for the snr boat really makes me wanna join them back in rowing!
alot.
they really really improved.
its so so so heartening!
when i recall the "bath tub" trng session back before last jun race.
wow!
really different.
i did notice individuals who improve too.
strength wise
and rowing as a boat wise.
it is the best when everyone in the boat pointing their paddle at the same precise angle and pulling the water and recover at the same angle again.
i see that from the back.
the highest level of synchronisation.
to get one boat one stroke.
LONGER
HARDER
DEEPER
YES YES YES!!!
another thing that make me feel heartened is the new appointment holders!
woo.
goddess
ash
jane.
i feel the 3 of them will compliment and support each other.
a good mix!
a pretty good end to my last reg atta.
:)
now every race is kinda the last.
oh no.
and dammm 10 days to exams
god bless pang.
and i am VOICELESS AGAIN!
hais
3rd time le
boo hoo hoo
seriously i feel better being a cox den a drum.
i feel i contribute more and have more awareness of what is happening around.
cos the cox sees the best.
can judge the situation better than when i drum,
cos everythings seems so opposite you know.
i'm like going backwards!
haha
and i olways scream my throat out...
boo.
i'm scared that i spoil it...
okay no talking for this weeeeeeek ppl.
dun be surprise if i dont talk to you.
pls be understanding okay!!!!!!!
alrite peace out to study.
BIOMATERIALS here i come.
i was excited over this race cos we were more prepared for it.
and for me coxing for this race is kinda bad. :(
especially for tertiary... sorry gers.
all along i knew coxing for reg atta is not easy cos you have choppy waters and the damm string to hold and the narrow race course.
boo.
everything can be better after its over...
but at that moment i did gave my all.
but if you think u can do a better job.
den come ba.
i'm planning to go back to rowing. :)
i wanna try, that is...
start slow first to see if my shoulders are fine..
coxing and drumming for the snr boat really makes me wanna join them back in rowing!
alot.
they really really improved.
its so so so heartening!
when i recall the "bath tub" trng session back before last jun race.
wow!
really different.
i did notice individuals who improve too.
strength wise
and rowing as a boat wise.
it is the best when everyone in the boat pointing their paddle at the same precise angle and pulling the water and recover at the same angle again.
i see that from the back.
the highest level of synchronisation.
to get one boat one stroke.
LONGER
HARDER
DEEPER
YES YES YES!!!
NICE~
another thing that make me feel heartened is the new appointment holders!
woo.
goddess
ash
jane.
i feel the 3 of them will compliment and support each other.
a good mix!
a pretty good end to my last reg atta.
:)
now every race is kinda the last.
oh no.
and dammm 10 days to exams
god bless pang.
and i am VOICELESS AGAIN!
hais
3rd time le
boo hoo hoo
seriously i feel better being a cox den a drum.
i feel i contribute more and have more awareness of what is happening around.
cos the cox sees the best.
can judge the situation better than when i drum,
cos everythings seems so opposite you know.
i'm like going backwards!
haha
and i olways scream my throat out...
boo.
i'm scared that i spoil it...
okay no talking for this weeeeeeek ppl.
dun be surprise if i dont talk to you.
pls be understanding okay!!!!!!!
alrite peace out to study.
BIOMATERIALS here i come.
Saturday, November 3
我怀念的
想问为什么 我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么 却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着 把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最近的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了
我怀念的 是无言感动
我怀念的 是绝对炙热
我怀念的 是你很激动求我原谅
抱著我的痛 我记得你在背后
我记得 我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最沉的相拥
谁爱的太脆弱
谁过头爱了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自古自里走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变执着
谁忘了要给你温柔
还是想要爱你的冲动
Wednesday, October 31
this is funny
side track while searching for cartoons for my prof comm presentation!!
take a look..
i think the iSwing is funny. haha
http://www.projectcartoon.com/pdf.php?CartoonID=2&PaperSize=A4
take a look..
i think the iSwing is funny. haha
http://www.projectcartoon.com/pdf.php?CartoonID=2&PaperSize=A4
Monday, October 29
flew again
my weeeekend flew away again...
but i really cant settle down to my work at home any more.
home seems like a relaccccc place for me now.
(err, not tat i dont relac in hall..)
home is a total relac place cos i haven seen them for a week and i think i shld spend the time checking them out and ask if anything interesting happens when i'm not aroundddd...
and tutu (my pet rabbit! 兔兔! haha) is really a shit bucket! shit dammm alot lah. every 2 days gotta clean up his toilet.
YAH my rabbit is TOILET TRAINED OKAY!
HA HA!
but sometimes little milo-cereal-like shit do appear randomly in his cage.
hur
he's so nice so nice so nice to touch~ i just love stroking him.
he will lie down to let u touch him!! hee
but i think he's quite lazy.. never step out of the cage before.
even if i remove the entire cage cover, the most he did was to pop his head out...
hmm
i will showoff my pet rabbit soon! when i got some pics of him.
hehe
TMR GOT QUIZ AND FREAK!
I AM NOT PREPARED.
KILL ME~~~~
but i really cant settle down to my work at home any more.
home seems like a relaccccc place for me now.
(err, not tat i dont relac in hall..)
home is a total relac place cos i haven seen them for a week and i think i shld spend the time checking them out and ask if anything interesting happens when i'm not aroundddd...
and tutu (my pet rabbit! 兔兔! haha) is really a shit bucket! shit dammm alot lah. every 2 days gotta clean up his toilet.
YAH my rabbit is TOILET TRAINED OKAY!
HA HA!
but sometimes little milo-cereal-like shit do appear randomly in his cage.
hur
he's so nice so nice so nice to touch~ i just love stroking him.
he will lie down to let u touch him!! hee
but i think he's quite lazy.. never step out of the cage before.
even if i remove the entire cage cover, the most he did was to pop his head out...
hmm
i will showoff my pet rabbit soon! when i got some pics of him.
hehe
TMR GOT QUIZ AND FREAK!
I AM NOT PREPARED.
KILL ME~~~~
Wednesday, October 24
a worring read
http://www.thegreenguide.com/doc/122/dirtydozen
dear gers, beware of what you use to protect you may in turn harm you.
http://www.cosmeticdatabase.com/index.php?nothanks=1
browse thru the Make Up, Skin Care, Hair Care.....
and see how dangerous are your mascara, lip stick, shampoo, sunscreen...
hmmm.
bullies pls take a look...
dear gers, beware of what you use to protect you may in turn harm you.
http://www.cosmeticdatabase.com/index.php?nothanks=1
browse thru the Make Up, Skin Care, Hair Care.....
and see how dangerous are your mascara, lip stick, shampoo, sunscreen...
hmmm.
bullies pls take a look...
cheers to the doomsday vault.
"doomsday vault"
Longyearbyen, Norway.
high above icy fjord.
not far from north pole. (near to santa clause! hur)
a repository of plant.
Svalbard Global Seed Vault.
freeze the seeds at -213 degrees.
fewer than 3000 settlers, with no birth.
threats from polar bears.
short summer, the sun never sets.
during winter, the sun never shines.
northen lights, aurora borealis!!!!
form of transport, sled dogs!!!
The library of life. where all plants unite.
cool place. i wish to visit.
Longyearbyen, Norway.
high above icy fjord.
not far from north pole. (near to santa clause! hur)
a repository of plant.
Svalbard Global Seed Vault.
freeze the seeds at -213 degrees.
fewer than 3000 settlers, with no birth.
threats from polar bears.
short summer, the sun never sets.
during winter, the sun never shines.
northen lights, aurora borealis!!!!
form of transport, sled dogs!!!
The library of life. where all plants unite.
cool place. i wish to visit.
Sunday, October 21
flew.
the weekend just flew awayyyyyy....
arghhh
freak man.
i got sooo much to do yet i dun feel like doing it.
well it is actually one assignment that i dun wanna do. hur
the stupig engineer and society.
DAMMMMM
i must hand in my part by tonite!!!
by tonite
by tonite
I shall jsut anyhow do it.
and i got a quiz on tue!!!!
sian ahhh.
arghhh
freak man.
i got sooo much to do yet i dun feel like doing it.
well it is actually one assignment that i dun wanna do. hur
the stupig engineer and society.
DAMMMMM
i must hand in my part by tonite!!!
by tonite
by tonite
I shall jsut anyhow do it.
and i got a quiz on tue!!!!
sian ahhh.
Thursday, October 18
interesting read.
http://www.newstarget.com/Report_water_cure_0.html
go read this.
many things are blinded by money. including health and medical.
go read this.
many things are blinded by money. including health and medical.
Wednesday, October 17
the freaking rich
The entire economies of the 48 poorest countries adds up to less money than you'll find in the Swiss bank accounts of the three richest people in the world.
How can they be soooooooooo freaking rich????
How can they be soooooooooo freaking rich????
Tuesday, October 16
grandma left.
saddening.
when the very next time i visited her, she was lying there motionless.
heart-wrenching.
when she was living a minute ago and the next she lies in the coffin.
grievous.
when i remembered she used to play ball with me when i was young.
sorrowful.
as we prayed for her, wishing she will go to a better land.
painful.
when the flame has to burn everything down to ash.
its really the end.
when the spirit left the body.
its merely a shell to house our soul.
something that you cant bring with you,
something that will age, will fail, will rot.
something that has to turn to ash.
the soul is the life.
the soul that gave the body a purpose.
its time we take a look at what we are made up of inside.
did we spend too much time decorating the outside and ignore our deprived soul.
was so sad when i saw my mum cried so badly.
:(
hais but i think it frees the soul becos the body is too tired to carry on.
解脱。
bye grandma.
sians.
so many things to do and i just dont feel like doing it
i hate reading off the monitor.
it tires out my eyes!!
RARRRR
when the very next time i visited her, she was lying there motionless.
heart-wrenching.
when she was living a minute ago and the next she lies in the coffin.
grievous.
when i remembered she used to play ball with me when i was young.
sorrowful.
as we prayed for her, wishing she will go to a better land.
painful.
when the flame has to burn everything down to ash.
its really the end.
when the spirit left the body.
its merely a shell to house our soul.
something that you cant bring with you,
something that will age, will fail, will rot.
something that has to turn to ash.
the soul is the life.
the soul that gave the body a purpose.
its time we take a look at what we are made up of inside.
did we spend too much time decorating the outside and ignore our deprived soul.
was so sad when i saw my mum cried so badly.
:(
hais but i think it frees the soul becos the body is too tired to carry on.
解脱。
bye grandma.
sians.
so many things to do and i just dont feel like doing it
i hate reading off the monitor.
it tires out my eyes!!
RARRRR
Wednesday, October 3
知足常乐
Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want; it is the realization of what you already have.
we actually have alot.
it just depends on who you are comparing with.
we are forgetful.
we forgets what we already have.
we are loved.
because each of us mean the world to somebody out there.
we need to appreciate more.
because you never know how much it is going to hurt if it's missing one day.
churn it out!!!
i must hand in my assignment
i must hand in my assignment
i must hand in my assignment
dammm
so hard leh.. need to spend so much time to search for something!
arghhhhh
if only i have the textbook.
which i wont buy.
on time
on time
on time!!!!
by friday! i gotta hand it in.
so hot in hall....
seems like i on the verge of falling sick..
anyway, something happy!
i'm gonna have a pet RABBIT!!
wheeeee~
looking forward to its arrival.
hurhur.
continue my search for the damm package..
i must hand in my assignment
i must hand in my assignment
dammm
so hard leh.. need to spend so much time to search for something!
arghhhhh
if only i have the textbook.
which i wont buy.
on time
on time
on time!!!!
by friday! i gotta hand it in.
so hot in hall....
seems like i on the verge of falling sick..
anyway, something happy!
i'm gonna have a pet RABBIT!!
rabbit
rabbit
rabbit~!
wheeeee~
looking forward to its arrival.
hurhur.
continue my search for the damm package..
Sunday, September 30
it ends tonight
hoho recess week ends tonight ppl.
what have you done?
i've got nano quiz on tue
microE assignment due fri
and i'm far from done.
but anyway, i still think life's good.
as in better now for me.
cos i'm studying more than i'm in yr 2 an 3.
seriously.
quite a few ppl said i've got the stress look on my face.
which i dunno how it looks like...
but a little stress is good for me.
i cant be too happy.
haha
i will forget to work.
a little tinge of sadness is a good mix.
hurhur
anyway. the weather is so hot and i'm a radiator after trng everytime.
arghhh. and i got headache for the weekend... :/
chong qing was not bad.. but i still prefer marina. cos there i can cook my prawns on the hot plate! which is more delicious.
and i stupigly went to the wrong manhanttan for grace's bday!
:S
this weekend will be attending a wedding dinner. hur.
and next week i got thin film quiz.
and i got stupig prof comm and eng & soc projects to do.
boo.
but anyway. life's good! :)
cheers to ribena.
what have you done?
i've got nano quiz on tue
microE assignment due fri
and i'm far from done.
but anyway, i still think life's good.
as in better now for me.
cos i'm studying more than i'm in yr 2 an 3.
seriously.
quite a few ppl said i've got the stress look on my face.
which i dunno how it looks like...
but a little stress is good for me.
i cant be too happy.
haha
i will forget to work.
a little tinge of sadness is a good mix.
hurhur
anyway. the weather is so hot and i'm a radiator after trng everytime.
arghhh. and i got headache for the weekend... :/
chong qing was not bad.. but i still prefer marina. cos there i can cook my prawns on the hot plate! which is more delicious.
and i stupigly went to the wrong manhanttan for grace's bday!
:S
this weekend will be attending a wedding dinner. hur.
and next week i got thin film quiz.
and i got stupig prof comm and eng & soc projects to do.
boo.
but anyway. life's good! :)
cheers to ribena.
Friday, September 14
a little at a time
first and foremost,
i am pms-ing.
so please beware.
dont irritate me, eg. cutting my queue, talking nonsense to me that will cause me to roll my eyes, getting in my way, commenting about the things on me.
other than that, i'm still nice =)
most of the time i'm nice but i can be not nice too. hur
moodswing is the culprit.
oh well pls bear with me ppl~
deprived
in need of green leafy veggie! chlorophyll deficiency!
in need of good sound for my ears. it is a pleasure to listen to good music that can excite the auditory.
wah want to write a lot of stuff but slpy now mans.
arghhh
okie succumb to sleepiness!!!!
oHhh really wanna thank all the kind souls for making my birthday yet another wonderful one!
love you all. muacksssssssss (big ones)
NITE
i am pms-ing.
so please beware.
dont irritate me, eg. cutting my queue, talking nonsense to me that will cause me to roll my eyes, getting in my way, commenting about the things on me.
other than that, i'm still nice =)
most of the time i'm nice but i can be not nice too. hur
moodswing is the culprit.
oh well pls bear with me ppl~
deprived
in need of green leafy veggie! chlorophyll deficiency!
in need of good sound for my ears. it is a pleasure to listen to good music that can excite the auditory.
wah want to write a lot of stuff but slpy now mans.
arghhh
okie succumb to sleepiness!!!!
oHhh really wanna thank all the kind souls for making my birthday yet another wonderful one!
love you all. muacksssssssss (big ones)
NITE
Tuesday, August 28
Thursday, August 23
cool stuff
the goodwood park buffet with the bullies for my birthday!!! whee~
the dental visit.
the sweet escape concert!!!
the new club that i'm in.. ASC~ woo.. haha
the harrison assessment coming soon.
the weekend at home to see my family :) kinda do miss them...
the squat machine! which vincent was our instructor..
the 10 free passes to fitness first!
the new found appetite! :) its great to eat alot. ha
the birthday is coming!!!!! remember remember, the fifth of September~
the team getting closer.
the classical piano cd which i bought in school.
the room in hall12.
the monkey key chain for my roomie and i :D
the muscle ache. i like~
the going to class at 830am!!!!! YES!!!!
the burger rush game. i want to play!
the "i will climb this mountain.
they told me that it is too high,
too far, too steep, too rocky and too difficult.
but it's my mountain.
I will climb it.
You will soon see me waving from the top or
dead on the side from trying."
thankyou~
oki thats all.
goodnite folks.
the dental visit.
the sweet escape concert!!!
the new club that i'm in.. ASC~ woo.. haha
the harrison assessment coming soon.
the weekend at home to see my family :) kinda do miss them...
the squat machine! which vincent was our instructor..
the 10 free passes to fitness first!
the new found appetite! :) its great to eat alot. ha
the birthday is coming!!!!! remember remember, the fifth of September~
the team getting closer.
the classical piano cd which i bought in school.
the room in hall12.
the monkey key chain for my roomie and i :D
the muscle ache. i like~
the going to class at 830am!!!!! YES!!!!
the burger rush game. i want to play!
the "i will climb this mountain.
they told me that it is too high,
too far, too steep, too rocky and too difficult.
but it's my mountain.
I will climb it.
You will soon see me waving from the top or
dead on the side from trying."
thankyou~
oki thats all.
goodnite folks.
Friday, August 17
random
blisterssss!!! becos of sunburn. this is scary!
imagine how damaged the skin is.
they are boiled.
:(
HF is 化骨水! the poison the people used in the martial world.
it eats up your bone.
its colourless. its odourless. its not painful.
thank god we dont need to kill swordsman or climb watever mountain to retrieve the antidote.
haha its already available in the market.
i hope i wont get to use it but i doubt. heh
trng was great. as least i felt great and i enjoyed it.
loveeee longgggg runssssss.
just run slowly.. its really relaxing and addictive.
i wanna go for more!!
if my ankle permits.
i wanna get it back.
i'll work my way there.
studies is stressful. just week 2 and i feel stress. heh wat a miracle~
dropped that prin of semicon. and wanna get thin film.
hope i can get it! that prin of semicon is tooooo tough lah. will drive me mad.
somemore lesser the semicon the better! hur..
career.... is somewhere out there. engineering for the rest of my life... hmm cant imagine.
2 weeks in school and i have like 7 ppl asking me wat am i doing in sch...
i was like ehhh study lor.. final year mah.
they were like ohhhh i tot u are from nbs.
i was like haa no lah.
they were like haa you got the business face.
i got nothing to say.
i guess my engine knowledge is too low to be detected. ha
sometime the amount of knowledge that i have..
is such a shame.
boo.
classical music! i like.. esp piano. bought a cd at the bazzar. Kevin Kern in the enchanted garden. nice~
one of my wish is to learn piano again!
haa when i have the money.
another wish is to learn tennis again!
but where is my racquet???
whereWHEREwhere?
i last remembered it was angie passed to me in canteen A.
den?!!!
someone pls refresh my memory...
why does some things just seems to go down hill
a
n
d
d
o
w
n
h
i
l
l.
and i am one of it.
2am!
i must sleep. so fast it friday. woo~
imagine how damaged the skin is.
they are boiled.
:(
HF is 化骨水! the poison the people used in the martial world.
it eats up your bone.
its colourless. its odourless. its not painful.
thank god we dont need to kill swordsman or climb watever mountain to retrieve the antidote.
haha its already available in the market.
i hope i wont get to use it but i doubt. heh
trng was great. as least i felt great and i enjoyed it.
loveeee longgggg runssssss.
just run slowly.. its really relaxing and addictive.
i wanna go for more!!
if my ankle permits.
i wanna get it back.
i'll work my way there.
studies is stressful. just week 2 and i feel stress. heh wat a miracle~
dropped that prin of semicon. and wanna get thin film.
hope i can get it! that prin of semicon is tooooo tough lah. will drive me mad.
somemore lesser the semicon the better! hur..
career.... is somewhere out there. engineering for the rest of my life... hmm cant imagine.
2 weeks in school and i have like 7 ppl asking me wat am i doing in sch...
i was like ehhh study lor.. final year mah.
they were like ohhhh i tot u are from nbs.
i was like haa no lah.
they were like haa you got the business face.
i got nothing to say.
i guess my engine knowledge is too low to be detected. ha
sometime the amount of knowledge that i have..
is such a shame.
boo.
classical music! i like.. esp piano. bought a cd at the bazzar. Kevin Kern in the enchanted garden. nice~
one of my wish is to learn piano again!
haa when i have the money.
another wish is to learn tennis again!
but where is my racquet???
whereWHEREwhere?
i last remembered it was angie passed to me in canteen A.
den?!!!
someone pls refresh my memory...
why does some things just seems to go down hill
a
n
d
d
o
w
n
h
i
l
l.
and i am one of it.
2am!
i must sleep. so fast it friday. woo~
Saturday, August 11
Thursday, August 2
love the gers!
met up with the bullies :) on sunday for doris' bday and i felt it was great. cos we just chatted and laughed and chatted and laughed. busy catching up and making fun. haa
pretty cool i'm the only student in the gang now. they are all working or looking for job (hazel only). so for many things i should have the student plan or the student price! haa
dream on.
k boxed with the gers just now. and it was funny lah, with jolene the joker there. omg. she was actually named after that song! haha the song is about this gorgeous lady who steals ppl's boyfriend! haa *faints*
i din know so many of the gers can sing ok! *impressed!*
den i'm soooooo sooooo screwed! cos i haven start my lit review....
okie i'm feeling scared now... ROAR. I must STARTTTTT!
but i'm down with a headache now.. arrr i hope i dun fall sick..
i could feel the sore crawling up my throat now. :(
ohhh i went to the chiropractic again. this time no massge from the lady. boo.
not that i miss it but more of i tot i going to have it! ha
he taught me some exercised which i need to do to strengthen my muscle and of which
i haven do them yet.... argh
but i have a feeling i will be cured! :)
and i'm giving up on my final theory tmr. i surely cannot make it cos i haven even finish reading that blue book. and i dun haf the time too!
fypfypfypfyp!!!!
okie tmr cleaning up the hall. i am a residence now. heh
roomie is going to bring her maid there, so cool huh. haha
i just go there and see what i can help to do.
dunno wat else i need to bring for hall too.
hais.
kick away the bad days pls.
they make me feel so hopeless and reserve.
i dun dare to act and dun dare to move.
*gloom.
pretty cool i'm the only student in the gang now. they are all working or looking for job (hazel only). so for many things i should have the student plan or the student price! haa
dream on.
k boxed with the gers just now. and it was funny lah, with jolene the joker there. omg. she was actually named after that song! haha the song is about this gorgeous lady who steals ppl's boyfriend! haa *faints*
i din know so many of the gers can sing ok! *impressed!*
den i'm soooooo sooooo screwed! cos i haven start my lit review....
okie i'm feeling scared now... ROAR. I must STARTTTTT!
but i'm down with a headache now.. arrr i hope i dun fall sick..
i could feel the sore crawling up my throat now. :(
ohhh i went to the chiropractic again. this time no massge from the lady. boo.
not that i miss it but more of i tot i going to have it! ha
he taught me some exercised which i need to do to strengthen my muscle and of which
i haven do them yet.... argh
but i have a feeling i will be cured! :)
and i'm giving up on my final theory tmr. i surely cannot make it cos i haven even finish reading that blue book. and i dun haf the time too!
fypfypfypfyp!!!!
okie tmr cleaning up the hall. i am a residence now. heh
roomie is going to bring her maid there, so cool huh. haha
i just go there and see what i can help to do.
dunno wat else i need to bring for hall too.
hais.
kick away the bad days pls.
they make me feel so hopeless and reserve.
i dun dare to act and dun dare to move.
*gloom.
Saturday, July 28
wasting my holiday away/
hello people,
last week of hols liao. and i kinda did not accomplish anything since i'm back from china.
slacking big time!
ok other than meeting prof for fyp
other than catching up with old friends (jss people! and siok! ok oso jss too haa)
other than visiting the dentist
other than watching many movies..
other than jq's convo..
fyp ah fyp. STARTS NOW!
yup need to hand in lit review first day of school. errm haven start writing yet. still figuring out how to write a lit review and reading JOURNALSsss. my eyes get tired so easily. boo.
BUT i must jiayou for fyp!!! i will do my best!
okie to brace or not to brace?
hmm no exact need for it and i need to pluck out 4 good molars! i kinda 舍不得my teeth leh.
like 无缘无故 pull them out for wat? hmm so still thinking..
movies!! okie darling and i caught Transformers (robot in disguise~), Simpsons and Harry.
transformers the best! its funny here and there.
harry is disappointing.. boring and the fighting scenes are not that fantastic. the way they fought with their wands are like weird, twisting here and there.. contorted..
OHH talking about twisting here and there!
i visited a chiropractic doctor.
because of my arm. wahhh he twist and pull me and crack my bones! he says he is putting them back into position.
regarding my shoulder. its due to the nature of our sport. muscle growth imbalance. apparently muscle on my left chest grows more than the right and this cause it to pull my left shoulder forward. OUT OF PLACE! yeah so needa put in back... and strengthen the back muscle.
hmm pretty cool i think, no medications! purely depending on the body to heal itself!
i got massaged by a physio lady. argh its was agony! i need to visit them again next week
and it cost me a bomb can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh.
broke.
oooh late. i better sleep early. so many bad habits in me. bad eating habits. bad sleeping habits.
i need to go for rehab!
okie trng tmr. but i will be there to cox only. cant row.
yups nites world.
last week of hols liao. and i kinda did not accomplish anything since i'm back from china.
slacking big time!
ok other than meeting prof for fyp
other than catching up with old friends (jss people! and siok! ok oso jss too haa)
other than visiting the dentist
other than watching many movies..
other than jq's convo..
fyp ah fyp. STARTS NOW!
yup need to hand in lit review first day of school. errm haven start writing yet. still figuring out how to write a lit review and reading JOURNALSsss. my eyes get tired so easily. boo.
BUT i must jiayou for fyp!!! i will do my best!
okie to brace or not to brace?
hmm no exact need for it and i need to pluck out 4 good molars! i kinda 舍不得my teeth leh.
like 无缘无故 pull them out for wat? hmm so still thinking..
movies!! okie darling and i caught Transformers (robot in disguise~), Simpsons and Harry.
transformers the best! its funny here and there.
harry is disappointing.. boring and the fighting scenes are not that fantastic. the way they fought with their wands are like weird, twisting here and there.. contorted..
OHH talking about twisting here and there!
i visited a chiropractic doctor.
because of my arm. wahhh he twist and pull me and crack my bones! he says he is putting them back into position.
regarding my shoulder. its due to the nature of our sport. muscle growth imbalance. apparently muscle on my left chest grows more than the right and this cause it to pull my left shoulder forward. OUT OF PLACE! yeah so needa put in back... and strengthen the back muscle.
hmm pretty cool i think, no medications! purely depending on the body to heal itself!
i got massaged by a physio lady. argh its was agony! i need to visit them again next week
and it cost me a bomb can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh.
broke.
oooh late. i better sleep early. so many bad habits in me. bad eating habits. bad sleeping habits.
i need to go for rehab!
okie trng tmr. but i will be there to cox only. cant row.
yups nites world.
Friday, July 20
back to home
i'm back from holiday.
kinda freaky, cos when i'm back, everything that happened in china just seems so far away already.
the eating and eating and eating days are gone!
okie honestly i miss the food.
yaya i know the food is either oily or salty or oily and salty.
but somehow i missed it leh.
i miss the different taste of the chicken and duck.
the very sweet egg of the chicken.
the different types of veggie.
the bamboo shoots
the fried stuff like the river prawns, corn, prata like pancake...
i miss the SUPPER!
the road side BBQ stall.... just so near my hotel..
every meal we kinda have more than 9 meal course!
haha
and the liang teh there is like nice. 王老吉！
haha jq says it taste so much nicer than jiajia.
but in china he just said it like jiajia liang teh lah~
heh
things there are pretty cheap. jq's grandparents bought BAGS of stuff back!! haha
lucky we are the porter!
mount wuyi is nice place. the view is beautiful at the top of different peaks
i love the ride down the stream...
i will post the pics
if u see them lor. ha
kinda freaky, cos when i'm back, everything that happened in china just seems so far away already.
the eating and eating and eating days are gone!
okie honestly i miss the food.
yaya i know the food is either oily or salty or oily and salty.
but somehow i missed it leh.
i miss the different taste of the chicken and duck.
the very sweet egg of the chicken.
the different types of veggie.
the bamboo shoots
the fried stuff like the river prawns, corn, prata like pancake...
i miss the SUPPER!
the road side BBQ stall.... just so near my hotel..
every meal we kinda have more than 9 meal course!
haha
and the liang teh there is like nice. 王老吉！
haha jq says it taste so much nicer than jiajia.
but in china he just said it like jiajia liang teh lah~
heh
things there are pretty cheap. jq's grandparents bought BAGS of stuff back!! haha
lucky we are the porter!
mount wuyi is nice place. the view is beautiful at the top of different peaks
i love the ride down the stream...
i will post the pics
if u see them lor. ha
Monday, July 9
Mount Wuyi
HELLO!!!
heh safe and sound from start of trip till now.
at wuyi shan for 3 days and did lots of workout!
cos we went trekking and climb mountains!
den its super hot and the chinese keep carrying their umbrella!
and jq and i were poked.
ARGH!
i was so angry!
haa but the view were really beautiful. worth the climb :)
the food here are so porky.
pork pork pork!!!
i dun eat pork!!!
haa luckily i still can survive on veggie and other meat.
okie thats all for now.
i am going to shuang hao super mart to buy choco pies now.
and planning to eat supper later!
they have bbq food here. road side stalls thou..
and its nice leh! surprisingly! miss the one at shan tou, just below my hotel.
YUMSSS
okie bye ppl.
and there is nothing to buy here.. hur
too bad.
heh safe and sound from start of trip till now.
at wuyi shan for 3 days and did lots of workout!
cos we went trekking and climb mountains!
den its super hot and the chinese keep carrying their umbrella!
and jq and i were poked.
ARGH!
i was so angry!
haa but the view were really beautiful. worth the climb :)
the food here are so porky.
pork pork pork!!!
i dun eat pork!!!
haa luckily i still can survive on veggie and other meat.
okie thats all for now.
i am going to shuang hao super mart to buy choco pies now.
and planning to eat supper later!
they have bbq food here. road side stalls thou..
and its nice leh! surprisingly! miss the one at shan tou, just below my hotel.
YUMSSS
okie bye ppl.
and there is nothing to buy here.. hur
too bad.
Tuesday, July 3
Changi Airport Terminal 2
yoooooo
good moornin!!
haha at the airport now. freaking early la. i finished packing my bag at 2am and wake up at 3.30am~
hurhur
breakfasting at MAcs with daddy now. he took a day off to send me here. heh
jq and grandparents are upstairs now cos not easy for them to walk around mah.
so fast mans.
it over.
yea i'm talkin abt the race.
2months
just for 5mins45s.
but i'm happy that we got into the OPENS FINAL!!!
come to think of it, we are pretty good wat! but we have to easy row lah..
too bad, gotta stick to the plan.
feel bad for the crowd.
mum dad bro and sis were there but they were late.
so they din catch the race.
dumb dumb.
ha
my sis spent most of her time with the great white dog!
heh
there are ups and downs.
i will come back next year.
ROWING
train to be STRONGER and BETTER!
for now.
RELAXXXXXX
okie my flight is at 715am
if i got a chance i will post something here again!
BYE PPL!
2 fat weeks, i willl miss my bed.
good moornin!!
haha at the airport now. freaking early la. i finished packing my bag at 2am and wake up at 3.30am~
hurhur
breakfasting at MAcs with daddy now. he took a day off to send me here. heh
jq and grandparents are upstairs now cos not easy for them to walk around mah.
so fast mans.
it over.
yea i'm talkin abt the race.
2months
just for 5mins45s.
but i'm happy that we got into the OPENS FINAL!!!
come to think of it, we are pretty good wat! but we have to easy row lah..
too bad, gotta stick to the plan.
feel bad for the crowd.
mum dad bro and sis were there but they were late.
so they din catch the race.
dumb dumb.
ha
my sis spent most of her time with the great white dog!
heh
there are ups and downs.
i will come back next year.
ROWING
train to be STRONGER and BETTER!
for now.
RELAXXXXXX
okie my flight is at 715am
if i got a chance i will post something here again!
BYE PPL!
2 fat weeks, i willl miss my bed.
Sunday, June 24
the 7 days before the race.
she really never failed to give me strength. everything she said hits a cord in my heart and many others. i guess its bcos we all have been so emotionally tied to phoenix.
i no longer contributes to the back pack.
now my heart goes to all the 10 pairs.
saw the video the orange and blue team made.
we are very similar. truely.
we celebrate friendship just the same.
the every single one in the team.
at the end of their video, it says.
the journey may be over
but a new one has already begun..
June 2007, see you at the finishing line.
i respect them.
i respect them as a competitor.
their journey did began earlier than us.
they have the driving force to take up the challenge once again.
to stand tall and walk on..
but my team is special.
the gers are just special and unique in their own ways.
we have been on this journey for so long, leaving our footsteps, our laughter, our sweat, our pain, our disappointment, our achievements, our struggle together on the land and on the sea.
this sport needs all our hearts.
thru sweat and tears we stand together.
when our hearts beat as one, that's when we fly/
take pride in being here and now
with every single one of us.
we will take whatevr that comes our way
face on.
eyes wide.
i'll see you at the chequered buoy too.
i no longer contributes to the back pack.
now my heart goes to all the 10 pairs.
saw the video the orange and blue team made.
we are very similar. truely.
we celebrate friendship just the same.
the every single one in the team.
at the end of their video, it says.
the journey may be over
but a new one has already begun..
June 2007, see you at the finishing line.
i respect them.
i respect them as a competitor.
their journey did began earlier than us.
they have the driving force to take up the challenge once again.
to stand tall and walk on..
but my team is special.
the gers are just special and unique in their own ways.
we have been on this journey for so long, leaving our footsteps, our laughter, our sweat, our pain, our disappointment, our achievements, our struggle together on the land and on the sea.
this sport needs all our hearts.
thru sweat and tears we stand together.
when our hearts beat as one, that's when we fly/
take pride in being here and now
with every single one of us.
we will take whatevr that comes our way
face on.
eyes wide.
i'll see you at the chequered buoy too.
Sunday, June 17
happy papa day!!
okie today is kinda rare cos i'm home after trng!
hur
guess its good to have trng at bedok, cos like this we wont want to go walk walk ard in town and can settle our meal at the bedok market!
good mans.
missed the free ride home from papa dawn. took train with west gang. we wanna ensure a place to sit and Zz so we took the train to pasir ris and back. HA
Zzz all the way home!
now am home waiting for papa's day dinner!
my blog is like ugly mans.
but i wont abandon this place, cos it has history mans! hur
so i just need to find out how to make this page nicer...
hmmm
kinda an idiot in this area. heh
mayb when it is nicer, i will make this blog open.
haa as if it is a big secret rite..
anyway, dears arm.. 增气一点好不好！！！
2 more weeks and den i'll send u on leave.
great that mum and dad are back to normal now! heh think my injury is quite worth it.
=D
okie looking forward for sakura with darling tmr too :)
and no cramps this month!!!
whee! guess is the no-tap-water diet that i had.
heh
lalala
happy moood.
the rainbow and us. :)
thanks dawn for the pic!
Thursday, June 7
wat man.
wat have i been doing?
everything seems to be so screwed up.
i think i haven get by a month without any external or internal injury.
first was my stupig ankle ever since stand chart. it was on and off and i spent quite a lot of money on treating it. okie lets see..
sports doctor, DR. LOW.
1st visit - $150.00
2nd visit - $120.00
happily went to see him cos cuimei says can claim frm sch. which in the end i did not bcos dad says dont lie.. okie and so i did not. most of the time the doc just told me to rest.. yea.
den it got better for awhile but when i go back to running, it hurts again. tmd.
somebody told me abt uncle saim,
1st and only visit - any amount but i gave $15.00
boo din work for me. my leg became v suan the next day and the pain is still there. sux.
den mum and dad brought me to a chinese sinseh.
3 visits - $35.00 bucks each. so thats $105.00
i would say he's not too bad, i see improvement after the 2nd visit. slightly but there is still.
den i concluded that i really really need a new pair of running shoes. dr low says my ds trainer doesnt suits my feet type. so off i went to running lab to search for a suitable pair. asics GT. bought it at queensway, cos its definitely cheaper!
new shoes which i dint wear - $138.00
BUT.
i dont feel comfortable in that pair. its like bulky and dont fit my feet closely too.
pissed!
so i took out my 3 pairs of asics and analyze.
the best pair i had was the blue ds trainer i had in year one. it suits me very well. den i realised the orange ds and the gt were too broad. i got narrow feet.
and so i went to buy an in sole to put in my old pair of shoes becos it was quite worn out.
insole - $39.90
all these was from dec 06 to may 07. argh and i dont want to calculate the total amount i've spent.
den from mid may till now. cut my finger at work. splint in pinky. top arm pain. left back pain. eating glucosamine to take care of my joints and the weakness and restricted motion of my top arm is really irritating me. red told me abt a massage she's been going and so we went together last sunday.
full body massage for 1 hr - $40.00
it felt pretty good to be massage but the neck and back was quite hard on me..
den again, my top arm prob was not any better..
ytd nite was such a disaster. stepped into the gap in the pontoon which i dunno why my eyes got stamps or watever. stepped right into the gap, hit my thigh at the edge.. that was pretty painful that i din even know i cut myself.. and wats worse was i hit ham's head with the paddle.. arghhh..
sorry hams :(
i better stop being too close behind you..
i really hope you are fine..
hams fel yeling cleaned my wounds. thanks thanks gers. thanks for being there:)
and i'm such a gu niang.. RAR
irritating.
jq brought me to the clinic and got me a tentanus jab and some antibiotics and anti inflammation pills.
doc visit for cuts and bruise - $151.00
faints.
FAINTS.
wats more?...
:S
things at home not on the bright side too. mum and dad like not talking...
please, please stop the cold war....
i dunno wats wrong and wats making mum so pisssed.
anyway i haven seen them for 3 days. every nite i came back they were asleep...
i'm sorry for not being around..
its so depresssssing.
come back ok?
everything seems to be so screwed up.
i think i haven get by a month without any external or internal injury.
first was my stupig ankle ever since stand chart. it was on and off and i spent quite a lot of money on treating it. okie lets see..
sports doctor, DR. LOW.
1st visit - $150.00
2nd visit - $120.00
happily went to see him cos cuimei says can claim frm sch. which in the end i did not bcos dad says dont lie.. okie and so i did not. most of the time the doc just told me to rest.. yea.
den it got better for awhile but when i go back to running, it hurts again. tmd.
somebody told me abt uncle saim,
1st and only visit - any amount but i gave $15.00
boo din work for me. my leg became v suan the next day and the pain is still there. sux.
den mum and dad brought me to a chinese sinseh.
3 visits - $35.00 bucks each. so thats $105.00
i would say he's not too bad, i see improvement after the 2nd visit. slightly but there is still.
den i concluded that i really really need a new pair of running shoes. dr low says my ds trainer doesnt suits my feet type. so off i went to running lab to search for a suitable pair. asics GT. bought it at queensway, cos its definitely cheaper!
new shoes which i dint wear - $138.00
BUT.
i dont feel comfortable in that pair. its like bulky and dont fit my feet closely too.
pissed!
so i took out my 3 pairs of asics and analyze.
the best pair i had was the blue ds trainer i had in year one. it suits me very well. den i realised the orange ds and the gt were too broad. i got narrow feet.
and so i went to buy an in sole to put in my old pair of shoes becos it was quite worn out.
insole - $39.90
all these was from dec 06 to may 07. argh and i dont want to calculate the total amount i've spent.
den from mid may till now. cut my finger at work. splint in pinky. top arm pain. left back pain. eating glucosamine to take care of my joints and the weakness and restricted motion of my top arm is really irritating me. red told me abt a massage she's been going and so we went together last sunday.
full body massage for 1 hr - $40.00
it felt pretty good to be massage but the neck and back was quite hard on me..
den again, my top arm prob was not any better..
ytd nite was such a disaster. stepped into the gap in the pontoon which i dunno why my eyes got stamps or watever. stepped right into the gap, hit my thigh at the edge.. that was pretty painful that i din even know i cut myself.. and wats worse was i hit ham's head with the paddle.. arghhh..
sorry hams :(
i better stop being too close behind you..
i really hope you are fine..
hams fel yeling cleaned my wounds. thanks thanks gers. thanks for being there:)
and i'm such a gu niang.. RAR
irritating.
jq brought me to the clinic and got me a tentanus jab and some antibiotics and anti inflammation pills.
doc visit for cuts and bruise - $151.00
faints.
FAINTS.
wats more?...
:S
things at home not on the bright side too. mum and dad like not talking...
please, please stop the cold war....
i dunno wats wrong and wats making mum so pisssed.
anyway i haven seen them for 3 days. every nite i came back they were asleep...
i'm sorry for not being around..
its so depresssssing.
come back ok?
Monday, June 4
well i dunno.
talked to red some time back,
she reminded me something.
why when someone under perform, ppl will think she's skiving?
why not ask if she's feeling ok? if she's sick?
is it bcos there's too much doubt in each other?
are we spending most of the time picking on each other, rather than really caring?
sets me thinking..
one cannot tell somebody to feel the way they should be feeling.
a feeling has to be felt.
bcos it is a feeling mah...
so only actions speak louder.
where's the joy?
mayb it comes from getting wat we ultimately want, but, as the complimentry product.
like enjoying fishing purely on fishing and not on the fish that were caught.
she's right..
i think just happy rowing and enjoying everything of it will unconciously bring her to the rewarding goal..
kinda just do it purely bcos you like it.
of cos that includes liking the nature of it. (competitive)
but with that cup, trng just to win and forgetting abt what is in it..
scary.
stressful. =\
used to be so looking forward to team lunch after every trng!
just hanging around and walking around with the gers..
seeing each other for so many times a week.
but why does it feel empty sometimes with some?
if doing things for the sake of doing it,
is definitely different from doing things with an intention that you are convinced of.
bcos wat's within is gone.
no substance.
like reading your notes 3 times before exams will give u an A.
but reading it 3 times and reading with your eyes only doesnt count.
reading has to plus understanding..
like going for meals together doesnt mean we will get to know each other better and get bonded.
i can go for lunch with my collegues for 6months, 5 times a week and we are just hi-bye.
but getting together is a means of getting to know better.
by talking and sharing heart to heart...
talking as if we are standing on the same level..
no one tries to over rule or judge too quickly.
it is difficult to talk when someone is agressive and that will only make the other defensive.
talk like friends~
its not that easy bcos you cant pretend to be one.
erm hard to describe, its just a feeling thing.
to row for somebody on the boat.
you will know it when you know it.
you cant tell someone to row for someone when she just feels like errmm your neighbour.. your tutorial mate.. your course mate..
it will just come across as an instruction.
she has to be someone you deem worth fighting for.
i did that before. bcos she's someone close to my heart..
bcos they gave me strength.
technique is impt, totally agree. its fundamental
but what gels us together will bring us further.
this team is warm, she said.
dont let it turn cold.
-my reflections my thoughts-
she reminded me something.
why when someone under perform, ppl will think she's skiving?
why not ask if she's feeling ok? if she's sick?
is it bcos there's too much doubt in each other?
are we spending most of the time picking on each other, rather than really caring?
sets me thinking..
one cannot tell somebody to feel the way they should be feeling.
a feeling has to be felt.
bcos it is a feeling mah...
so only actions speak louder.
where's the joy?
mayb it comes from getting wat we ultimately want, but, as the complimentry product.
like enjoying fishing purely on fishing and not on the fish that were caught.
she's right..
i think just happy rowing and enjoying everything of it will unconciously bring her to the rewarding goal..
kinda just do it purely bcos you like it.
of cos that includes liking the nature of it. (competitive)
but with that cup, trng just to win and forgetting abt what is in it..
scary.
stressful. =\
used to be so looking forward to team lunch after every trng!
just hanging around and walking around with the gers..
seeing each other for so many times a week.
but why does it feel empty sometimes with some?
if doing things for the sake of doing it,
is definitely different from doing things with an intention that you are convinced of.
bcos wat's within is gone.
no substance.
like reading your notes 3 times before exams will give u an A.
but reading it 3 times and reading with your eyes only doesnt count.
reading has to plus understanding..
like going for meals together doesnt mean we will get to know each other better and get bonded.
i can go for lunch with my collegues for 6months, 5 times a week and we are just hi-bye.
but getting together is a means of getting to know better.
by talking and sharing heart to heart...
talking as if we are standing on the same level..
no one tries to over rule or judge too quickly.
it is difficult to talk when someone is agressive and that will only make the other defensive.
talk like friends~
its not that easy bcos you cant pretend to be one.
erm hard to describe, its just a feeling thing.
to row for somebody on the boat.
you will know it when you know it.
you cant tell someone to row for someone when she just feels like errmm your neighbour.. your tutorial mate.. your course mate..
it will just come across as an instruction.
she has to be someone you deem worth fighting for.
i did that before. bcos she's someone close to my heart..
bcos they gave me strength.
technique is impt, totally agree. its fundamental
but what gels us together will bring us further.
this team is warm, she said.
dont let it turn cold.
-my reflections my thoughts-
hais, sux.
something is wrong with me..
wrong with my arms.
:(
anyway, basic theory tmr morning.
Friday, June 1
Wednesday, May 16
Tuesday, May 15
13th may!!
is his birthday!
planned to bring him out for a good dinner but it wasnt that fantastic la..sorry dear.
great ambience but the serving is like small can... even i'm not full~ haha
he had chicken and i had salmon plus our starters, calamari..
the food is not too bad.. but not filling lah.. dun haf the ARrrrrr... full and satisfied feeling..
so after that we walked over to bugis billy bombers for desserts and burger. haha
den we are full~
xuewei says we both cant go for fine dining lah.. waste money only.. best is to go zi zha stall to eat mans. hahah.
and i'm so bad cos i forgot to sing birthday song.. heh we just attacked the cake.. boo :(
next year!! i make sure it will be better :)